Life is not easy and it will never be. But you've got friends and one of them is me.
'COURAGE DOES NOT ALWAYS ROAR. SOMETIMES COURAGE IS THE QUIET VOICE AT THE END OF THE DAY SAYING. "I WILL TRY AGAIN TOMORROW".' "AND I WILL DO WHATEVER IT TAKES!!"
Yes by Robin Thicke... i got the sweetest love ... beautiful song when i am feeling like this. OOOOoooooo oh just because you and me ... finally .. you're my sweetest love... Whoiaaaa baru ia... lala..la.a... lala..la la la... I got the sweetest love.. now i got that feeling, now i got that fighter in my life.. my sweet my sweet .... ooooo.... i cant believe you and me ... lala... i got the sweetest love and nothing can beat it... i got the sweetest love... haha.... hui!! I am singing.. i am singing..
I must say i am not good in relationship. I never make it in relationship. I am probably stubborn. And i don't understand how to have a good relationship. And i always got a WRONG MAN to be with. I don't know why.. Please Help!!!
I don't see any good man here. DO THEY EXIST? My mind is blocked now. Can't see any good man. And good man is always taken. Well... Its okay to me. Its just i need to straighten myself up to find a good man in my life. I thought i was in a relationship, but all i could say its very cold. It's probably me. I don't blame anyone. I guess that the way it is. I become silent when i can't solve my problem on that bit. I don't feel love. I don't know ya....
Haha... that's just a bit of confession i have. I see others make it, have a good relationship. I envy that. I wish i too have that. But again reality, i don't know how perfect ones relationship is. ha.ha...
i just have to laugh it out. I drive all night, morning, feeling lonely. Something missing in my life. LIke one song "no woman no cry" ... i guess that should be "no man no cry".. ha.ha... Oh well... thank you Allah for everything. I am healthy but one thing missing. I am human too... i miss him so much. The HIM i used to know. But i lost him. I don't know where is the love anymore. I am so emotionally touch now. I wish ... i only wish he is my soul mate. But i am ready and reda if he is not too.... All with reasons. But it hurts.... Ha.ha..
I am reading this book ATTITUDES ARE CONTAGIOUS - Are Yours Worth Cathcing? by Dennis E.Mannering with Wendy K.Mannering.. (How to put quality into your life.. Both at work and in your personal relationships)..
One of the many quotes i like.... by Vince Lombardi - "it doesnt matter how many times you get knocked down. What really makes the difference is how many times you get back up!!" Sounds easy eh.. but not quite. So need to be strong to get up. That help... very powerful. I know i am not the only one, even successful people got knocked down and they rose up again.. and that what makes them become extraordinarly successful in LIFE. And the other one by Cavett Robert puts it another way : "you won't drown simply because you fall in the water. You only drown if you remain there."
Ps. you gotta read this book. That's all i can say.
YES .... GOOD MORNING. How you today? yes this morning? Felling much better than yesterday? Not feeling anyting yet or perhaps just numb.. Oh i know how that feel. But you know, its just passingour time whatever you're feeling. Feeling emotional about it? Well... Its all about you. I was walking towards the studio and i ask myself.. do i really want to get up early in the morning for another 40 years and work??
I tried to imagine for 40 years working... waking up in the morning... Its scarry. Not that working is scarry, but wouldn't you want to wake up anytime of the day one day to do whatever you wish to do?? OOOOOhhhh set your own time and not anyone have a chance to put you down when you do all the things you do? I mean.... its all simple. Work gives you a very extraordinary experience in life, and wouldn't you want to have an extra extraordinary experience in life for just little thing you do to have the freedom later?? Well... different people have different thought.
Anyway helloooo ... I am working this moring on HBD till 10am. Haha... today some school invite parents to sign reports.. And yes i mention, if your children didn't have a good result that you wish for, well ask yourself what's the problem there? Em... don't angry angry with your kids. Instead talk to them, that they need to do better next time. And you will doa for them for their success in the near future. You see what happen then. They will remember that forever and i am sure they will learn to do better...
Oh morning greetings, text or mail me. Oh.. a quick question for you... Do you want to have a 5 year plan to be successful or a 40 year plan???? Up to you .. ITS YOUR CHOICE... just look for opportunities and a strong one which will give a REAL RESULTS TO SUCCESS AND TO YOUR FREEDOM... ha.ha... sounds fun!!
yES I AM now... how are you? Hope everythings Okay. Its just how you ACT - FEEL - THINK. So life can be great and positive or dull and negative, depending on which direction we have our heads turned!! Oh i so like that.
Tonite.... BIRTHDAY GREETINGS.. LOVE SEGMENT... AND KAU DAN AKU (YOU AND i) .. aiseh.. Yes.. true lah. What to do, dah memang like that pun every TUESDAY..
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Thank you for tunining in where eva .. he.he.. you are in the world. I am a happy baby today.. oh yes pretty baby too... ha.ha.... gond you agree??? ha.ha... only you can tell lah..