Inda bari heran..

In and out. Pesakit sakit. Di Rumah Sakit. I have been sitting here and new two patients baru masok. Now 9.41pm. Male patients. Faces unsure. Not sure. Bari ijap jua. Bila sudah critical, di wad special SICU. Sakit semacam, lain sakit lain jua. Bermacam macam. Duduk di sini, masok ke dalam, meliat keadaan nilu terasa. Hidup singkat jua nyamo.

Inda jua nyaman rasanya. Bila sihat, sihat. Tapi bila sakit, sakit. Kadang bila sihat inda semana mana sakit. Bila di tanya, entah alum sure. Unsure. Apa lagi yang betungguan ani, unsure and curious. Seorang pesakit, satu keluarga mengunjung. Dua pesakit, dua keluarga mengunjung. Berapa ramai? Inda sure jua. Bila besar, ramai tia. Bila kecil, kecil jua. Tapi jarang di Brunei ani kecil keluarga nya.

Entah. Lain wad lain karenah orang. Ia tah. Ada yang betahan tapi inda bejaga. Ani ramai eh. Entah barangkali di wad ani menyatakan serious kali. Still.. bari ijap jua masih. Yang cute, haha.. yang mencari cari wad. Salah katil lah apa lah. Bercerita ketawa jua mendengar. Cute bah. Like sasat di sini? Inda bari heran.

Hidup ani inda jua panjang. Inda jua pendek. Inda tau. Kalau panjang umor sampai ke seratus. Kalau inda bila bila saja di bawah seratus. So inda tani tau yang mana satu plan yang di sedia kan untuk kitani. Yang penting, bersedia saja kali. And berbuat baik lah kitani arah orang. Inda kira siapa orang nya. Mana tani tau. Jangan busy body, jangan memeduli hal orang. Peduli hal sendiri. Ada reason why. Ada kena mengena dengan kehidupan tani dari awal hingga ke akhirnya.

LIKE IT BELONG TO YOU..

Sure this will be cute for you. I wanted to share about shopping addict. Today just i noticed that its hard to stop shopping. Usually you know that you're shopping addict. Ani you didn't realize that you, yes you shopping addict.

Nah.. i want to tell you something good. You should add this to your life. You should amalkan if you the shopping addict happen to want something tapi you already promised yourself that you would not shop until end of year or perhaps end of month.

One thing you can do, when you feel you MUST have that thing jua, its of course you know NAFSU kan, but you still want it, try to promise yourself to buy one item at one time.

Let say, you promise to only shop once a month barang personal, why not?. You tell yourself - i will get that one at the end of the month. Provided it has to be less than $30. But if it cost more but still less than $100 pun okay lah. Make sure one item saja.

Another way, just today yang i noticed, now not end of month yet kan. But you go out ke kadai, and you saw OOOOHHH... i want this, tapi your heart whisper to your ear APA PERLU?.. you're unsure.

I tell you what, untuk kepuasan try this. Say you wanted a cap or whatever ya, i used cap as an example. You have banyak already at home, but you keep on telling yourself this one is it. So what you do, take the cap atu with you. Look at the price and bawa jalan jalan. If you still di dalam kadai at liat liat barang barang, just to menyaman kan hati. Cuci mata with all the colorful things dalam kadai atu, nyaman rasa nya tu. Espeically your eyes, and your hati.. PUAS RASANYA... Dalam masa yang sama jua, you feel the cap. It belong to you.. Yes.. feel it. Its in your hand, you got it, feel it.

Jalan jalan until you're done sightseeing dalam kadai atu. When you're about to go counter cashier, then make that turn back to the aile, where you found the cap, and just put it back. Or just put it rah counter atu, tell them you have to think about it dulu ja. Hahah!!! Ketawa you??

Jangan you ketawa. You amalkan nie, inda percaya, you coba dulu. You'll not regret it. Tell yourself, okay, i got the feel of it sudah, and if i really really need it, i dream of it, termimpi-mimpi, then end of month you get it. But once you put it back on the rack, you walk out calm, go into your car, you will say.. wow!! maybe i don't need that cap afterall..

Wait! not yet! Let it a day, if you're not thinking about it, you save that $30. But if you're thinking about it, beli tia end of the month. Haha!

You just need to feel it sekajap saja tu. Nafsu memang like that. Apa jua category nya, its like that. Tempting kan? Oh well.. you should try one. You just got to feel the barang is yours for that moment, nyaman tah rasanya tu. Rasa nya like menuangkan air sajok rah hati yang panas.. hehe!!

And ... Welldone!! Psst.. inda nyasal tu mencoba.

BERI SALAM.

Dimana pun kitani, beri Salam. Di tempat baru, tempat gelap, dalam hutan, masok ke pulau atau mana mana saja. Beri Salam.

Satu cerita.

Ada seorang atu, kitani panggil saja nama nya A. Dengan niat baik A ani kan sembahyang Maghrib. Yang paling hampir di hospital. Ada surau. So begagas A kan ke hospital, laju waktu Maghrib. Sesampai nya di kawasan hospital, nampak ia kosong di belakang arah bilik mayat. Apa lagi, takut orang lain nampak, terus laju menyumbatkan keretanya di tempat kosong. Tergopoh gapah ia ke surau untuk menyempati. Begagas lah ceritanya di sini ani jua.

So, bila nya sampai ke surau, kurang pasti sama ada selesai sembahyang, atau belum, yang pasti ia pengsan. Pengsan inda sedar kan diri. So, like kerasukan. Ada makhluk alus dalam badan nya. Bila kena tanya, kenapa ada dalam badan A? Kenapa mengangu A? Jawabnya 'ia telanggar anak ku. Anak ku mati olehnya.' Apa lagi kena yang becakap sama atu nya 'inda jua A nampak nya?' Nya 'eh! mana peduli, memberi salam pun inda!' - so A mati. A meninggal lepas atu.

Niat baik, akibat inda memberi salam, pun boleh jadi macam atu. Ia tah, kitani manusia ani, bukan kitani saja yang ada di dunia ani. Banyak makhluk jua yang berkeluarga, beranak pinak macam kitani. Jadi, kitani inda nampak tapi makhluk lain nampak kitani.

Aku ani pun memberitahu, mengongsikan bersama ada lah untuk bersama jua. Kekadang lupa ku jua beri salam. Tapi bila ingat, beri salam. Jangan tah keluar jika inda perlu waktu Maghrib, kalau dapat di rumah, di rumah tah. Tapi kalau ada urusan, berhati hati saja.

