Tuesday, April 29, 2008

HARI MENANGIS SEDUNIA KALI ..

Today entah kenapa me asyik terkenang kan my late Babah. As usual sending Luqman to school kan and then we were listening to my cd. And my Babah would love that too. Then telling Luqman how Nenek Babah love this kind of collection. So tertanya tah me jua rah nya. Then meliat lagi kami kereta kiri kanan at the trafik light, orang besigup-sigup. Apa lagi Luqman, bari mati tu mami. Yes i know sayang.

Luqman masih ingat Nenek Babah sakit di hospital sebab smoking? And he said, inda he ingat. Em.. he was 4 at that time. And Babah panggil him sayang nenek nie. Which he seldom see his grandson... menangis me masa ani menaip naip this story. So anyway, when Luqman said inda ia ingat, well... luckily me pakai sunglass, menitik nitik air mata me tarus mengenangkan Babah. Luqman inda tau yang me menangis...

At the trafik light, AL FATIHAH for Babah Hj.Zainal Abidin Bin Ladi and ahli Kubur yang lain nya ... semoga roh roh di tempatkan di tempat orang orang yang beriman.. AMIN AMIN AMIN...

At the trafik light, becucuran air mata me. Kalau ikut kan hati, kan meraung raung menangis. Kalau boleh inda mau ia nya terjadi kehilangan Babah..... Pernah when i was younger, i ever cakap rah Babah lepas melawat kubur Nenek, Babah, anih mau kubur ani di sebelah nenek ah.. Babah cakap, apa lah cakap bukan bukan... Then i said to him, i want to go first before him.. sebab anih sayang Babah.....

Tapi ia lah, takdir sudah macam ani. Babah pergi dulu dari anih. Sedih me pagi ani. Sedih.. Sedih... Biar tia me menangis sepuas hati hari ani... entah kenapa ah. But ia lah. But i did start my morning tadi walk again di stadium. Met a lot of people jua tadi, Ceria today. Beri salam and Hi Good Morning... yes semua senyum membalas. And i am sure everybody feel good tadi.

Well.. i call it today HARI MENANGIS SEDUNIA lah for me.... Oh well... CHEER UP YOU GUYS. I know, ada yang kehilangan mothernya, fathernya, husbandnya, wifenya, anaknya, and even pet kesayangan nya. Whatever it is, kalau kan nangis, nangis kan tia berabiz hari ani. "MENANGIS LAH IF YOU RASA IA AKAN DAPAT MELEGAKAN DAN MENGOBATI HATI YOU.." - from me to you and to me too.... Sebab tomorrow we be better..!!!!!



HAVE A SUPERWONDERFUL DAY AT WORK OR WHERE EVER YOU ARE. KEEP SMILING..... MAY ALLAH BE WITH YOU AND ME TOO... AMIN AMIN AMIN

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