PSYCHO you..

Just can't get over it hah!!! Normalize yourself. I guess low self esteem is your problem. Poor thing.. Anyway you're beautiful outside and inside you are like HELL... Oh well.. you know who you are.. pity..just pity on you... May Allah bless you and gives you strength to face the world and hope the BITTERNESS you have in your heart will be erased FOREVER... I also DOA for you .. though i don't know you well.. your heart is so bitter on me.. that i forgive you.. its how you feel towards me beyond your control, and i know how you feel....

YOU NEED TO KNOW..

Salah sebuah katil di dalam bilik ICU sebuah hospital ternama kerap mengalami kejadian pelik. Setiap pesakit yang ditempatkan disitu pasti akan meninggal pada setiap hari Jumaat pagi tanpa mengira umur, jantina atau tahap kesihatan mereka. Perkara ini sangat membingungkan para doktor... Lalu para doktor memutuskan untuk memantau katil tersebut...mungkin makhluk halus ada menetap disitu. Apabila tiba hari Jumaat yang berikutnya... beberapa org doktor bersiap sedia untuk mengenalpasti penyebab kepada kematian di katil tersebut yang mana pada ketika seorang pesakit lelaki muda sedang tidur... Beberapa doktor memegang Yassin dan Quran sebagai persiapan menghalau makhluk halus..Masa berputar... pukul 08:00am.. 08:30am sehingga jam 9.00 am...tiba-tiba......



Pintu bilik ICU itu terbuka.... Kemudian masuklah Makcik Timah Seorang pekerja sambilan sebagai pencuci yang hanya bertugas setiap hari jumaat..Makcik Timah masuk... mendekati katil keramat tersebut... dan terus.............................mencabut....soket elektrik untuk alat pernafasan bantuan agar dapat menghidupkan.. vacuum cleanernya....

IT TOUCHED AND SCREAM

4.50am.. today i woke up screaming loud. And i tell you it touched me and i scratched it and it scream!!! It freak me out and my temperature raised to the max i woke up and never sleep.. Gila eh. I know why and just so real this time..

I felt the cold ugly textured hand .. long.. i know i didnt want to toleh and see what and i felt the thick hair on my arm and just so cold!! My heart is beating now as i type ani.. and i put my hand ontop of its hand and scartched deep and it scream!!!

I could not voice out as i felt it shut my mulut ani bah.. but i ...i...iii just coba saja until i tebangun and out loud BISMILLAH... YA ALLAH .. its so real...

I AM SMILING NOW..

On the way to work tadi, i just remembered something. Something really important that i should wear. And i totally forgot!! darn it.. I never forgot this one unless i purposely saja do it.. but i totally forgot about it.. My oh my... this is bad.. but nobody know what it is... only me saja.. hahahaha.. dat makes me SMILE.. and i will remember this.. :

I FORGOT TO .... MY ... !!

WHAT ABOUT LOVE?

I will be working tonight and thinking of what topic i can share ABOUT LOVE..

LOVE IS...

SO TRUE..

KALAU NAK SERIBU DAYA

TAK NAK SERIBU DALIH

AL FATIHAH

AL FATIHAH

HAJI AMER HAIRUNUDDIN PEHIN DATO ZAKARIA

Semoga Allah memberikan keampunkan

dan rohnya di cucuri rahmat..

Amin.. Amin.. Amin..

I AM THINKING ABOUT IT...

Today i decide to write again.. and i do miss blogging. I tahan and i try to tahan, but i cannot tahan. Now it seems like .... well i want to have a fun blog. Not stressful one.. haha.. but of course ada lah yang terselit toh.. the stress bit atu. haha...

I am sleepless tonite.. biasa lah. Bila badan tired catu lah. But i have fun for the past few months.. wah macam lama lak i didnt write. True lah what my fren say, inda me tahan not blogging. Apa nya kalau orang bercinta.. like nadi nya... So that's how i felt. I start today ya...