You berhati hati. Me pun berhati hati. Semoga kitani semua dalam lindungan Allah. Amin..

FRUSTRATED

Its nice to know when you have friends. Tapi its hurting jua when you have a friend yang not appreciating you. Its okay plang. Menyakitkan sampai bila jua orang kan tahan. I have many friends and some are well and some are not well. But jangan tah ambil hati. You're treated special jua. I have my way on treating my friends. All fair. Ganya inda ku pernah bercerita apa apa mengenai myself to my friends. What i have been through. Bersyukur tah bila i can spare time for you.


Ada sebab sebab nya kenapa like that. Capability masing masing that's where i see all. Tapi kalau sudah ganya kan menerima text dengan perkataan yang menyakitkan, well.. really baik tah jangan. Sakit hati ku membaca text. Yet kemarin i did a lot of things. Inda payah tah ku kan ceritakan. Its my life and i do whatever i want.


Awal pagi ku bangun menghantar anak ku sekolah, ke RIPAS sekajap melawat nini. Balik ke rumah masak untuk my huby and my anak kan balik tengahari. Ambil anak ku balik sekolah. Sampai rumah, menyediakan makanan bisdiorang. Lepas atu menghantar anak ku sekolah Ugama. Then balik lagi jumpa laki ku. Lepas atu, mengemas rumah. And then berehat sekajap. Tidor kah ku, apa kah ku.. inda ku kan lakat dengan talipon di tangan bila ku berehat. Petang menghantar my amah rumah nenek and my anak there already. Ada sembahyang hajat di rumah. Lepas atu takut ku jam di bandar, terpaksa ku awal ke Bandar. Park my car, and ke RTB ready to work. Lepas atu laki ku mengambil sekajap membawa makan. Atu pun gagas. Ia pun ada acara. So i work sampai pukul 12 pagi. Balik rumah, itu ini, baru kan tidor pukul 2pagi. Bangun pukul 6pagi. Menghantar anak ku lagi tadi pagi sekolah. Balilk ke rumah kan pengsan rasanya. Ada lah text ku terima, ada yang okay ada yang menyakitkan. Inda ku kan bercerita setapak ke mana ku pigi, bukan masa ku FREE selalu. Ada ku luang kan masa ku jua. Bila ada masa ku, ku luangkan sepenuhnya. Ku dulur jua. Tapi kalau sudah kawan sendiri inda meliat and appreciate, well its a waste. Wasted saja.


I have friends. Lots of friends. We jumpa lain hari sebab i know everybodys' busy. With own life. Bukan kitani umor 5 tahun, umor 13 tahun, yang kan bemain saja. Tapi inda pernah ku menyangka apa apa yang buruk about my friends. Ada ku mendengar cerita my friends jalan jalan with other friends nya jua, tapi inda jua ku jauh hati tetext text memberitahu ani lah ini lah.. apa lah!! Ya Allah, apa ku buat salah saja di mata nya ani kan?? Inda baik aku ani, jangan bekawan sama aku. Kalau aku baik, bekawan tah. Sampai mati pun boleh bekawan.


Don't tell me who i can be with and who i can't be with. I am who i am. If you can accept me who i am, thank you, tapi if you can't, if you feel banyak kekurang ku sebagai kawan, inda you suka, you mau kawan you ikut cakap you, well... that's a bad news. Don't give a friendship's name a bad name.


I am very upset. This happen again. Be yourself lah. I accept you as my friends in whatever state you are in. That's friend. I would not comment about your life, atau i will not say anything i feel i shouldn't and i will not allow myself to text my friends to make them mad. I am me!!

WHAT THE FU*k!!

Inda kan besanang. Inda nampak CHOP di kepala ku ani kah F*** YOU! Marah ku eh. Gatal satu. Sudah tah usul atu, gatal tia jua. Cuba tah. Bari gali. Terpaksa ku pura pura liat si GArfield. Haha!! Yang jarih kawan ku. Pura pura ku inda notis laki laki atu. Ke kerita ku, panaskan kereta, ia pun ke kereta nya tia jua. Tapi adeh.. GATAL!!! tah jua banar.

Nampak jua kalau inda interested. Pun kan menyuapkan makanan atu, inda bekelip bah mata nya ah. Kalau lalat singgah, baik tu. Inda ia sadar. Nyaman saja tia nya. Paloi laki laki atu banar. Bedua ia. Mula masok ke kadai ani, sekali tebuliak matanya. Bah okay lah.. Sekali bukan berenti di sana, baik jua ke belakangi. Nya kawan ku, inda ia kan tesuap bah, menunggu ku menoleh kali.. (perasaan jua aku atu ah) tapi banar eh. Bari GAli!!!

Entah ah. Luan tah jua. Kecian jua. Tapi .. apa kan?? Sorry lah inda ku telayan, aku ada yang punya. Haha!! Marah karang lakiku. Understanding sudah lakiku atu, bahapa tah lagi kan di jaling jaling. Buang tabiat bah orang ah. Bida eh!!

Kalau you catu, bari gali tu. Bukan nya kan orang suka. Banci ada. Bechap tia you si GATAL. Gatal badan boleh garu, tapi kalau PL GATAL, susah tu. Sampai mati yo! Payah mengubati. Jiwa mesti bersih. Apa ah yang ku dangar tadi ani ah.. pasal kebahagian..

'Mencari kebahagian. Mencari di dalam harta, pasangan, anak, pekerjaan, material. Meninginkan kebahagian. Punca kepada kebahagian hanyalah dengan taat kepada Pencipta kebahagian. Setiap kali kita berdosa, akan lekat satu titik hitam dalam jiwa. Apabila banyak bintik bintik hitam dalam jiwa, jiwa akan hilang kepekaan, lemah sensitivitynya akhirnya diri akan terjerumus dalam satu ruang yang sentiasa membuat kita tidak senang. Akan sukar menilai buruk baik di sekitar. Akan terlupa sukatan bahagia dalam hidup. Dengan bintik bintik hitam ini dia ada rumah besar tetapi rasa tidak selamat, punyai harta yang banyak tapi rasa tidak cukup cukup, ada isteri yang cantik tapi tidak puas puas, ada anak anak yang baik tetapi tidak senang senang, hatinya gelisah dan sentiasa kacau. Kerana jiwanya sudah gelap terputus hubungannya dengan Allah yang menciptakan bahagia, akhirnya orang sebigini akan terjerumus kehidupan berhutang, terus mengatal dengan perempuan perempuan lain, ada sengketa dengan anak anak menghadapi stress yang tinggi. '

Ops!! So Stress kali orang atu. Baik tah.. EEee... Jangan tah mengurat inda tantu pasal ani. Bukan apa, bari malu jua tu. Lain lah kalau tabal and kabal. Selalu di buat. Liat liat mana yang sangkut.. haha!! Umpan umpan dulu, mana tau??? WHATEVER!

