Sunday, August 31, 2008

THE LONG HOUSE IN MELILAS

Unique collections..

the signing of the 'Guess Book'


the 'Owner'

the boy i tell you .. very pintar..

love him ..

LAWA KAN TEMPATNYA.. ORIGINAL EH




WELCOME TO MELILAS...

SAFETY PENTING TOO..

slurrrpp... yummy..yummmy..



EM.. my SUGARCANE penting too.. thirsty ku. Semalam ku membali nie rah dewan serbaguna SUKANG kali toh.. Kan becerita dikit bah.. Last night atu, i really need COKE AND SPRITE OR PERHAPS 100PLUS.. huhu.. i only had water saja and some biscuits and kerang too and kacang too... so i was DESPARATE ani bah.. PLEASE.. ANY SMALL KEDAI ALONG THE WAY.. NADAI!!! MIMPI SAJA AH.. that's the time.. COBAAN.. COBAAN... Lastly ada lah orang atu give me ROOT BEER .. Yes.. apa lagi.. i minum and BURP long kali ah.. NYAMAI EH RASANYA!! atu baru ia..

Oh.... i need that for the sugar ja. I have to have that kind of sugar though i know not good to amalkan... bad bad girl hah!! hehe.. sekali sekala okay jua toh.. So my SUGARCANE tadi in my bagpack and i got 2 bottles of water and 4 cans of COKE.. nah.. baru ia. I got to drink the SUGARCANE saja.. at the end jadi ceritanya... ha.ha....

at least i am prepared incase of terstranded!! not bad. But you know what? you can still live without food but you can't live without water.. our body needs all the water in the world.. even fish minum and tidor kali ah... he.he.he..

ON THE WAY DOWN KE JETI.. EM TO MELILAS!! GREAT!!






Bangun pagi right after breakfast.
Makan apa saja...
I had POP MEE ..
oh no!! telor rebus and PEPSI TWIST.. aha.. yes PEPSI
what do you expect..
i totally forgot my APPLE AND MANGO JUICE
huh.. when you are there, you just want all the JUICE..
and i left all at home..
next time KICAP MANIS inda boleh lupa for telor rebus..
yes MUST and FRUITS!!!!

4WD JOURNEY TO SUKANG




THE JOURNEY BEGINS
TG.MAYA
PENAPAR
LAYONG
UKONG
RAMBAI
MERIMBUN
LONG MAYAN
MERANGKING
(jalannya batu batu..)
BUAU
KG APOK-APOK
SG.SAGAT
(small jambatan.. dangerous you know..)
SG.TANDANG..
SG.PASIR
(Kayu besar melintang in Sungai Pasir.. 7.17pm)
Cabaran bagi 4WD .. macam macam cerita di dengar pengalaman dalam kenderaan waktu cross over the kayu besar...
8.07pm
Jambatan selekoh licak, muddy and risky too .... dangerous phase between the road just pas SG.PASIR and menuju dalam jarak 20 to 4o min to SUKANG & MELILAS.. i think about that..
SG.REPAI 8.29pm
then
SUKANG.... HURRRAY!!! ps. nervous ada jua lah because its the first time.. Malam rainy inda beranti, it was a wet night. So all eyes were opened making sure sekeliling are clear. It was amazing and the TEAM OF GEMILANG was SUPERWONDERFUL PEOPLE.. Again.. CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL AND I GUESS WE ALL HAVE FUN..

MY TRIP TO MELILAS



THE LONG HOUSE..
Yes.. finally. This time in Melilas..
just this morning.. beautiful place..
as usual very peaceful..
PS> tell you more about it later ya..

Saturday, August 30, 2008

LAST NIGHT ..


working.. MC with DAVID LAU from KL..
will share more later..

Friday, August 29, 2008

MENYURONG TROLLEY

Ha.ha.. i just have to laugh it out. Though my heart now is crying for some other reason.. well Haha... again i start over ah.. Kan always i am the one who get the ayam for the WZ.. Yes i am.. yes i do.. and many other things for the WZ ya..

