FAMILY TODAY..

(Ada yang inda puas hati with me.. i don't know why.. but i can still smile.) Anyway, i was on the way to work today, and i got missed calls and when i returned the calls atu nobody answer the phone. I wonder who.

I started work at 10am to 2pm. And right after that walking to our car Fauzan and myself in the drizzling noon. Had a short talk with Fauzan about bussiness and then off i went home to change and freshen up and off again. Just drop something to my old fren and then zoom to grandma's house. Yes that was about almost 3pm.

Reach there and met grandma and cousins. Of course my grandma's punya pembantu rumah already kena trained and immediately ke kitchen after allowing me in and preparing for tea. Nice...We ..well I was trained like that too when i was young as young as six. Mengupas bawang. Memotong sayor, menguyak daging untuk serunding and mengupas kulit ubi and etc... menyasah and menjamor and banyak lagi. Bukan calang calang when cuci baju and menjamor baju. Ada cara and teknik nya and bila jamor baju atu, ikut susunan. Not for a well to do family. From a broken family but was trained by grandma. That is really special. I am proud that was taught to me because those are skills to survive.

Anyway, went to Giant to buy grocery, wah pouring rain inda beranti since petang i finished work at 2pm. And until now even as i am typing updating my blog. Cold very cold out there. I just finished shower and tongsit lah sama towel di kepala. The air con air blowing rah my kepala and sajok berabiz. I am not so well at the moment and wah.. meriah tia lagi. Well... Its okay.

I am sleepy now and not yet sleeping. I would love to sleep for 8 hours but bila work suboh, inda tia mau titun mata ah. So layan lah. I told you if you want to hear gossips just lepak with your family. Everyday got new story punya. Garenti 100% ada new story. About amah, about orang kawin, about kenduri, about sapa kawin sapa, about scandals orang, about pencuri, about business orang, about bisnes yang di buat oleh aunties and cousins, about apa yang di pikirkan oleh nenek, about banyak lagi lah... AMAZING.. So if i want to hear one, then lepak time with family... he.he.e..

From there.. kajut bah yang terbaru about kenduri kawin. Ada kah hadiah tangan for orang kawin ani lain lain. Ada kategori nya lagi. BIASA, SEDERHANA KAYA, KAYA, DAN VIP. Wonder why menyusah kan life like that. What to impress ka? I asked lah, why inda di samakan? Sudah tah berlainan, ada mata mata yang lain asyik dengan hadiah yang lain, untuk VIP padahal bila masok atu, tau sudah di bari, tapi kategori biasa, dan lapas atu dengan inda tau malu di ambil hadiah tangan atu lagi. Bukan satu, bukan dua malah lebih. WAH!!! APA KAN TU...

I tanya lagi, susah jua tu. Sudah tah inda beorang kan menjaga hadiah tangan untuk VIP atu, inda tekontorl, bekalie bah pasal hadiah tangan. Padahal untuk orang kawin saja tu. Eh VIP simpan hadiah tangan ani di mana kan dalam rumah nya?? Bukan jua apa, just what is it in the mind set of orang kitani yang bukan VIP atu, bila menjamput orang VIP ke kenduri kawin DI BARI BARANG HADIAH TANGAN YANG MAHAL?? For what?

Apa lagi.. i heard tadi, eh kau ani nih, VIP ..(siap buat ibu jari ditamukan dengan jari tunjuk di geselkan .. kira pulus lah tu ah..) VIP kasi beribu kali ah dalam sarong surat. Eh ia kah?? Beratus kali ah.. So why do you have to expect ia memberi beribu sedang kan you inda tau, or even mengharap ia datang untuk membawa duit dalam sarong surat atu banyak untuk hadiah kenduri. VIP .. i don't think minta balasan kali bila memberi sarong surat atu, orang kitani saja iski macam kan membayar balik degan hadiah tangan yang mahal dari yang lain. Orang lain galas saja, VIP crystal yang B$80 lah or labih lagi dari atu.. I mean apa kan tu??