ILang THRILL!!

On the way to work, cun lagi dengan lagu yang i dengar atu. Terkenang ku. Haha!! Bagi ku cali tia, duno you. Ilang THRILL especially dalam relationship. Mula TOP now DOWN eh. Ada plus minus nya. Inda perfect. Tapi.. ia tah. When you know too much.. Ilang tia thrill nya.

Cuba you think again, apa yang THRILLING about this relationship? What makes you do things that you could not imagine you did before ah? ... Nah.. atu tah. Mana tia? eh!! Ilang Thrill nya!!

Now, when you know, apa lagi. Cari the THRILL!!! in your relationship. The NEW ONE. Jangan salah faham. Bukan cari new one in your life, cari THE NEW THRILL with the same one lah. Pandai? Haha!! Its not going to be easy, but you can try. Em.. tips - do something new lah. Try together something new. Not each one of you cari orang yang NEW!!

RUNNING OUT OF INGREDIENTS !!

SOS!! Have mercy what happen to our gerai makan, restaurants yang inda menjaga kebersihan ani?

Susu bangas, begiuk, ada tia kuku, rambut apa lagi, talor langau macam lemak dagiging timbul, tapi jangan silap, talor langau. Ulat insect, lipas??, screw.. ah??, ubat staple, samut, plastik, lalat mati, agas, kaki lipas, batu??, gigi orang patah, banang, penyamat lidi, dan banyak lagi. Banyak jua ah. Ani baru dalam 9 orang punya pengalam jua nie. Wow!! Population Brunei dalam 380,000, and i wonder what others have to say dengan pengalaman with what they found dalam makanan. Mmm.. are you really running out of ingredients?

Apa punca? Apa solusinya?

For me, kalau tengah makan, nampak rambut, maybe i stop makan lah. Just to elakkan whatever yang worst lagi yang masok dalam makanan. So i dont know about you. You cana? You stop makan or you carry on makan? You buat okay ja, or you bising? Everybody got their own way, and sekira nya when you found out, what would be your reaction?

Banyak tu. This kind of thing happen, and what would your action be? I wonder jua. For me, entah ah. I wount eat tempat atu lah kali lagi. And i am very picky tia lepas atu. I know sometimes it human error, but sometimes too much jua. Okay, now let me ask you about this. What if you were the owner of that restaurant? Would you take action? But how would you know? Maybe you would notice inda orang banyak datang lagi to your restaurant. But why? Rupanya spread sudah cerita which you yourself inda tau cerita nya. Then you start to wonder? Then bila you kan take action?

Selalunya, how do you check your pekerja? Usually tempat, penyediaan, and pekerja yang handle makanan must priksa everything. So.. how many times a week do you do your check up and talk to your staff? I know some would take Manager. But you yourself jua patut handle this matter. Its your kedai makan. So its your problem. For them they can work, can quit and gone and you left with the bad name. Apa nya orang, YOU GIVE LOVE A BAD NAME!!! haha..

So bisines bukan mudah jua, tapi ganya, siok pulang. Kalau plan kan buka kedai makan, then berhati hati lah. And jua kalau kan buka bisnes yang lain nya pun, berhati hati lah jua. Cali bah kalau barang cani terjadi, cali ani usually fact yang cali, tapi bagi you inda pulang cali. Serious matter for you to look into it.

I pun ada bisnes sendiri jua. But then again sama sama lah kitani jaga bisnes kitani ani. How to handle and how to take action, its all in our hand. How?

Anyway, everybody wants me to tell where the kedai makan is. But i don't want to tell nama kedai makan. Tapi i give hint already. I know how that feel. But whoever punya, please look into it and start action. Jangan di biarkan. Maybe my friend will take action, make a report to the Ministry Of Health, and let them do their rounds and work. We will see from there. For us, just wait and see saja.

And when we rasa ada hyginic problem, baik tah jangan makan di sana. Move to other restaurant. If you kana, then buat lah report so other people nada problem in health. Sudah tah kan mengamalkan cara hidup sehat. Kitani tah kan berhati hati with what we eat, tapi kalau tempat not so bersih, for what!!

You think lah you way. I just want to share what orang lain experience. So since i mention quite a few atas atu, was was tah ya. Let's hope for FOOD BUSTERS!!! to come and help with this situation! Haha!!!!

KUKU DALAM MINUMAN!!

Bila jua kitani kan tau ada KUKU dalam MINUMAN!!! Mental kawanku bercerita. Berkirik ku oleh nya mendengarkan. Tapi si kawan yang KUKU rah lidahnya, okay nya. Its okay. Em.. YUKKKK!!! Bila di beritau nya rah pelayan, buat DAAA.. Apa tu? Minta maaf pun inda, tapi selamba saja. So nya kawan ku yang mental (dalam keadaan begitu MAD!! kali ah pemanggil ku MENTAL di buatnya) marah berabiz menceritakan rah ku, takut ku pulang ia pengsan terlalu marah ah.. high blood pressure nyanta. Haha!!

Bari gali. Salah sebuah restaurant di QLAP ani bah, yang popular. Dulu i go there jua tapi sejak meliat LIPAS berkeliaran, like ZOO LIPAS pengliatan ku, inda ku kesana. Tapi tukar nama tia jua sudah kadai atu, ani ada tia KUKU dalam MINUMAN. Apa cerita tu. Gali eh. Kotor yang mana kan tu? Barangkali di dapor ia MEMAPAT KUKUNYA pekerjanya atu, tepelanting masok rah container container minuman or makanan, maklum lah.. diam diam ia kali. So buat minuman, temasok, yang menghantarkan pelayan. Pelayan yang di marahi, membuatkan ia DAA!! Ani assumption ku jua ganya. What about you? what do you think happen here??

Bari gali jua eh.

MUTIARA KATA

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‎''Kecantikan Bukanlah Yang Lahir Bersama Kita, Ianya Adalah Sebuah Rekaan Yang Kita CIpta'' Ajik, Kiarong

"tiada satu kejahatan pun yg dapat dinilai sebagai baik,meskipun perbuatan itu utk tujuan yang baik" frm Yat,K.B..