Story start here.. Okay i bought 30 ekor ayam.. then 4 guni beras.. then tepong then the rest barang yang diperlukan. Can you IMAGINE me PUSHING the TROLLEY??.. Bah IMAGINE TIA.. he.he... me skinny ani, with the loads in the trolley of course the trolley in control of me but i manage to balance jua lah.. otherwise .... he.he..e.

(an hour later)... nie bz bekaja ah, kan blogging jua, paksa postponed.. )

so anyway... story nya. pushing the trolley ani cali bah.. coba you peratikan orang-orang yang push the trolley... different people different caranya. Of course me lagi, doi.. ma... bari rawan.. Rasa nya macam ramai kan tolong, but i dont want to take advantage of that too.. i still can manage its not that i push 2 trolley sekali jalan... lain cerita. that i need help of course..

he.he... cerita lagi... so many things in my mind almost everyday.. entah kenapa ah. But again i can still smile from it. It was amazing yesterday, ramai orang eh.. paning me. I cannot shop with many many people macam atu atu eh.. paning. i pass all the ice cream shop, the carpet shop, the kain shop, the health shop and the fast food shop.. so kan turun pakai anu yang bejalan sendir atu kan.. push tah trolley nie... like terheret me oleh trolley ani, worried muka muka yang going the other direction and i said to myself, better not....

but with a smile menahan but merah padam my face eh.. suddenly an angel.. well ada lah orang ani. Of course a guy... ha.ha.. apa eh. .. aiseh.... then meliat ia worried usulnya like me menahan nahan.. he wanted to say something but i turn my face quickly... malu ku eh.. but then push sampai kebawah.. wah laju trolley ah bawa me. Inda tercontrol... while pushing sampai ke kereta.. takajut me. He was there and said "do you need help"..... and ah.. dengan bepeloh menahan rasa .... i said since you are there.. why not... okay he help me masok kan barang ke dalam kereta... wah.. rahmat eh...

he look presentable, with his tie well after work kali. I cant stop saying thank you thank you.... and ask him what does he do.. He said "he is a teacher.. " wow.. then all in the car he ask me what's my name.. i just said zura and he said zura zura? i said yes zura... last he said, nice meeting you in person. i said thank you. and thank you for his help.

just a simple one... i just smile all the way though hati berkachamok.. yes that's just something...

SEMPURNA

Sempurna
by Andra And The Backbone




Kau begitu sempurna
Di mataku kau begitu indah
Kau membuat diriku akan selalu memujamu
Di setiap langkahku ku kanselalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa ku bayangkanHidupku tanpa cintamu


Bridge:

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku tak kan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa


Coda:

Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adlah hidup ku lengkapi diriku oh sayang engkau begitu sempurna .. sempurna


Kau genggam tanganku saat diriku lemah dan terjatuhk au bisikkan dan hapus semua sesalku



Back to bridge


Reff:

Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidup ku lengkapi diriku oh sayang engkau begitu sempurna .. sempurna

Sayangku engkau begitu sempurna.. sempurna.. sempurna..

Thursday, August 28, 2008

it's BEEN A 'NOT WELL WEEK' FOR ME..

Thank God.. now a bit better. Wah.. not a well week ah.. this happend only once a year. If not from my gastrik, it comes from my tonsil. Well..well.. now on antibiotik i am a bit better. It's not that by taking antibiotik is good for you, i would avoid it if i can too.. but what to do. Want to get better faster.. kan.


Hah.. many things happened in my life for the past week. Yes.. i am sure yours too. May be on the early phase of the week atu you are happy but end up with sadness.. may be you are happy all the way (that's good) and try to maintain for the coming week lagi, and maybe you are sad all the way in the week atu, or may be all campor.. that's good. Proof that you are getting stronger.


