Wah!! Got home at almost 11pm and freshen up makes it till almost 12am. Huhu.. Yeah, went out to celebrate Ed's bday. Usually different kan. But this was just so nice, so simple and only some were invited. Kalu kan invite all, wah.. better do catering. This birthday for ED is special. I don't remember the last time we celebrated his birthday. But this one is a memorable one.
Do you know why i say that? Well, mom invited Grandma, Aunties and Uncles only. No children in the list. And it was so different. The three of us adik beradik and of course ED with his wife. We all sat and eat not worrying about children tadi atu. Ha..ha... The conversation was different. Not like if there were children, it be different. You know what i mean kan.
Gosh, i am so glad that we are so close now than ever before. Though our lives growing up was so hectic... so mixed up... so confusing.... so messed up...so not together... kaish sayang we get was not enough while growing from both of our parents (sorry to say.. but true) .. we were drifting apart... almost... thirsty for love from our parents .. so like imagine air mendidih buihnya kan bekeluaran from bekas atu.. but masa atu jua you slow down the fire and at the end didih nya cool off. So I am so grateful we are closer than berfore.
But you know what jua... though our parents were divorced at our early age, we learn something. I was confused. Really i was. And i ask why? I get no answer from anyone except only now. I wanted for them to be together but no.. it never happened. I didn't know that was the last time they were together. It hurts. It does. During that time. You wanted to be with your mom but you also wanted to be with your dad. But at the end we were looked after by our grandma, uncles & auties, and God knows who.
I hope no matter what happen now, nothing will ever makes anyone of us in the family berpaling and hope we all live to see every moment together till the end of our lives. To stick together. To support each other. We've been through a lot, and even dalam hidup cukup sederhana, we pull ourselves together to build our happiness yang we looked for dulu atu with our new life we have now with our children.
Remember. Your parents teach you the basic things about life. You grow up yourself to make you who you are now. Be wise. Be smart. Be YOu. Be it. Be happy.
Oh well, i guess its the age kali ah. A year older and wiser.. Wish you whatever you wish for comes true. Amin...... Selamat ED!!
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