Jgn takut untuk dinilai, tp takutlah apabila disuruh utk menilai diri sndiri.. - Hayat

Pergunakan Akal Dan Fikiran Sebaik Mungkin kerna ianya menjamin kebahagian,kesihatan,kesenangan hidup didunia dan akhirat - Mood

‎'Manusia Lebih Cepat Utk Mlihat Kejahatan Dari Pada Mnilai Kbaik kn..' Dari Pada Joe D2tng..

kecantikan hanya sementara kecantikan hanya titipan allah pada kita. hamdi di temburong. semoga kita semua di beri rahmat AMIN - Ampuan Hamdi

Cinta datang dari hati yang tulus bukan kerana kekayaan yg melimpah dan muka yang cantik atau pun kacak *from sopiana d serdang

Pnduan untuk kebahagian:-1.bebaskan hatimu dari kebencian2.kesederhanaan dalam hidup3.memberi sedekah4.jangan terlalu mengharap... See MoreNami junj0ngan~

Perkelahian hanya dapat ditutup dengan kebohongan dan kebohongan itu akan belanjutan jika sekiranya tidak ada jalan penyelesaian.. Drp Fairuz (kg ukong)

kejahatan tidak perlu dibalas dengan kejahatan, kerana kejahatan nya itu pasti akan memakan diri nya sendiri. - Alai Nani

‎"Kecantikan yg hakiki (sebenar) bukan datang dari pakaian atau penampilan akan tetapi kecantikan datang dari ilmu yg dipelajari serta adab yg baik"

cuba kau berikan hatimu yg suci itu kpda manusia, nescaya dia akan menghancurkany. Cuba kau berikan hatimu yg hancur itu kpda Tuhan, nescaya dia akan memperbaikiny... - Muhammad Audi Abdullah

memaafkan kesalahan org lain itu adalah lebih baik daripada menunggu org lain memohon maaf daripada kita..*ratnadzy @ qlap*

Iman, Kejujuran, Kesabaran dan Kesetiaan adalah kunci KEBAHAGIAAN..!!*Eliza @ Telisai*

Ingatan bsama: Raihlah ksempatan utk bselawat ke atas junjungan kita Nabi Muhammd pd stiap hari dri kehidupan kita.Sebab hikmahny teramatlah byk. Dr: Asmar

cintakn harta n mnusia akn hilang ttpi cinta pda allah kita akn slmt dunia n akhirat.dp Fadi Qlap

SaLam Lai. "Kadang2 manusia seLaLu tidak besikap adiL sesama manusia. Tp yang paLing adiL Menghukum manusia iaLah ALLAH AZZA WAZALLA". Dari-AnniE RMBA. TQ Lai.

Whose this?

I wonder. Been very busy filling my time with whatever i can to enjoy with my life. Been exercising. My fave spot at the moment is at the Stadium. I go to tasek too sometimes but been a while jua didn't go there. Kalau di stadium, lalu at the government offices, and lalu Istana then ke main road back to Stadium. I plan to park at the Stadium and jalan ke Gadong, or ke Bandar. haha... Yes plan to do that too sometime.

Em.. been watching tv with my son. Jokes is a must with him. He is my Bintang, he i my Heart, he is my Life and Soul, he is my Everything. I love him, and you know what, his hobby invent barang barang ani bah. Haha.. i remember he wanted to invent something for me. A baju but the proof from whatever kind of things. Haha.. too much cartoon jua my son ani, tapi you know, good to let him imagine and play with his mind, what he thinks atu would probably create something in the future. We never know. Like Angelina Jolie said, she would not let her children be someone they are not, she let them express themselves and she's happy with that. I like that. Not to restrict them too much, but of course ada disipline lah.

Anyway, my life been okay Alhamdulillah. Seen a lot and know too much ada jua. But kept it to myself because inda jua berbaloi to tell anyone about it. Haha.. something i would say no comment. I am always like that. If you want to go out with me, chit chat with me, i prefer to listen to somthing call ILMU. Something like KNOWLEDGE to learn more about life. Gossip? Well.. the light one its okay, i am human too. But not to deep of a gossip sampai too much hilang maruah orang atu. That is a NO NO in my chit chat list.

Em.. yesterday and last night got functions. Black for morning and White for evening. Lawa lawa eh.. baru ia. I like it. But to me ... plain pun okay lah. Very interesting for me siok cuci mata. Once in a while, why not. Beaibun jua siok lah. Tukar tukar tempat duduk, i think ada lima kali kali, baru ia. Atu banar kan sajok. Au sajok pulang akhir nya. Biar tia malu pindah pindah, tapi selesa at the end inda menyasal jua. Haha!!

One movie untuk couple you must see.. Siok berabis and cali. On the way dalam flight balik Brunei hari atu on Friday, i laugh all the way with my desert at the end Ice Cream from Kingston serve inflight Singapore Airline. I miss the long trip to USA with 380 in the executive economy. Au bukan nya free tu belayar atu, i paid B$3K for return trip to Los Angeles. Au bukan ia free, tapi puas hati lah travelling. Terasa bila bayar sendiri. Haha balik inda payah buat report tapi cerita pasal di sana. Alangkah boleh travel $$ handy all the time and with shopping $$. Haha.. sebenarnya ada jua cara nya tu. Psst...

Wish you all well today. Thank you for being my friend. And you be my friend forever till death do us part. Yeah.. i have no say after that.. hah. Take care. May we all dalam lindungan Allah.. Amin.

WHY?

I don't understand why you have to hate someone so much? Was it EGO? Oh well. Sometimes in this world you will never get the answers. If it were EGO.. don't know how long you live, but i know somewehere out there in you threre's also a whatever questions you wonder, but never got the answers too. Why?

YOU LOST ME!

Love this song. I got CHRISTINA AGUILERA's album BI-ON-IC. InTeresting you know. Love her powerful voice. Just wow!!!! Love you Christina! One of my fave!

PLEDGE!!

You know what? I pledge not to SHOP!!!!!!!!! from today 14.7.2010 until December 2010. Meaning I SHOP!!!!!!! giler giler lah in December. haha!! I said that at 10.15am this morning. Yeah.. shop for personal things. Such as SHOES!!!!! HANDBAGS!!!! BAJU!!!!! Anything for me. I love to SHOP!!! but you know i need to control my SHOPPING LAH!!!! So.. hehe. Parah pulang nie rasa nya. I can feel it already.. but Insyallah i manage. Of course with the word APA PERLU??? haha!