I see it, wah i talk to myself while driving.. "YA ALLAH.. apakah ku dapat meneruskan lagi hidup ani.. rasa macam inda sanggup untuk melaluinya, tapi YA ALLAH i know what i lalui ani you know that i will go through it soon.. (dalam berkata-kata like that menitik air mata me..) .. bimbing aku YA ALLAH .. ku mohon keampunan dari mu YA ALLAH.. beri kan ku hidup yang sempurna .. YA ALLAH.. beri kan ku jodoh yang sempurna YA ALLAH.. aku menginginkan ketengan hati .. YA ALLAH.. i am soooo lonely....


I want to have pasangan in my life ani. I guess and i rasa i complain too much for being lonely kali. Who wants to live ALONE? ...But actuallly being alone i can do anything jua kan. I can do whatever i want. And that hope lead to good things. (to say easy, but when you are LONELY.. well not senang you know.)


I envy my friends people yang berkeluarga. Like of course i got family, but i want to have my own. I don't know why i don't have my own ah.. dulu but only for a short while. I like being busy looking after my family, it makes me like a REAL WOMAN.. but entah ah.. like now more that that tah pulang.. like looking after all the PEOPLE family.. like having the business.. making self busy for all.. i like it jua but i want to have my own.ooooOOOOooooo


"beauty attracts bad men, very bad men" Yes so true. Why aah? Anyway going to be a long weekend for me. Going to be busy and shut down during the weekend. I will post some interesting pictures here.



for you and for me too..

CHEER UP!!

SMILE!!

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

jatuh cinta

TANDA TANDA SESEORANG MENIPU KEKAsihnya... Ps.. yang lain nya tidak sempat untuk di catit.. huhu.. lagging sms nya..

from roseberry

1-f ea dh mula tak romentik...
2-f ea dh mula jrg mnghubungi kita...
smada sms..call..ow jumpa 4eyes...
3-mudah mbrikan 1001 alasan untuk mngatakan 'TAK' trpulanglah samada..tak boleh jumpa la...o tak bleh call la syg...mcm2 TAK DGN 1001 ALASAN!!!
urghhhh love s useless la zura...keke



3 pkra nampk menipu buat trasa n tau hal sbnar 1)lau d tnya buang kes tkut menjwp 2)dri segi gerak laku n pbuatnya 3)dri segi perckpan
Dri nyssa.Request lgu d Masiv cinta ini membunuhku

NOT FEELING WELL..

I AM ON-AIR NOW.. www.rtb.gov.bn and CLICK PELANGI FM


SEGMENTS..

BIRTHDAY GREETINGS
LOVE / JATUH CINTA ... OH GOT TO BE ABOUT CHEATING
SINGING ALONG ABOUT A MINUTE TRIAL..
LATE NITE GREETINGS

I WILL BE WITH YOU TILL 12AM..
TUNE IN AND ENJOYED!!

AL FATIHAH

AL FATIHAH
BUAT NENEK
DATIN HAJJAH YUKMAS BINTI MOHAMMAD
SEMOGA ROHNYA DI TEMPATKAN BERSAMA ORANG ORANG YANG BERIMAN.. AMIN AMIN AMIN

Sunday, August 24, 2008

JUST NOT WELL AT ALL TODAY..

But i am working now jua.. www.rtb.gov.bn and CLICK PELANGI FM

Rasa cannot breathe but i manage i guess.. i wore really tabal baju here and i sweat it off... turn the yellow spot light all on, and tuck in my baju tebal.. yes i am sweating it out. Nda lagi terasa sajok nya.. but later i am going to shut down..

MY VIEW THAT EVENING..




MAKAN SATAY IN GADONG..

GREAT AND SIGNIFICANT PEOPLE..
EH.. THAT MEANS ME TOO..

FRIENDS FROM AUSTRALIA..






ME FROM BRUNEI AND FRIENDS ..