As i go along in life ani, i met a lot of people. All different variety kali ah.. And you know what? I tanya myself, does these people have another option in their life if anything happen to them? Not that i want anything to happen to them, but this is life. You want a lot to choose when you go shopping.. when you go see movie... when you want to marry someone kan... What about us? In this world we lived in, its like a game.. if you can see it good, but if not.. then not sure good or not.. but sooner or later you got to see it jua... (eh... eeee.... nda me pandai explain eh.. )

So, this world, us... and the game.. Gambling jua toh.. if you dont have option then mana you going to go? You get it or not? Imagine, after all those time you spend your time and life on your work, and now sudah 40 or 50 years over you worked, pencen.. and then what? To start a new bisnes? Are you experience? Well, not really... again the question "DO YOU HAVE THE OPTION? AFTER? DO YOU HAVE OPTION?"... Pssst... cuma put your ego in your pocket dulu for few years .. atu saja..

If your lifestyle like this, do you want to live less? If you lifestyle less, do you want to live more less like worst? .. Ask yourself.. me takut eh. Takut to see to live less than what i have now... Not a good night sleep every single minute... saat even. Of course got to live and live fun.. So not to stress yourself work and be with frens and family who really care for you... Naaaah... alum lagi habis nie.. a lot more sebenarnya...

I always think of the good life.. the great life ahead of me. Of course ani masa hidup saja.. but still we have to live the best from this great life.. The after life, different story. That each of us need to prepare it ourself. Nada orang kan prepare it for us. That we have to remember jua. Stay humble whoever you become... We are only human and at the end we die and we will still going there jua..... young and old.. grow old gracefully and then gone...

Anyway.. sambong lagi esok. I am SLEEPLESS...

I WANT TO BE SUCCESSFUL..

AMIN..AMIN..AMIN..

DUBAI - everything GOOD INSPIRE ME..

Salam.. greetings from DUBAI..

FREEDOM!!!

SALAM FROM JAKARTA

YES!!!

3 LEGS 10+

AUGUST 2009

DREAM - 3 LEGS 10+ IN AUGUST 2009

THE SECRET..

XOXO

DREAM - 3 LEGS 10+ AUGUST 2009..

XOXO

TIMES UP..

Today.

I choose to stop writing.

stop blogging.

Take care to you all.

I love you. And thank you.

YOU HAVE A SUPER WONDERFUL YEAR.

PS. make everything extraordinary in your life

and accept the challanges ahead with Iman, Patient, and love..

May Allah Bless Us and Be With Us All The Way...

Amin..Amin..Amin...

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WALK

Went for a walk at the stadium tadi petang. Many people at the stadium eh. And now just got home. On the way, listening to CD - a very good one. Not song but talk. Sometime nice to hear talk than music. True or not? But music surely ke jiwa lah.. Talk?? inda lagi ke jiwa.. inda betidor bah memikirkan. Good problem yah.

Tadi i was at work. As usual Birthday Greetings and Saya Suka (I LIKE). Somehow mood mellow a bit today. I should have run jump up and down. Not like usual i feel. What do you feel?

mellow kan...

Songs ani, when you are far from each other, and dulu you we

So song also a bit mellow...heheh.. I like that one song by TT DJ. Beautiful song. Very meaningful to me. Em.. got songs yang other like too tadi, wah nasib mengobati them too. Just extra songs perhaps would remind you of someone once upon a time too.. Haha..

re close with each other, and song atu yang bring your memory back, dats a wonderful feeling. I suka toh. Tapi ada jua sebalik nya. Now bila you hear that song, you tend to rindu but when you fight you forget about it. When you hear another song lagi, rindu lagi and that kerinduan can turn you jadi the sweetest person. Betul tak?

I saw dari my bedroom.. wah!!

KARMA

WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND.

PEOPLE COME AND GO IN MY LIFE.