Cheer Up!!

You feel lost. I do too once upon a time. You miss him. I know. But move on lah kawan. Jangan perasan jadi tada lawan. It's hard. But then you will get something better in life if you lulus with this one.

Bagaimana You tau Dia bukan untuk you?

Let's hear what they have to say :-

Aku tahu dia bukan milik ku kerna dia lebih memilih perempuan itu dari aku :'( Dari Fyra yang berada di Gadong

hey dj, malam. aku tau ia bukan untuk ku lagi pasal ia urang lain sudah, so aku teruskan hidup saja. akmal, kb.

‎; hai zura, aku tahu ea bukan milik ku coy ea udh kena miliki, p aku tetap be syukur coz dpt menyayangi ea secara diam..Ataupun Tanpa pengetahuan nya..aku sayang kau kawan,4rm; aidaa,

Hai zura, mun amy tahu dari segi ia melayan amy,and cara ia cakap i miss you atu nda lagi macam dulu, tq

Aku tau ia bukan untuk ku masa aku mendapai ia ada scandle so aku ambil keputusan untuk putuskan ia tanpa menanggisnya eventhought aku banarbanarkan ia and payah melapasnya, tapi buat apa jua di bagi kesempatan mun nya cematu sudah :Djannah, berakas kem.

night dj, aku masih sayang ex ku hahaha. indaku sanggup meliat ia sama urg lain ah tp pyh jua mun sudh pts haha ! life must go on kali aaaa. phat dri mentiri

Asskum dj.. Slmt mlm.. Saya merasa gf saya tidak lagi ada perasaan yang sama utk saya.. Pada mula kami berjumpa..kerana dia ckp dia sudah berubah hati..do you believe that? Nabil kg rimba.

Dia bukan untuk ku karna dia yang memutuskan tuk melangkah pergi.. Saat dia luahkan cinta, aku sambut dgn hrapan. Saat ku mencintainya, ku di tinggalkan tnpa apa2 pnjelasan. Wlau sdalam mana prasaanku kpd nya, slma mana aku menunggu nya, sdikit pun hatinya tiada aku.. Akhir nya jalan pnyelesaian hanya lah lepaskan nya ...tuk biarkan dia mencari kbhagiaanya sndri.. Moga dia pun boleh mendapatkn sum1 yg akn boleh bwtkn ea snyum n happy slalu.. >>bell ,, slmbgar

Hai dj selamat malam ya. Segment cinta ani eatah segment yang ditunggu2 oleh orang2 yang becinta ne. HAHAHAA. If aku, Ia jarang contec, inda berapa melayan, melayan pun secara terpaksa, inda semasra dulu that means ia bukan untuk ku and lebih penting persetujuan parents. Dj request lagu ratu-teman tapi mesra. Tq dj.-Na...za' dimentiri.

Hmm , prtama aku mrasa yg dia bukn ntk driku krana umur mseh muda n panjang , kedua tiada bersefahaman dn ketiga tidak brtimbng rasa . Dari fatin , luagan duduk .

pasal ia inda sayang aku. and.. ia sayang bebini lain. thats why ia memang bukan untuk aku. HEHE. fm nadia

F ciri2 nya slalu bcangah ma tani ia dh 2 na ngam hehe.. 'fai menglait

Ak suka seseorang,tpi hari ani ia buat aku pth hati ia ckp ia ada girlfriend!- Mel

From percakapan nya and perbuatan nya . . Menghindari , and malu if jalan with me or perangainya yang lain hani124,lambak kanan

Perangainya, caranya becakap - Malik

sebab ia ada orang lain, ertinya tani bukan untuknya.. Kalau tani untuknya kenapa mesti ada orang lain? Benarkan? - from hazz di si banging :)

when he stops calling..biasa call msg every hour..n suddenly nada n when biasa hari2 jumpa..n suddenly..jarang coz alasan bawa rehat lah..ngail tah apa lah mcm2 lah..from that moment i make decision to spying on him - Siti Aishah

Dpt rasa yg he's not for me..kdang2 he ignore and never care for anything..jrg kn bsua muka..and the words that out from his mouth that..'cyg, kita tangguh date kita aa..sorry'Yuyue.bsb.

cinta ada dimana mana. bekawan biar beribu, becinta biar satu. hikmah dirimba.

Dia bukan utk me?? Aha~ sebabnya aku sasak f ea atu curang o bscandal.. Errgh!! Bari Gigitan tu. - Rasyidah

Sal layanannya...aku tagur ea nda menjawab...Menyakit kan hati! - Michelle

ia bukan untuk me?For me slagi inda kna restui oleh parent apa bukan tah untuk ku 2 dj..Huhu from ain drimba

umm, pasalnya ea ada buipren dah.. and i think i'm not handsome enough for her.. xP *frm : someone @ kpg rimba.. huhu~


kami kdg2 nya nda bersefahaman.. time d bwa beckap, kedia mcm nda mau mlyan.. - Abang Jabb

Ya suka org lain yg nda mengenali ea,wlaupun dlayan dgn baik,ea masih nda faham ada hint dsbalik apa yg ku buat :P -sai d lambak knan

Dia tidak menreply message and call. Hehe. Dari deejah, mentiri

hy djz. . .slmt mlm,,slh 1 nya bla ea ckp ea nda lg mncintai diri tne. . . .(T_T)Frm: awen,Tutong

bila cdiaa slalu ckp tentang 'bekas'nya sajaa tiap kali beceritaa.. - Rahimah

Ea mrsa kurg slesa or nda ska bla bsma dgn tne.. - Nadhirah

Dari segi perangai percakapan bkn mengenai diri tani.malahan diri orang lain atau bekas teman lelaki nya.. Anuar3105

Dri segi layanan nya and dri perangai nya. -dari wane'rash aka nesh.

