Friday, February 29, 2008

Older Man


i was driving... then something came up. In my mind lah. Entah why? Only a thought. Why does younger woman love older man? And why does younger man loves older woman?? Yes.. that was in my mind. Not older as in 5 to 6 year only, malah 20 year.. or even older...
I seen plang younger woman with older man, some are friends. But all that i know, yang kurang kasih sayang from the father kali. Like the young girls miss the daddy's attention, daddy's love.. Tapi yang older man ani, apa lagi, of course take advantage. Entah lah...
It makes me smiles sometime, but i do also like older man. In a way, caring, loving and gives attention.
Like from broken up families ah.. the parents becerai awal lagi, the young girls nada given attention full from the father, then from older man, these young girls feel safe. Like attention given, love given, everything lah given. Tanya tah, dorang yang muda muda atu, why? See what jawapannya.
Tapi ada jua younger woman seeing older man for money. For security. For power. Kalau tempat kerja, wanting to tackle the boss, to get power and position. Siapa jua inda. But ada yang terlalu over jua. And yang older man ani inda tah jua sadar. Sorry to say, i heard a lot of what younger woman said about their older scandals jua. That's sad. Sorry for the wives and sorry for the man. If only the older man knows, malu you know. Inda ada air muka nya labih tinggal ani bah.
I myself writing about this, may be one day i get married, thinking my hubby ani baik banar, suddenly scandal with younger woman. We never know. Not wanting it to happen, but we never know. So doa lah, agar not like that. But kalau sudah terjadi to those people out there, what you all going to do?
As a woman, when you are seeing someone, older, then that someone older tend to go for girls may be about 20 younger, and you will not accept it kan... but when you see again, what do these young girls want, and what do these old man wants, totally different thing. Older man is not looking for younger woman because kekurangan love or attention from the partner, but want more probably lust. I salut Perdana Menteri Malaysia. Wife passed away, and then married with the woman kurang lebih umornya. Baru ia. When you think about it, when you are at that age, you need companion.
Woman are the same. From young to whatever age. Still the same. That's how i see it. Men are the same too. Its just that the younger ones belum ada experience. But once they are involved, then they will also go through life, and they become mature. Then bila mature, younger woman will be gila for these young man dulu.. ... but ada jua yang young man, but mature than the older man.
Tell me more about younger man going for older woman. Mostly woman yang divorced, you ask them.. may be 20 to 30 percent or perhaps higher than that seeing man younger by 10 to 15 years. Tell me about that??? So i would like to understand a bit. Is it because the older you are the "berpengalaman" you are? Well atu for sure lah, but inda kan atu saja.... Let me know eh.. curious ku jua. I myself, like older man and younger man. How about that? You cana?
Confusing ah... Lets do this. Ask anyone you know that seeing or dating older man. And ask any young man you know dating older woman. And share with me. I want to see, but of course we will not get the answers for the real answer we want, but at least we got some idea.
What you need to do???? Just ask people you know okay. Me.. i am okay with everything. I will not larang. But i don't puji. Its your body, its your soul. You menjawab sendiri.
None of my bussiness. But hey, for penyelidikan ani, do ask. Or even, you the avid reader of my blog, seeing someone older or younger. Share with me. I want to know. Thanks...
This was when i was driving this morning..... jangan marah eh.. just wonder saja... and please lah, jangan tah emosi berabiz ah bila baca this one... enjoy it and think together..

DJ 60 Saat & Best 914


for the perfect show..


The Band Group

EMMA



ASHRAFF





ZATY




ZURA



ALIFF



Best 914

PUTERI NORIZAH & Geng-Geng


Good Luck to DJ 60saat and the BEst 914.. Held in Tutong, Dewan Seri Kenangan at 8pm on 1st March 2008. All are welcome.

Thursday, February 28, 2008

Aku

Hidup terasa sudah jauh berlalu..
Kini kematian semakin menghampiri..
Namun masih jua belum bertemu akan erti kehidupan sebelum kematian..
Entah sampai bila harus jadi begini..
Hanya berserah pada mu wahai Tuhan..
Pinta ku agar di akhir nafas hidup ini bisa ku ikararkan kalimah...
LAAILLAHAILLALLAH...

zuraHB

Awake...

Wah.. feel so fresh. Tidor cukup. do you want to know how you get tidor yang cukup? When you sleep then you bangun sendiri. Atu tah tidor yang paling nyaman dan paling cukup. I am setentunya di Seri Mama Restaurant now... Ha.ha.. asyik promote yo!! Ya lah.. kalau nak makan, come over lah. Sambil kerja, sambil tu meet ramai orang juga. Some friends jua ada here.. ha.ha.. so i see. Very interesting to to get to know more people. To be more stress free. Isn't it what we all want??? Au eh.. me tah dulu angkat tangan tinggi-tinggi to say YES I WANT TO BE STRESS FREE... nah.. cani lah.