Au ada jawapan nya.. apa kau duli zura, duit kami, kenduri kami. I know, but bila sudah di biasakan, TERPAKSA ORANG MENGIKUT TU.. tau tah sudah orang kitani ani.. Barang catu, di ikut ikut bila kan menjamput VIP. Orang sekeliling tah becakap, eh membari malu eh VIP duduk di camp. Kenapa kan?? VIP lebih suka bila di treat normal. Dorang pun orang biasa. Bila labih dorang plang inda tantu bah. Mun sudah VIP.. well. apa tah jua. Cana jua gaya.

Saja takajut me mendengar, kenapa tah inda di samakan hadiah tangan atu.. Mengapa harus ada kategori.. BIASA, SEDARHANA KAYA, VIP.. Walaupun banyak duit, sedekah lagi bagus. Jangan tah kan kenduri kawin betengkar pasal hadiah tangan. Keluarga inda puas hati, yang kan kawin siapa. Niat untuk mengahwinkan atu mana tia.. sibok pulang memikirkan VIP hadiah tangan. Akhir nya acara, kawin jua pengantin atu, and alum tantu VIP atu menyimpan di tangah tangah rumah nya hadiah tangan atu, barangkali di dalam stor. Mana tau.. nah kau B$80 dalam stor. yang di banggakan ah. Yang biasa dapat galas, baik lagi di pakai bisdiorang, bepahala jua tu yang memberi. OH well ... JUST A THOUGHT...

SEHARI SEPATAH KATA:

SITUKANG - TAPAU BERAMAI RAMAI..

zura... apa meaning nya toh? Well.. bila orang lain tau yang kamu atu or others yang jenis nya suka menapau bila kenduri kawin, bila kamu datang rah kenduri and orang yang sama meliat, diorang pangil.. boh situkang datang. Beramai-ramai menapau inda memikirkan sama ada orang rumah yang menjemput ani menyuroh atau inda, sama ada, ada kah inda orang belakang yang alum makan... TAPAU SAJA inda betanya.... Bah.. you jua betanya apa meaning nya. Me lagi menayakan apa meaning nya. Dari orang tua tu eh... situkang like kapal basar bah.. oh well.... Something for you to know jua.

Al kisah VIP. Ani lagi banyak kan kawin... baik sediakan duit. Ada jua orang indungnya lapas pencen, nah masa nya kan kawin. Katil bali harga beribu-ribu, almari seset bali dengan harga beribu-ribu dan kenduri lagi.. siap kawin, acara selesai, abis duit indung. Sudah tah indung pencen, duit untuk masa tua, tapi kenduri punya pasal, kan impress orang sangat, sakit nda tebali ubat. Duit pun lanyap. Alum tantu perkahwinan atu bertahan. Banyak lagi kan di lalui dalam hidup orang berkahwin orang berpasangan ani. Alum cuba alum tau. Tapi ia lah.. kitani akan belajar dari apa yang kitani lakukan...

HEY.. gambar baby ani, i saw in one of the office i passed away.. ha.ah.ah.a.. i passed by di lorong, and i thought cute jua!!! Tapi kejam eh.. tayar?? BAby???

waktu AMAZING STORIES with family... siap beidang bah...

at GIANT in Rimba.. I saw this.. WAh My FaVourite!! REAL SO REAL!!

meeting up with my friends... HR.. Long time eh. Pilot tu dangan nya becakap. Me tedangar. Huby nya punya kawan kali ah.. ada plang huby nya di dapan tu, so she jawabkan lah.. tekeduhung begambar jua....

At the end of my day, i think and think and think. I was listening to KFM and i think Honey kali on-air. I like the song she played. By FlopPoppy "MASIH". That would be in my list of songs too..

Something for you... I just want you to know who i am.. when everything are made to be broken... 11.05 driving back home from bunut.. i was singing along tadi with the music i heard in the radio... and i told myself that i haven't achieve what i really wanted..... I don't think you would ever understand... and i am not going to give up... I cried..

SET A GOAL IN YOUR LIFE AND REACH IT!!!

A good ending for me.... zzzzzzzzzzZZZzzzz Gosh!! i am sleeepy.. I need to shut down and sleep.... sleep... sleep.......

Salam .. MAY ALLAH BE WITH YOU AND ME TOO. AMIN AMIN AMIN...