Sesungguhnya cinta itu tak dapat dibayangkan.. cinta bukanlah sesuatu yg dpt diertikan.. 'susah ditebak' - Cahaya Kekuatan Kami

f bagi teene liat cara ia melayan.. mun usul2nya mcm boring tempat me.. and nampak time bercakap ia mcm diri dibuatnya becakap sama dinding... zura teene mahu bg bufday greet ne? dapat kali heheh.. wnt to say to my anak buah nellister happy birthday n stdy hard.. from teene and teena at lambak

Dia jahat nak mampus and dia bukan lelaki idaman esseh :D - Naz

Bila kita x menjadi diri kita sendiri setiap kali bertemu dengannya.from:sinta-labuan

Dia bukan untuk ku bila dia kawin dengan orang lain.... - Zeah

Pasal curang n malar kelaie from: naqiu 2552

Tidak sefahaman n mudah menghindarkan diri untuk brjumpa atau bersemuka.. Nas dri kpg lupak luas

When he start to do things that i dont like, walaupun udah dtagur, tp masih jua which mean nada pandai pham and menjaga perasaan pasangan. - Yazii

bila ea nda trima aku seadanya, bila ea mmilih mua..hahaha~leena, bkt pggal..

ia slalu buat dee ja,nda ambl pduli... - Tumi

Ea mula kurang layanan,mkin bnyk brubh dan Bnyk membri alasan - Prynce ZeBel

Dengan cara layanan and segi percakapan nya (:fika, t.nangka.

Dri attitudenya,cranya melyn diantra gf n fwen len nya. - Yus

Dia bukan untuk ku apabila dia mula menjauhkan dirinya drpdku lalu menghilang tanpa berita 'Lost Contact'..but after a years he come back menagih cinta dulu..Totally guy like this not for me. - Amie

bila dia kata you, you lah n I, I lah..;) - Minna

kurang lyanan, , buat blaaa ja wit us uhu - Wann

because ia nda jujur - Ewan

If ea nda suka tne,so that mean ea bkn tuk tne,dri sikap nya and cra ea melyn tne,4rm qis at kg stia

Sal urng atu bknny kn guna bnr2 kn ku,pi urg atu bhrp dpt gobk blik ma kwnku ne d krakn xgfny lh n skpny mkin brubh kn mrh2 gny.... Mybelh hahaha - Yana

kurang nya keikhlasan dr segi perbuatan n perangai dlm hubungan.... - Dk AnnZul;

Ia lebih 'notice' urang lain daripada diriku... -Ariel

Slalu bklaie , bBaik skjp den bklaie lgi , caranya mlyn yg nda pnah btulak ansur , kasar pckpan .. Dr khai bribi

Kerana dia bersama lelaki lain apabila sudah tau diri mencintai dirinya. Tidak usah dibahas soal ini kerana ia sangat menyakitkan hati saya. Norind Amsyar

Bgku,liat cra lynannya.Bla sdh nada kserasian sdh dpt dliat ia bkn maukn tni.Tmbhn lg bla ia tglkn tni n hdup dgn urg lain smpai brumahtngga.Sungguh menyiksakn! - Nurhafizah

Mcm mana ku tau ia bukan milik ku?....bila ku kawin sama orang lain n bukan dengan kedia....soal hati ani susah bh dj kan nerangkan mcm mana... - Ehsan

bila tani dapat liat nada chemistry.. Iatah tuu. Haha. Setau. :D - Xiao

Aku suNgguH yakiN n pasTii ia BukaN uNtuk ku.. N nda kaN muNgkiN kMii beRsaTu..ciNta ku sMa Ia BEr titLe kN ciNta terLaraNg..waLaupun trpaksa ku reLa LepaskN ia klaU aDa soMeoNe yG really Love n carE kN iaa cOz ujuD ku araH nyA utk meNgajar caRa utK meNerimA hakikAt yG kMii nda kN muNgkiN bersma..ke BahagiaN nyA laGii peNtiNg.. :)ReQuesT laGu.. 'aKu bukaN uNtukmu' by suLtaN baNd..GadoNg..

psl ia dh ada wife or hubby...sal 2 ia bukan utk i or dia... - Nana

smuanya benar 100% yg give cmmt sini uh..:') - Maichie

perangainya lah.. Mohd Izwan

Dia dmiliki org,hahaha.. - Faten

N0t hapy wat hiM.. - Amoii

Caranya melayan.. - Iqmal

bilaa iaaa beskandle haha - Mitchii

To be continued.. Nyte!

I'M SORRY GOODBYE!

Aku tak bodoh seperti kekasih mu yang lain. Lama sudah inda dengar lagu ani. Nice jua sekali sekala dangar. To forget and forget ceritanya.. Siapa yang pergi, siapa yang bertahan. Siapa yang saying goodbye and siapa yang hello??

Kawanku broke up with her love one. Breaking up is not easy tapi its reality. What can i say? Its okay. Just move on. Everybody move on. Of course she miss him so much, but what can i say? Well, kalau sudah bukan jodoh, bahapa jua kan betahan.. Move on.

Minta Duit, Kan Makan..

Duduk tah ku kan mengorder. 4 orang kami ani. Siap mengorder di KJ gadong, sekali ada this guy, muda jua tapi .... Nya kan arah ku, bediri di sebelah meja kami ani, katanya 'minta duit, lapar ku kan makan', aku pun terkejut sekejap lah. Meliat usulnya nya inda jua macam lapar tapi lain macam. I don't like somehow i know that the money kan di minta nya atu bukan untuk makan.

So i said to him - 'bah, kalau kau kan makan, duduk tah di meja satu atu, mengorder tah apa kan kau makan, aku bayar.' He said to me and bepikir lagi tu tesingih singih -'inda, aku mau minta duit saja. Biar tia aku beli makanan sendiri'. Apa lagi aku cakap arah nya, 'kalau kan makan, banar banar kan makan, duduk tah. Aku bayar. Order tah. Makan tah.' Tediam orang orang dangan ku makan ani sebab aku melayan orang kan minta duit tadi ani. Inda jua ia mau, so i said inda payah tah. Bukan kau kan makan. Bukan jua kau lapar. Aku tau kenapa kau minta duit..

Tarus ia jalan. Inda tah tau malu tu. Kan minta duit, pikirnya aku ani bini bini dapat kan di trick nya.. Bagus! Tapi silap. Orang yang tempat nya minta ani boleh menolong kalau banar lapar, tapi kalau sebaliknya SORRY!!!

Inda ku paham, sejak bila ada orang Brunei tani ani teminta minta. Aku inda kira usul, sudah tah menipu, di beritau lagi lapar. Cuba tah kalau kan minta duit, jangan jual perut lapar. Beritau lah untuk kegunaan yang benar, jadi biar orang atu pikir sendiri sama ada kan memberi atau inda. Tapi jangan lah jual PERUT LAPAR.