Cari kerja, kalau tidak ada kerja. Jangan duk duduk ja di rumah, kalau dah tak ada kerja, then MOVE IT.. MOVE IT... ha.ha... mambo. Jangan marah ah.. banar nya toh. So kalau you nada kerja lah, cari kerja.... Kadang yang dudok di rumah bukan nya tak ada kerja, banyak, stress jadi nya. Sebab apa tu nah? Nah.. pasang lah music yang you like. sambil buat kerja, sambil berhibur. Why not. Kalau belum pernah coba, kepada housewife, request lah pada hubby to pasang systen yang lumayan (kalau mampu) then baru ya....

Oh well, request ja. Jangan inda. Rugi eh. Anyhew, I have a great day today. Oh Iril is back... Show me great pictures of his trips. Beautiful.. Want to know about life out there, then go out and about. Fun... you get to see more of life and you will get to see what life is all about. Not just us, but got others too you know. Oh well....

He asked me this morning. Want to know what? Nya, what is you masalah for today? The latest one? And i said nada... No masalah. He smiled... That's a good answer nya. Apa lagi nya ah.. karang karang i tanya ia. he.he..eh....

This Morning!!

I tot that was a JOKE... HA.HA... Gosh!! how i hate it (but good to know eh.. ) when i found something i dont want to know... Really that Su**s... I laugh my head off. YOu got to be kidding me. This is a Joke rite??? I am still smiling in confusion. Bla..bla..blaaa....

hu..hu...hu... Need a nap later. Not to layan my head so much. Kebeliangan saja. But true lah.. in life kalau banyak berzikir, you get to see things sometimes you dont want to see, but you want to know the truth saja. Well... there i got one.

Later in the afternoon, be at Seri Mama Restaurant in Muara, then at 7pm off to Tutong for rehearsals, then off back to muara again. Then tidor kali balik kerumah. Then hopefully got a good mimpi, and hopefully i got to live another day. That would be nice.

Em... what else ya, still got lots of pictures eh to post here. Fun jua like inda beranti bah. Tired? Inda jua. Em... what a beautiful morning. Caya you, i have breakfast at gerai di Taman Selera di Bandar. Want to know what i ate? Indo Mee Goreng (plain saja..) and one telur burger. Inda kan tebarus eh.. au lapar ku. Kalau kebeliangan, memang toh... ha.ha.ha...

What a life i have. I am so grateful. I am so loving it. I am up to it....LAYAN...

Keyakinan Diri

Memang sukar dipupuk. You masih boleh berbangga dengan kebolehan diri, rasa dihormati dan disayangi sekiranya you lebih yakin akan diri you. So you kena lah selalu bersyukur dengan apa yang you miliki. Jangan biar kan kegagalan menguasai kebolehan you.

Satu lagi, always cermin diri. Kalau you like to senyum, oh well, kalau susah you to senyum, then start from now to senyum, and then check yourself out di cermin bila you senyum. You know why? Bila you cermin diri you and senyum setiap hari, you feel bangga with yourself, and you be more yakin in long term. Better jua tu kan rather than not yakin for diri sendiri at all.

You got to start to feel yakin now in order to be fokus and you will understand how to face your masalah everyday. And be thankful bila you have masalah, because it help you to build yourself from who you were before and what you have become now... inda ja?

More matang... that's what we want. Better now daripada too late.... kanz..

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Al Fatihah

Al Fatihah
Almarhum Hj.Md Zaki bin Hj.Zainal Abidin

Takziah buat keluarga Auntie Malai Zainab Sheikh Muhammad. Mudah-mudahan rohnya terdiri dari golongan yang beriman... Amiin..

3 Hari

'HIDUP KITA CUMA DI DALAM 3 HARI

Semalam ~ Sudah menjadi sejarah.
Hari Ini ~ Apa yang sedang Kita lakukan.
Esok ~ Hari yang belum pasti.

Hisablah Hari pertama semoga Hari yang kedua Kita lebih baik kerana mungkin ajal Kita pada Hari yang kedua.


HIDUP CUMA DALAM 2 NAFAS: Nafas Naik. Nafas Turun.

Hargailah Nafas yang naik kerana udara yang disedut Adalah pemberian Allah secara percuma Dan Carilah keredhaan~Nya dalam menggunakannya. Bertaubatlah dalam Nafas yang kedua kerana mungkin itu Nafas yang terakhir keluar dari tubuh bersama Nyawa Dan roh untuk meninggalkan dunia yang fana ini.