MAKAN SATAY IN GADONG..

Saturday, August 23, 2008

LAST NIGHT.. JUST AMAZING!!

hujan lebat semalam eh.. but my heart still for one..
i don't want to miss it now again and forever..
I TEXT MY FREN..
walau hujan temparik..
walau bumi menari-nari..
eh.. lurus kah toh..
i tetap jua nda mau miss this..
Apa nah.. ketawa HA..HA..HA.. my fren ah..
bah ketawa tah dulu..
i will laugh with you nanti..
cute eh..

tell me.. how fun is this?? FUN FUN FUN
This is why i don't want to miss..
you don't get people outside as excited as these..
very energizing!!

when it starts...

Oh i love them.. humble..

FREEDOM.. FREEDOM..

I WANT THE FREEDOM..

FREEDOM IN EVERYTHING..

FREEDOM IN LOVE

FREEDOM IN MONEY

FREEDOM IN LIFE..

WAH!!

IMAGINE..

CAN YOU??







GREAT COUPLE..

Psst..

i told her well i whiper to her .."i want to be like you.."

and she said "you can be better than me.."

H kan menangis ku eh.. I WILL INSYALLAH..

SWEET JUA TOH..

When a boy is quiet ... millions of things are running in his mind.
When a boy is not arguing ... he is thinking deeply.
When a boy looks at u with eyes full of questions ... he is wondering how long you will be around.
When a boy answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... he is not at all fine.
When a boy stares at you ... he is wondering why you are lying.
When a boy let you lays on his chest ... he is wishing for you to be his forever.
When a boy wants to see you everyday... he wants to be yours 4eva.
When a boy says ' I love you ' ... he means it.
When a boy says ' I miss you ' ... no one in this world can miss you morethan that.
Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person....
Find a Guy ..
who calls you beautiful instead of hot... (hmmmmm)
Who calls you back when you hang up on him...
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep...
Wait for the guy who ...kisses your forehead... :)
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats...
Who holds your hand in front of his friends...
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you...
Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! ' (aaa? Haha)

SMELL THE ROSES


GOOD MORNING... I AM ON AGAIN. I HAD A SUPER EXTRAORDINARY NIGHT. AMAZING JUST AMAZING. I JUST COULDN'T BELIEVE IT WOULD HAPPEN. IT'S SO AMAZING WHEN YOU WANT TO MAKE IT RIGHT. TRUE THERE WILL BE OBSTACLES IN YOUR LIFE BUT WHEN SHE SAID 'TIME IS POWER'... THAT WAKES ME UP.. EVERY SINGLE SAAT MINUTE I WAS SO EXICITED AND STILL AM.. I WISH YOU WERE THERE TO HEAR ALL... AMAZING.... I WANTED AND BEEN WANTING SO BADLY TO ACHIEVE SOMETHING IN MY LIFE BUT HAVE NOT BEEN DOING IT THE WAY I SHOULD HAVE BEEN AND IN FACT DELAYING EVERYTHING YET I KNOW I AM THE ONE WHO CAN MAKE IT HAPPEN. SHE SAID 'THERE'S NO SECRET RECEIPE TO SUCCESS' (again i teringat THE KUNG FU PANDA..), IT'S ALL ABOUT YOU AND YOUR ATTITUDE TOWARDS LIFE.. TO BE SUCCESSFUL AND SIGNIFICANCE..
I SAT THERE AND JUST SMILE.. PAUSE A WHILE.. AND SAID TO MYSELF 'IF SHE CAN DO IT, WHY NOT I.. I CAN DO IT TOO..' MY EYES OPENED WIDE AND SAW A BIT FURTHER A BETTER FUTURE WITH MY SON FOR MY SON. I GOT TO BE CRAZY REALLY CRAZY.. THE POWER OF BEING CRAZY WOWWWWOOOOOWWW ... WILL GET YOU TO WHERE YOU WANT IT TO BE.. I NEED ACTION NOW!!
SO I PRESENT TO YOU THE BEAUTIFUL ROSES TO CHEER YOU UP AND START YOUR DAY WITH THE GOOD VIBES.. THOUGH MAY BE YOU COME ACROSS WITH SOMEONE WHO WELL... YOU KNOW WHAT TYPE I MEAN KAN.. JUST SMILE AND IT WILL HEALS.. SERIOUSLY AND THAT PERSON WOULD THINK YOU ARE CRAZY!! AND HEY.. YOU KNOW WHAT.. LET THEM BE!!!
www.rtb.gov.bn and CLICK PELANGI FM and send your greetings to pelangi914fm@rtb.gov.bn Sit back and enjoyed the sound of Saturday Morning with PELANGI FM with me ZURA why not!!!
ps. all i really want to do is love you.. and all i really want from you is to feel me.. for all we have been through..