Ku liat mampu bekerja usulnya, inda pulang di opis, tapi kalau memesin rumput kan, pembersih kah, atau membuang sampah kah, okay jua tu. Anggota badan masih lagi sihat ku lihat, nada yang cacat. Ganya inda handsome. Sudah tah inda handsome, jangan lah buat perangai bodoh macam atu. Buat lebih hodoh tia lagi luar dalam.

I must say, ada saudara ku jua yang bekerja jadi membuang sampah pakai lori sampah ah, inda ku malu memberitahu ia saudara ku. Tapi sekarang, Alhamdulillah, dari kerja atu, tukar kerja lain, dapat rezeki baru, tapi masih kerja di tempat sama. Inda apa apa, biar halal dari titik peluh sendiri daripada mengemis sana sini dan menipu orang untuk kesenangan diri sendiri. Inda pikir jua banar.

NED VS ESP

SPAIN won the WorldCup 2010!!!!!

the CHAMPION!!

betui kata sotong..

NED VS ESP - HALF TIME

WOW!!! alum tia kan goalnya. Tapi its okay eh. At least siok jua rancak. Nah 2 lagi yellow cards. Meaning 5 to the Dutch. apa ler.. imagine if all 5 got red cards.. haha habis tia pemain nya. Rough permainannya but interesting. Kadang WC ani, ada telabih goal unexpected, ani telabih yellow cards bah.. Baru ia.

Tetampar, tetandang, tetolak - all clumsy eh. What!!!!! Rubben got the ball but MISSED IT!!!! 61 min. What happen? Huh! Phew!!! What a waste. Sayang eh. Rubben missed it, but the Goal Keeper for the Spain proving himself the best in the world. Probably kalau Beckham masok kali dah. 27 mins to go. Tension eh..

Belipat lipat. Everybody seems terrified making mistakes. Haha.. another yello card for the Spain 66min. So 3 yellow to spain. Hati hati now.. Not again. Satu lagi yellow card for one of the yellow card holder out tia tu for WC final. Haha.. hope that woun't happen.

Gosok gosok punggong, ujung kaki, paha.. kalau tecramp rasanya. Banar.. Siok eh! UH!! shit! missed it again ESP. Ke atas pulang bolanya. Apa ler?????? Meneriak ku eh. Missed ani bah. Ada chance dah. Kena baca bacai kali eh oleh tut.. tut.. tut...

Bebau eh kantut mu ah!! Karenah orang meliat bola. Entah macam macam kali. Ada yang menguliat, ada yang bekantut, ada yang kurik hidong, ada yang makan, ada yang minum saja, ada yang teriak teriak, ada yang tension, nah.. apa nah.. paling teror lagi, siok sendiri ani bah main mengayam bulu! Adoi luan jua siok banar.

Oh no! Oh yes! I like the commentator ah.. tangerine nya. Free kick for the ESP tapi dissapointing. Very similar with the others. Nada yang unique. Wonder goal by normal way dalam perlawanan, or by Penalty kicks. Hah!! Not again.. no!! Baik jua ina keluar yello card. Siapa kan nama Refree nya ani? Dari tadi alum ku dapat namanya.

Haha!!! Nya laki ku, apa kan kau ani, commentator kah malam ani. Haha... Boring jua. Hehe.. i am really enjoying myself jua, ketawa ku berabiz banar. So?? commentator commentator lah. World Cup every 4 years kali ah. So i woun't forget me during this final. Hahahhhahahahahh, aku suka!

Oh yang di sepit Spain Player. Tapi nya bila terlepas, then di simbitnya Dutch player. that was on the 78min.. Ops.. nasib refree inda bagi yellow card, he only wants the ball back. Pressure eh bagi both players, au bukan lagi players, tapi Coach nya, pusing sih. Pusing bukan beliun. Pusing and tension. Sabar.. sabar saja. Sabar atu baik nya orang.

82.10 min - alum ada goal. Coach Spain tenang saja, tapi Dutch Coach.. mmm. Adoi si Rubben ah, peluang ada sudah. Now 83 min Rubben got yellow card protesting. Alamak!! Ramai yang dissapointed kali, peluang banyak untuk goal, tapi alum ada. Siapa kah yang menang?? Tertanya tanya kali you. 6 min lagi, siapa kah yang jadi hero???

Spain pakai Dark blue, number nya yellow. Seluar stipes ada tiga stripes. Red Yellow Red. On baju and pants. Stripes on shoulder, right and left. On pants left and right. Right hand got the lambang WC FiFa above the stirpe half way up. Socks pun dark blue. Back nama atas, number bawah. Rah coller belakang wording ada jua color yellow. Oh ada white bit rah front collar.

NED pakai orange. Stipes putih one line bawah ketiak both left and right. Seluar two stripes both left right. Wording nya black. Neck line pun black. socks orange. Lambang Nike on right dada. Rubben pakai setupur warna neon yellow kali.

Refree pakai light blue baju, stripes belakang putih. and Seluar hitam pun jua ada stripes both left right. Got 3 refree.

Now alum lagi goal. Add extra time 3 min. Rancak permainan nya. Wonder siapa????? Au chewing eh coach Spain ah, tension merah muka coach Dutch. Rubben still taling to refree.. inda puas hati with something. Oh .. dun push it. Giler eh!! Beraa kali kan goal, tapi inda jua goal. Very frustrating eh!!!!!

Now 2nd Half - you know what? Got 3 refree tapi yang popular ia lah Mr.Web kali namanya. 30 mins to go.

Haha.. 3 rabah ESP area penalty ah, 2.38. Nasib inda ada penalty. 6.27min, first time i saw refree smiling. Pemain ESP merabahkan dirinya, senyum tarus refree. Haha.. kata commentator - 'for your info siapa siapa yang berada di luar negara, now jam di sana 11 ++ in the evening, its past my bedtime'. I said ' Hello.. its 4.30am here..'

VIP nya restless ani bah. Meliat Queen pun.. restless. Huge expectation.. Super cuai eh. Dribble.. dribble... nya inda masok. Apa kan.. Coach Spain tetunjuk tunjuk dua jari from eyes nya.. mata please fokus kali nya, from usulnya atu.. like okay, i am eyeing on you. Ada Mike Tyson. haha!! Mike Tyson tia karang. Ku tanya laki ku concentrate meliat bola ah, Mike kah? MAT JISEN Nya bukan bah.. dangar bah. liat bah.. macam mana tah kan tu? Mata half meliat computer half meliat tv??