HIDUP CUMA ADA 2 PILIHAN

Hidup dalam keredhaan Allah. Hidup dalam kemurkaan Allah.


HIDUP YANG ABADI CUMA ADA 2 TEMPAT

Kekal di dalam neraka. Kekal di dalam syurga.

Ingatlah kecelakaan neraka itu amat mengerikan Dan Kita hanya diyakinkan oleh keyakinan Kita kepada rukun IMAN. Rukun Iman itu pula Ada 6 Dan apabila Hilang salah satu daripadanya maka hilanglah IA.

Kelazatan Dan kesejahteraan syurga itu maha HEBAT. Tidak terduga oleh fikiran Kita Dan untuk mendapatkannya Terjemahkan rukun ISLAM yang 5 itu Dan puncaknya adalah SOLAT .. .

Amat sukar untuk dipercayai Bagi yang ingin ke SYURGA tetapi tidak bersolat, Umpama seorang yang mahu menaiki kapal terbang, Tetapi tidak mempunyai boarding pass. Dan mereka yang sengaja melalaikan solat, Umpama mengeposkan sepucuk surat tanpa melekatkan setem .. . Apabila ditanya bagaimana surat itu akan sampai Pada penerimanya .. . Lalu dia pun berkata Setemnya akan dihantar kemudian.

Ada 2 penyelesaian dalam kes ini : Dia mungkin didenda .. . Atau, suratnya masuk tong sampah. Oleh itu, tidakkah Kita semestinya bersyukur Atas segala nikmat yang Allah kurniakan kepada Kita .. .

Sekurang-kurangnya Allah telah memberi udara Secara percuma untuk Kita berzikir mengingati~Nya Setiap detik Dan ketika, hinggalah Kita kembali Kepada Allah dalam keadaan jiwa yang tenang .. . Lalu masuk ke dalam syurga dalam keadaan Kita redha Dan Allah meredhai.

Semoga Kita semua berbahagia dan sejahtera senantiasa .. . Di dunia jua di akhirat kelak serta Di dalam rahmat Allah s.w.t. Amiin..

Malam atu.. Ceritanya






I was in Muara menjaga Seri Mama Restaurant ani bah. Then my phone ring.. well not exactly ring. You know i got that ring tone Naff - Kau masih kekasih ku.. lawa kan tone nya ah. Slow beh..
Anyhew... this call ani bah, my son menalipon upanya. Nah cerita nya.. cute eh..
Luqman - halo mami..
Me - halo sayang.. how are you?
Luqman - ok mami. em.. mami keraja kah malam ani?
Me - Mami inda keraja sayang. Apa ada beh?
Luqman - kalau mami inda keraja, bawa Luqman, Maya and Fatimah makan di Joli Bee. Kami mau makan sana..
Me - Em... ok. mami keraja sayang sekajap. Kal mami lagi ah. (keraja tia)
Luqman - ok mami. love you
Me - love you too sayang
An hour later... he call me again..
Me - yes sayang
Luqman - mami kami siap sudah.
Me - ok sayang. i be there (panik ku eh olehnya bila sudah siap atu... just got to leave that minute and pick them up and bawa ke Joli Bee di Serusop, makan and zoom off balik and then balik kadai... alahai.. )

Sesi Begambar on National Day..

My Old Friend, met him that morning..
Nah...her name is Fizan ..

one of my cousin.. which one?

Zura with the RBAF BAND

met them Officers at the "C" gate..


Ps. sempat jua begambar-gambar waktu toh... syok eh.. For memory 23.02.08. That's how i looked that day in year 2008..

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Celebration Green Life Begins.. National Day






Everybody was out there on National Day






The Morning of 23.02.08 "National Day"






Love Songs

I never have such a feeling...
You took my breath away...
Its just you and me..
I hardly know ..
the beauty of all this..
Never forget... never will forget..


Just a song.. and i smiled eh. I am here in Muara and probably be here until later. Just a beautiful love song. Reminds me of my late Babah. Some old good friends who loves this love songs.. Old but Gold. Yes... how lonely life can be.. shadows follow me and nights would set me free... another love song... Heart so green and that's what life's all about.

All the times, when you sit alone kan, just so alone, what runs in your mind? Do you ever think of anything?? ....and i love you so... people ask me why?.. i tell them i don't know.. the end of the love song. Coming up next, oh this is one of my favourite.. no i can't forget this evening.. but i guess that's just the way the story goes.. no i can't forget tomorrow.. when i think of all the sorrow.. i should let you know, what you should know.. i can't live if living is without you... soothing eh... just an old times.