Friday, August 22, 2008

GOOD DAY..


FOR YOU AND ME

Baca jika YOU ada masa untuk ALLAH . Bacalah sehingga habis. Saya hampir membuang email ini namun saya telah diberi keberkatan untuk membaca terus
hingga ke penghujung. ALLAH , bila saya membaca e-mail ini, saya fikir saya tidak ada masa untuk ini.... Lebih lebih lagi diwaktu kerja. Kemudian saya tersedar bahawa pemikiran semacam inilah yang .... Sebenarnya, menimbulkan pelbagai masaalah di dunia ini.




Kita cuba menyimpan ALLAH didalam MASJID pada hari J umaat ... ...

Mungkin malam JUMAAT?

Dan sewaktu solat MAGRIB SAJA?

Kita suka ALLAH pada masa kita sakit....

Dan sudah pasti waktu ada kematian...

Walaubagaimanapun kita tidak ada masa atau ruang untuk ALLAH waktu bekerja atau bermain?

Kerana... Kita merasakan diwaktu itu kita mampu dan sewajarnya mengurus sendiri tanpa bergantung pada NYA.


Semoga ALLAH mengampuni aku kerana menyangka... ...
Bahawa nun di sana masih ada tempat dan waktu dimana ALLAH bukan lah yang paling utama dalam hidup ku. (nauzubillah)

Kita sepatutnya senantiasa mengenang akan segala yang telah ALLAH berikan kepada kita.

ALLAH telah memberikan segala-galanya kepada kita sebelum kita meminta.

RENUNGKANLAH seandaianya

YOU BENAR-BENAR MENGHAYATI!! !


Ya aku CINTA ALLAH ...
Dia adalah sumber kewujudanku dan Penyelamatku

ALLAH lah yang mengerakkan ku setiap detik dan hari.

TanpaNYA aku adalah HAMPAS yang tak berguna.

.
Susah vs. Senang


Kenapa susah sangat nak sampaikan kebenaran ?

Kenapa mengantuk dalam MASJID tetapi sebaik saja selesai ceramah kita segar kembali?

Kenapa mudah sekali membuang e-mail agama tetapi kita bangga mem 'forward' kan email yang tak senonoh?

Hadiah yang paling istemewa yang pernah kita terima.

Solat adalah yang terbaik....
Tidak perlu bayaran , tetapi ganjaran lumayan.


Notes:

Tidak kah melucukan betapa mudahnya bagi manusia TIDAK Beriman PADA ALLAH setelah itu hairan kenapakah dunia ini menjadi neraka bagi mereka.

Tidakkah melucukan bila seseorang berkata ' AKU BERIMAN PADA ALLAH ' TETAPI SENTIASA MENGIKUT SYAITAN. (who, by the way, also 'believes' in ALLAH ).

Tidakkah melucukan bagaimana anda mampu hantar ribuan email lawak yang akhirnya tersebar bagai api yang tidak terkawal., tetapi bila anda hantar email mengenai ISLAM , ramai orang fikir 10 kali untuk berkongsi?

