You cannot pretend to be sincere when hati berkata-kata. Sincerity deep from your heart and not even a spot of dot ada on that keikhlasan. Totally nada. Sincerity if you may have, you can feel it membuat kan you rasa nyaman in whatever you do and nda iblis and syaitan dapat terjun and menyelami keikhlasan atu.
Sincerity is not when you already do something, sekali berkata-kata menyakitkan hati orang, probably inda you perasaan coz you think you are doing something good, but again berkata-kata, and telling how great you are and that you are sincere. That's not it. Really that's not it. Go back and sit down, think again.
Kalau you want to do something, like charity for example. You have lots of money right, then you want to donate. First remember, yang kan you donate atu for charity, orang yang really needy of help in whatever way. You yes donate lah banyak and people see. People so kagum that you can do that. Sincere lagi you atu menolong. Not banyak orang macam atu, bekira ada orang ani, but you.. you are the one in a million ani bah, not that Brunei punya population reaches to more one million, but you are just the one in the world (kira tia berapa billion orang and tolak campor bahagi and kali) and that's you.. one in a million.
And you know people yang needy of help atu dalam kesusuhan. Kesusahan yang they alami atu, bukan kemahuan mereka. Tetapi ada lah sebab sebabnya. Kalau di tanyakan would they want to be susah like that? Well i m sure not one soul would said em... i prefer susah so dapat minta sedekah and inda payah buat apa apa. Nop.. i doubt it. And orang yang really susah ani, bukan dorang meminta sedekah. They have own quality that may be you yourself don't have. They have skills that you don't have. They work jua and still susah. But yes.. some agency do charity work which is good. We are very very lucky to inda lahir in their shoes. We are..
And you pity them right, you want to help them. Jangan tah jauh. Peradian yang susah you want to help them. Kawan yang susah you want to help them. Orang yang you inda kenal, you want to help them. You have a good heart. But yang spoilnya, or yang boleh membuat kan spoil in all yang you want to help atu, is your doubt. If you are expecting something, maybe you will always have doubt. But if you are sincere as you said you are, there shouldn't be any boundry in helping others.
Dunia ani sementara, i know, eh zura.. kadang kalau di beri mua sangat, then belabih tia pulang. So that's it, you mesti ada had nya if you want to help people. Help people for good reasons. Not for something else. Make others understand what you want clearly, not only you saja know what you want in return. People would love you for who you are. Lama lama people can see jua.
Again kalau ada was was dalam membuat sesuatu, yeah solat satu, doa satu, mengunakan akal fikiran satu and bukan perasaan. Kalau jua masih ada doubt, jangan teruskan. Do something else. And people will like you better as you are. Not sebaliknya. I know some people try to be someone else, even me sometimes i do, but doesnt work. Ada bapa rasa kan jadi mama. Ada mama rasa kan jadi bapa. For all you know, you are the best if you just be you.
I am sorry kalau ada yang terasa, but you know, sometimes you just have to be real. BE YOUSELF AND YOU SEE GOOD THING WILL HAPPEN TO YOU. NOT NOW, BUT SURELY WILL. IF YOU INDA BEROLEH SESUATU YANG BAIK DI DUNIA ANI, I AM SURE YOU WILL RECEIVE SESUATU YANG TERBAIK DI DUNIA YANG KEKAL. KALAU INDA, MANA KAN ADA MALAIKAT DI SEBELAH KANAN DAN SEBELAH KIRI KITANI YANG MENCATIT KEBAIKKAN DAN KEBURUKAN YANG KITANI LAKUKAN. MIND YOU... ALL IN GOD'S HAND. AND YOU YANG BERKEMAMPUAN ATU, ALLAH PINJAM KAN ALL TO YOU TO HELP OTHERS, NOT FOR YOU ONLY......
HAVE A SUPERWONDERFUL DAY.. ANOTHER WEEKEND COMING IN YOUR WAY. MOTHER'S DAY FOR OUR MOM, AND HOPE YOU ALL PLAN TO BE WITH THEM.
PS.when is the last time you kiss your mother's hand?
MAY ALLAH BE WITH YOU AND ME TOO.. AMIN AMIN AMIN