Wow!! nyangko. Bukan inda lawa banar girlfriend the most famous football player atu Ronaldo. Wowowww... gambarnya rah Sports Illustrated swimsuit ah.. Sepadan lah. Tapi frust lah kawan i tu. But biar tia, at least kawan i inda payah post camtu untuk melihatkan kecantikkannya.. Heheh... Jangan marah eh. But yes sepadan like pinang di belah dua. Satu Russian plus Portugese.. Woww.. what a match. Dua negeri berlainan bah tu ah?
Lain lagi cerita hangat di dengar hari ani. Mula-mula okay biasa saja.. lama-lama Wowowoooowww .. ya kah? Chut..chut..chut.. nah menyampok tah jua the cicak. Not anggak ah. The cicak walaupun bagas hujan.
Mug of black coffee. Original black coffee, bukan nescafe eh. Au .. i add 2 small spoon brown sugar. Oh .. i cry today for entah ah.. why i am so not sure how i felt tadi atu jua. But that was awal during Maghrib. I felt suddenly ... eh wait ah. this is a different time.
Okay.. now waktu Magrib, i cried. I felt really sedih. Got an attitude tadi atu. I wonder jua why? I am not so sure why. Just that all suddenly i looked at the past ani bah. Wah.. i cried. I become mad. I become entah .. attitude eh, like i don't give a damm.. whatsoever. I marahkan my son for just something little he did, i was so mad. Then i said to myself, for all this while i never complain in raising a child single and it looked so easy. Time past so fast, i just suddenly cry. OMG!!! I actually raised a child single ani bah.. a lot of things to say but i just couldn't say it or tell. Its just that i have been through a lot ... i never thought of that too.
I was mad, angry to myself. I went and hug my son after that. Well not exactly after that. I went to the other room, alone and wondering. I should have not scolded him. I felt angry to myself for being mad. I hate it. I went to see him in his room, hug him. I just don't want to be another mistake. I just want him to be independent. To know what to do when i am gone. To know what's next. I just don't want to see i fail in raising my son. I have only one son. And i don't want to fail for what i have done sampai ani, i hope he will make me proud and happy. He has been a good boy. A very good one too. Hormat orang tua, and muda dari him. He loves to play with children.
Oh since he saw dalam tv on programs giving birth etc, he doesn't want me to be pregnant lagi. Takut ia mummy nya ani kesakitan beranak. Hahah... cute. He said he don't want to mummy sakit macam atu eh. He keep on asking me about how he was when he was in my tummy. How he was when he was a baby, and banyak lagi. Hahah.. cali. But cute.
Oh.. that was during the Maghrib time. A chapter in the hours of my life. As early as 6am send him to Sek.Ugama for Maulud in Bandar. Went home to sleep. Did my laundry yesterday already, so didn't do laundry. Time to sleep. Woke up at 10.45am. Pick him up at 11ish am. Goreng nasi for him to makan. Mom called to have lunch with brother and sis inlaw. So we met at 1pm at Aminah Arief. Ambuyating me alone yang ambuyating. Then balik. Home i slept lagi for an hour or more kali. Hot wether tadi, nice and dry. And then 5pm to JP pantai. Wah ... berangin-anging SANTAI.
Nah ... di sini tah SANTAI nya. I remember this chubby guy was at the bus stand, where i ate soto with my friend.. berangin-angin .. ada tia.. SANTAI EH! bisai nya berangin-angin ani.. SANTAI. Bekunyanyang tia.. bercerita tia ia sama bini nya ke Labuan, KK etc. Kawan apa lagi menyanya.. inda kita bawa kediaku? Haha.. nya eh.. sama pebinian, mana boleh tu nya. Boh.. dalam hati ku. Atu ya!
Inda habis-habis SANTAI nya ani. SANTAI ani , SANTAI atu. Berangin-angin mengingatkan kedia masa nya di atas fairy kapal 3 jam eh, sangal nya otw ke KK. Wah .. siok kita atu sampai 3 jam bah.. Kalau aku, mendraive saja ku tu. Hahah!! Baik cerita nya. Nah sampai ani kalau berangin-angin atu SANTAI ingat ku. Kan ketawa, hairan karang orang. Ia tah.. tekidum tah ku ganya. Tapi paling i suka orang ani, si chubby ani, inda ia kenal who i am. Atu paling i suka sekali. Ia duduk di ujung meja, inda apa apa ni dang, bedudun ku rah kamu ani, Bu! air kelapa pakai ais ah.. nya. Okay eh nya kawan and i jua. Sekali betanya ia 'dang! kau ani orang kampong aying kah?' ... 'ah?' nyangko, 'apa peliatan kita kan? orang kampong aying kan?' ... nya sambong nya 'au, aku betanya macam ada muka mu ani di kampong aying ah.. ' ... eh i said 'pelanduk dua serupa kali tu eh ..'
Inda pulang apa-apa. Nya kawan i, inda kita kenal kah.. and seriously inda ia kenal. Suka ku eh. hahah!! Sekali ada kereta beranti di tepi jalan atu, nya ..'si anu ah, orang kampong aying tu ia atu' ... ME apa lagi ??????? Semua jua peliatan nya orang kampong aying. Rupanya ia nya jua dari kampong aying.
SANTAI .. SANTAI..