Tidakkah melucukan bagaimana bila anda mula menghantar mesej ini anda tidak akan menghantar kepada semua rakan anda kerana memikirkan apa tanggapan mereka terhadap anda atau anda tak pasti samaada mereka suka atau tidak?.

Tidakkah melucukan bagaimana anda merasa risau akan tanggapan orang kepada saya lebih dari tanggapan ALLAH terhadap anda.

Aku ber DOA , untuk semua yang menghantar mesej ini kepada semua rakan mereka di rahmati ALLAH.

TELL ME..


FRIDAY.. I AM ON-AIR 2PM - 6PM

YEAH... I AM HERE NOW....

www.rtb.gov.bn CLICK PEALNGI FM



its been a long day for me too... early morning for me.. ada fren order 30 nasi lemak special and curry ayam for her.. he.he.. thanks beb. Lepas toh.. buat 'tauhu isi' .. au nyaman makan sama lada padi.. Baru ada kick.

Ps. nasi lemak habis awal pagi loh.. ramai yang beli tadi panas-panas.. petang ani tak sempat buat. Got a meeting to attend and i cannot miss this one. This is what life is all about..

When you think about it.. you don't want to work lagi.. yes ada cara toh.. but before that you got to 'tanam the seed' .. oh yeah you cannot see lah now.. but later later you will see it would grow jadi 'big tree.. and the daun will be the $$$$' that would be for me.. and my son...

And when you have all the money in the world, you can help the poor.. and before that, you have to helpf yourself and need to think what you want to do to have all that money??? Not sharing or menumpang senang orang saja lah.. be good to have your own.. you never know di tinggalkan bila umur dah tak larat nak kerja..

So apa lagi, bangun awal.. beautiful subuh tadi very cooling.. i opened all the windows .. wah.. makes me smile that i got to smell another new day and something to look forward to..

Entah i feel something tadi that makes me thinking and bersemangat.. i lawan my misery and i will lawan my misery with something i am going to do seriously .. what??

Well... only me saja tau. Ha.ha.. i will make it this time. Insyallah...

one question for you..


WHAT'S YOUR BURNING DESIRE
TO HAVE A PERFECT OR ALMOST PERFECT LIFE??

Thursday, August 21, 2008

TODAY MENU AT WARUNG ZURA

TAUHU SUMBAT b$1 - 2 BIJI
NASI IKAN GORENG b$1
NASI LEMAK b$1
NASI PUSU b$1
NASI KATOK AYAM - b$1
SAMBAL BIASA OR PEDAS..

BOHONG - SYAHRINI

VERY nice song eh.. i drove this morning to work and i was thinking bah... apa kan tu ah.. yea lah like this lagu ani. em.. its like okay.. you actually love this person BUT apa yang you lalui selama ani dengan KEBOHONGAN atu bah... you perasaan saja him/her for you... tapi actually ia BOHONG bah...

Tapi nya.. cakap inda mau lagi bersama nya.. memang pun.. Bila di pikir pikir kan, everybody got own attitude. But this one got AN ATTITUDE.. Where is the LOVE atu.. LOVE build by foundation kepercayaan kan.. So bila KEPERCAYAAn sudah tiada, how.. WHAT LOVE BECOME??

atu yang buat me marah sometime.. Marah because i don't understand. Inda percaya but again its reality.. CONFUSED.. I tell you i think in a relationship ani kan best untuk berterus terang.. baik pulang . .. May be ada yang dapat menerima may be some inda dapat menerima.. Tapi cua you pikirkan lagi.. apa sebenar nya yang you dapat menerima atu.. and apa sebenarnya yang you inda dapat terima atu..

Immune dah.. like darah di tubuh badan. Kalau nada darah mati karing eh.. but kalau ada hidup eh.. so kalau you figure it out. Its hard for me too.. I see all my friends getting married. Senang dapat JODOH.. but then sama ada long lasting kah inda.

