Wishes

I made a wish today. Lots of 'em. Every time i take walk, a walk walk, i make a wish. And today, i made a wish and within 5 min my wish comes true. I smiled all the way. Amazing... so i heard be careful with what you wish for. All today was a good wishes and i am glad one that i know came true right in front of my eyes. And the rest i will wait and keep on wishing.

Its just a coincidence today, a lot of things from radio to whatever i see and hear, all connected to what i wish for too. Example songs, magazine i read today, a lot more.. Its like telling me and reminding me. I know, i would not get the answers instantly, but those are the signs. Its always like that to me. How bout' yourself? Does it happen to you too?

I was browsing in the Internet today on topic about radio, and suddenly i saw someones blog with the topic "How to Destroy A Friendship For Personal Gain".. I mean tell me about it.. Is it not telling me something. At the moment, wah malas kan cakap. I thought only me saja yang boleh rasa like this from someone, but rupanya others in this world are having the same problem.

Wow... wow... So many lagi topics. I pray to Allah to help me to lead me in ways to solve the problems i can't and never able to understand on solving it. I am a very patience person, but if its too much to handle, its hard sometime. I get carried away with cakap kasar to myself but then i realized we are all human, and all i do just reda and berserah kepada Allah untuk menguruskannya kerana hambanya seorang ani lemah dan tidak terdaya dan berupaya dengan apa yang i hadapi.

I learned its best not to settle it with perasaan emosi. I can't let emosi kuasai my mind, otherwise i be really sensitive towards everything. But the best i learned is that let pemikiran menguasai emosi dan whatever you lakukan and rasakan dapat difikirkan secara waras and you will know how to handle it secara terarah and terurus.

I was at tasek petang tadi. Naik bukit bepit atu 5 kali and round ke waterfall ja 3 kali. I sweat it all out. Tension today, sad and it all happend today. That i cannot control namanya beyond my control. I just have to walked it off. Sometimes naik bukit atu rasa kan menangis, but i just smile. Nobody knows how i really felt, but that is how i let it go. Looked up the sky, the green trees, smile at people cheers me up.

I been doing that 3 days in a row sudah. Sometimes i just have to let go. In a good way. When i was on duty on Thursday suboh, Ashraff took over for the Hiburan914 so he asked me a question. Eldest? Second? Third? Youngest? or the only one? I told him i am the eldest. So one of it was that he told me that i am old fashioned in a good way. Which is true. I do admit, i am very old fashioned in some ways. Good one lah.

Eeee.... happy ku tadi. Really when i was at tasek atu. Berkacamuk perasaan, berduri perasaan, sajok jua akhirnya. I just can't believe it. I miss that. Di mata mata. I am happy...happy...happy.... Thank you Allah. May Allah Bless me all the way in whatever i do in my life. Amin...

Its all about wishes.