How you wish you can turn back times right? I don't know ya. Tapi kan, if you alone kan, apa apa saja will come to you mind. About you. Totally about you.. ada kah? But then at the end of the day, did you think again what you have done for the day? Em.. did you make people smile? Did you try to avoid a fight? Or an arguments? Or did you hurt anyone? Did you do well today? Did you change something today? Or did you try to make the difference?

I love you... i always love you... another love song. i am not trying to make you feel unconfortable... i honestly love you... Just all the love songs tonight.. eeee i am so what? entah ah. I am ok..

oh one more... don't give up on us baby.. give it one more try... Dream can still come true. Don't give up on us baby. Oh well.. i am out. Need to post some more good pictures. I am missing someone so dearly. But we all are too busy with our own life... well that's life.

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Naluri Sedih Tiada Yang Tahu.
Hancur Tetap Senyum...
Dugaan Bertumpi-tumpi..
Satu Persatu Tiada Berhenti..
Malah Di Nanti..
Reda eh.. Ikhlas eh..
Mata Hati Titik ...

Mengharap Tiada Pasti
Menanti Tiada Datang
Pertanyaan Tiada Jawapan...
Namun Naluri Tetap Senyum..
Menerima Hakikatnya..

Dunia Ini Bukan Untuk Ku
Sementara Saja Buat Ku
Untuk Illahi Hanya Aku
Sesaat Denyut Jantung..
Menanti Saatnya..

ZuraHB

Text..

Kucing Kurus Mengaru Papan...
Papan DiGaru Si Kayu Jati...
Badan Abang Kurus Bukan Tak Makan...
Kurus Mengenang ............ Si Jantung Hati..


Ps. I received this text today.. wonder who?

Monday, February 25, 2008

BFF

Begins here ...

ps. My New Friends...
(Pictures taken from AnakBrunei.com)

Me at Seri Mama Muara

Me in Muara... he.he.. Au banar eh. I am coming early. May be i will put some good dvd on and be good for the customer too. Makan here and watch dvd. Wow.. So i will be here for a while. I am off duty for radio now. I will be on again on Thursday on HBD 6am to 10am.

While driving tadi, ada ada saja idea to say on-air. Tapi as you know, driving, inda dapat tah di tulis. Payah nyanta.. kalau suday menulis, inda beranti tia karang and bila inda beranti, ada ada saja tia kan di buat. Inda boleh di amalkan jua toh.. Mula mengambil gambar... then menulis nulis tia, mana kan consentrate kan.. Masa ani ada undang-undang inda boleh menelipon, karang keluar undang-undang inda boleh mengambar or menulis dalam kereta... he.he.. just joking. Jangan tah marah nah... baibun bah.

Kadang ada orang terlampau sensitive. Entah pasal apa. Inda tau cana kan react kali. But in life ani, give and take lah. Jangan jua terlalu labih. Terlampau sombong, buat apa jua. Nadai kawan jawapan nya toh. Kan luan peramah, ok jua tapi biar ada had nya. Karang kena junyak jua kepala ah. Atu tah nada toh... hehe.e.e.. jangan marah eh... baibun bah.

So sambil membaca my blog ani, apa tah your plan today? Apa tah? Boleh buat tah? Bah.. jangan plan saja. Action jua ya... Au... jangan jadi NATO.. bukan yang dalam TV atu eh... NATO bah versi melayu... apa tu nah?.. Inda tau tanyakan ja kawan kawan yang lain. Me pun belajar toh... mula mula inda taho, then, betanya. Biar orang tecengang napa tani inda tau.. sentiasa belajar... paham?? Bah jangan tah marah.... baibun bah.

Hari ani pink jadi pilihan warna me. Lawa kali ah impak nya ke arah cahaya muka. Very beautiful.. ha.ha.a. perasan berabiz jua. Baik jua angkat bakul selalu untuk diri sendiri. Sapa lagi kan mengangkat kan.. Confident jua. Tapi ingat jua, jangan jua riak.. paham?? Jangan marah eh.. baibun saja.


Hello..

Anak Brunei Kitani

Loving this one.. "Tunas Bangsa"

aksi-aksi mengambil Group Photo

liat ah..


mencari posisi... tangah kah.. siring kah..

ok.. pasang timer..
ilang tia dorang kan.. eh.. sapa toh? Chegu ka?

ps. ada yang you kenal?

Sunday, February 24, 2008

National Day 23.02.2008

While me jalan-jalan di Bandar.. this is what i nampak and tarus inda buang peluang AMBIL GAMGAR.. AU eh.. all best shots dengan penuh semangat from these guys... I like toh. Tapi, bayangkan tia, betapa meriah nya bejalan pakai kasut tinggi, ingat? Yes.. ada you kah dalam gambar ah? Or maybe your anyone you know??







Love these girls.. so cheerful and so beautiful young girls.. and suka begambar..






SMILE....