Yang cali.. well not so cali lah when you are like tumble down with love ani.. CALI lah when you look back dengan attitude you masa toh.. but it will heal lah. no worries. Anyway..

orang belum kawin kan kawin.. orang kawin nak kawin lagi.. dah lah berbini sampai empat pun tak cukup lagi.. nak kawin juga bila orang kawin.. bila date 888 semua nak kawin.. pebaik tia bebini kawin jua.. inda mau ketinggalan.. dah quota empat kena tolak satu sebab nak kawin lagi.. nasib quota empat saja di beri, tu pun kalau ikut sunnah Nabi... tolak satu demi satu.. kawin tak berhenti anak dah menimbun.. tak larat bila dah tua nanti.. kawin kawin kawin.. sampai lupa anak sendiri... APA NAK DI KATA..

Masa muda enjoy kawin inda beranti.. walau inda mampu. Biar bini memberi makan. Satu lagi, bini ani mau jua kawin kalau tau sudah orang atu kawin.. dua tiga..empat.. yang memberi makan bini kedua.. kadang bini pertama.. or ke tiga or ke empat.. tapi mau jua.. sudah beranak banyak, inda larat lagi kan memberi makan.. complain.. all inda nampak kan..

Bukan sikit toh.. melarat eh. mula confused about WHAT IS THE MEANING OF LOVE then now jadi orang kawin inda beranti.. huhu.. Tapi banar eh, when i drive tadi, terpikir bah. Apa yang di maukan kalau sudah rasa kasih atu hilang. bukan jua peduli cara worried di mana orang yang tersayang atu.. because melayan yang satu lagi terlupa dengan keperluan kasih sayang yang sorang ani.. masa ani happy eh yang sorang atu.. kena layan. Apa inda happy, aku pun happy toh.. cua tebalik kan.. inda ia happy toh.. Well biar tia sampai ke akhir nya...

I am happy jua for myself, may be something i did dulu dulu is the balasan now.. which is good. Ringan sikit kalau kan di bawa MATI but again sakit eh... tapi sakit lagi kalau di bawa semua dalam KUBUR.. kan..kan...

We all have our own skeleton in our closet..(melayunya tulang di dalam almari)..he.he.. and only you know it saja... i do .. and i know it saja.. Sometime i cry jua.. but then again if not that i woun't learn. I wish wish wish.. menitik air mata me.. but then i wish i wish i wish... What i learn i can and will share with remaja belia to be a GREAT PEOPLE... that is the only way to want i wish for.. if what i share with remaja belia makes them who they are now.. i am proud at least from that pengalaman i have i got to see them become GREAT PEOPLE.. and biar pun i got to lalui nya.. then from that they don't have to go through what i have been through.. and learn what's new. Again life is life.. Reality check everybody eventually go through pengalaman manis and pahit nya untuk mejadi matang..

Sometimes you want to have a life yang sempurna.. but sometimes inda dapat you know. Kalau inda sempurna with DOSA saja buat apa kan.. only you yourself know what you want because you always think of MATI every saat every minute.. you takut kan... I DO.. takut ku kan mati.. MATI inda memberitahu.. enjoy sana enjoy sini mana mana like as though rasa inda sama macam orang.. no lah.. no.. i you we sama like orang.. selagi ada nadi.. bila bila masa nyawa di cabut.. bukan negative but you know this is what i think all the time.. just takut saja.. siapa inda... MATI INDA BERITAU bila kita mati.. kalau MATI kita tau bila.. abis kucar-kacir manusia ketakutan.. apa tah lagi bila tau mati nya cana.. like mengerikan jua tu.. YA ALLAH..

I want life yang sempurna.. i want life yang bererti.. hidup sorang sorang ani LONELY.. i need belaian.. i need all that.. LONELY membunuh ku.. i need someone to talk to.. someone to laugh with and someone to hold on to in times of good and bad.. i need kesempurnaan dalan hidup ani.. inda siok hidup sendirian lagi...

My friend well.. from far far away land.. getting married soon sometime in 2009.. wah in my heart i wish i am the one. May be ada reason jua alum married ani kan.. kan nya kalau all the way gelap thunder bekilat tamparik pun akhir nya you will see the sun shining kan.. the beautiful day i wait for... ps. ada lah orang atu kan told me.. (you know who) me ani alum ready kan kawin. I really don't understand what it meant.. seriously.. okay me not ready kan kawin, bila tah? oh well.. for me JUST ALASAN untuk nya but di katakan untuk me... kalau hidup di penuhi dengan DOSA daripada PAHALA ... what is HIDUP??

FOR YOU TODAY.. IT IS SO TRUE..



Sometimes in life,

you find a special friend;

Someone who changes your life

just by being part of it.

Someone who makes you laugh

until you can't stop;

Someone who makes you believe

that there really is good in the world.

Someone who convinces you

that there really is an unlocked door

just waiting for you to open it.

This is Forever Friendship.


The sacred RED ROSE.

BENEFITS NYA.... PILATES

wOW.. you want to know benefitsnya??


  • it foucuses on proper breathing, correct spinal allignment and total concentration on smooth, flowing movement, so you can become acutely aware of how your body feels..

  • it builds body strength without 'bulking up' so you gain long, muscles and flexibility..

  • it creates an evenly conditioned body and helps prevent sports-related injuries..


WAH.. WHY NOT..

MY HEART THIS MORNING..

JUST FoR yOu...
PS. i LOvE yOU

OGOS IN PELANGI FM

Artist of the month
'Rosman Masri'

Ingin Selalu
Apa Adanya
Menyulam Kasih




Pelangi Spotlight August:

Klip
LIFE TO LOSE
PUISI DUNIA ft.ANCUN
CUKUPLAH SUDAH

I SO FALL INLOVE WITH KLIP PUNYA LAGU..

"PUISI DUNIA"
pS. bEAUtiFUL sONG..bEaUTifuL

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

PENGALAMAN BERSALIN DALAM AIR..


YUP.. issssssshhh

SHOCKING!!

PS. I JUST OPEN MY MAIL.. VERY SHOCKING.. WHAT REALLY HAPPEN?? All this while i thought my life was not sempurna.. rupanya ada yang lebih teruk lagi.. Ya Allah...

i never thought that story was true, until i opened my mail.. and see all. Heard about this quite a while now.. but i guess the pictures tell all. Pictures speak a thousands words..

I am happy for the happy one .. but what happen to the one yang bersedih.. i don't think the 'one' want it to happen.. but it happen...

Sabar saja.. Kita all pelan all, but Allah yang menentukan. Jodoh.Hidup.Mati.Rezeki. tidak akan kita ketahui walau STEADY AND TERROR you rasa you are.. all semua nya ALLAH YANG MENENTUKAN..

I am happy for you.. and i tumpang simpati for her.. sorry to hear all.. Anyway MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU WITH YOUR NEW ONE AND THE ONE, MAY ALLAH BE WITH YOU AND JUST SABAR SAJA.. ADA HIKMAH BEHIND ALL..



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Sunday, August 17, 2008

BANGKU DAPAT PARKING..


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WHEN SLEEPINESS AND HUNGER COLLIDES..
THIS IS WHAT HAPPEN..
CONFUSED!!

LAPAR TOH...


OZZING OFF..

MAMA .. MENGORENG.

BAPA MENG-HAMMERED..

WANT TO KNOW WHY I SAID 'THE BEST HAMMERED SOTONG?'

i been buying the hammered sotong dari me bujang and util now..


the gerai exists before the tempat gerai ani kena buat..


and i tell you.. very nice the SOTO.. HAMMERED SOTONG..


ONE OF THE BEST..