Bah nya, bangunkan ah. 5min i shut my eyes. Okay nyangko. 74' & 78' Dutch lost the final WC dulu, Spain never got to the final. Kira siapa menang, well its going to be Victory nie.. berabis. See pasal bola, seluruh dunia bah manusia berastu menyaksikan. Pukulan fever bola eh. Mengalih sudah orang meliat dalam tv ah, apa lagi yang di rumah? Menguliat..

18.56 min.. one wrong move Number 3 John for Dutch Red Card!! Doi.. sayang eh. 10 in Dutch now.. Spain free kick. Out John now.. out. Not taking it seriously when opportunity ada, free kick Spain missed it again. Apa ler??? 20.53min Number 2 Dutch Yellow Card. Huh!!


Yellow Card!! Yellow Card!!! Yellow Card!! Free Kicks Free Kicks!! Yellow card Red Card! Free Kick Free Kick! This is in the finals WC 2010. 4min to go, alum jua ada goal!

100 and 16 mins

SPAIN GOAL. GOAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The battle NETHERLAND during WorldCup!

1974 beaten by GERMANY
1978 beaten by ARGENTINA
2010 beaten by SPAIN

History now... SPAIN THE CHAMPION!!!! WORLDCUP 2010... chut chut cicak kata confirm tia. Hahah!!!!

NED VS ESP

Bangun eh. Bekuruh! eh ketawa ku jua. Ada plang bekuruh, ada ceritanya tu. Beguruh bekilat tia jua. Hope inda hilang ni kan di liat ah.. haha. Inda cali tu. Like hari atu, i forgot apa lawan apa kah, i think Germany kali, sekali hujan ribut lagi tu, nah.. ngam ngam habis tiupan terakhir tanda tamat permainan, ilang tarus image nya.. haha.

Ani inda cali ni. Its okay plang, ganya 4 tahun sekali ani bah.. haha! Meriah banar warna cukup menarik, permainan bersemangat, refree pun sudah mengeluarkan 5 yellow card in 20mins play off. Cekap eh.. seksi lagi refree ani. Patut masok dalam GQ or RollingStones magazine nie.

I wonder siapa menang, now 43.52 min .. steady masih, tapi very edgy permainan nya, siap sampai tertendang straight sandy ke dada salah seorang pemain Spain Al Lonso kali tadi oleh pemain Holland.. em siapa nama nya nie, De Jong. I must say i notice Rubben dari hari atu plang, permainannya menarik, berani taking risk. One of the best in the world nya for Holland commentator ah. Wow!

Half time dah.. alum ada yang score. Tapi rancak eh permainan. Ada yang begulik-gulik mengambil kesempatan tidor jap waktu half time ani. Bukan rah tv tapi nie.. di rumah ah. Begulik gulik di lantai dapan tv, sebab apa tu nah.. haha.. kan kaja esok. So kena pandai time management. Take a short nap is better than not taking one. Apa lagi bekilat eh di luar ah, beguruh lagi. Hope later lah hujan lebat nya.

Oh waktu subuh like this, sempat jua berdoa. Best time you know. Jangan jua buang peluang. Enjoy jua menikmati WC final, tapi ya untuk kitani sendiri pun sampatai jua.. jangan inda.

Sambong lagi..

Half Time - 5 yellow card. 3 for the Dutch and 2 for the Spain. Alum ada Red Card. Tapi i think yang tackle satu atu, kick to the chest atu deserve RED kali. What do you think? That is a horrible tackle. Mun rabak? Apa jadi?

Nah .. break dulu. Baik berkuruh kuruh taim break ani. menyampati. Every 4 years for 31 days... remember World Cup toh.

'I HATE YOU!'

Nya si adek nya. 'i hate her' - why i asked? Giling giling kepala nya ku tanya. I know deep in her heart from her baby black eyes, she loves her. So atu tah cerita purple top on Wednesday. I went to the gym kan, 60mins on trademill. Swim after that, bukan inda sajok air nya toh..

Ceritanya sambong lagi - ada one lady, with 4 kids at the pool. Indonesian yes.. i sat next to her. Cerita cerita lah. So she went off and i look after the children. Sekajap ja. Because she told them that she come back, she went to get food for them. So i offer to look after them lah since i am there jua. Inda jua ku sanggup pangling. You pun would feel the same kan..

Swim punya swim.. si kaka Mikayla and the others, Jason and Glen and sister Kathleen. Sweet dorang ani. I spoke in Bahasa standard Indon, and Glen tekejut. Loh .. tante bisa cakap... I said yes. So we communicate bi-lingual lah.. Fun.

Jason scream - jangan si.. no..no!! Then menoleh si kaka Mikayla, don't do it! kata nya. Tapi si sister Kathleen apa lagi throw the Purple top belonged to her Mikayla. Marah nya tu, coz top atu kan di pakai nya later. Nice Purple top, haha... so i just liat lah. Speechless meliat, wondering mula mula would she throw it or not? Au eh.. inda lagi pikir banyak, in the pool it goes. Haha.. I went for a few laps lagi after that.

Then mata nya merah - i ask 'what's wrong with you? Are you okay? Are you mad?' - au nya si Kathleen.. 'Why are you mad?' 'Do you love your sister?' - I hate her nya.. Wow!! I told her a short story, but i ask her how old is she, where and which school she go to, what she likes, does she always have lunch at school with her sisters, and banyak lagi lah. Until i see that sweet smile with a teary eyes, i smile. I told her she look really pretty when she smile.. She smile, malu malu. So i told her, about me. I said to her - i don't have sister. Like the real sister she have, when she's born Mikayla already there to hold her. And growing up with her sisters, she has someone to talk to, to share what she wants and to hate and love her. She was surprised when i told her that. Then she talk chit chat with me for a while, then she went into the pool joined them. Glen, Mikayla and Jason clap their hands as she enters the pool.. sweet together again. That's how it should be.

So what? She throw the baju? Its okay. They are playing. Let them enjoyed and play with their feelings, but makes sure you reunite them back and enjoy their day to be together.

Oh.. so sweet. I didn't want her to miss the fun playing in the pool with them. I am glad and so glad that i make her calm. And she smile. Before i leave the pool, they said to me - thank you tante. I smile and said welcome dearest.. enjoy your weekend. Glen, he's sweet. Polite too. All of them were.

Wednesday..

Missing on Wednesday. I'll get back with that. Very interesting what had happened on Tuesday morning and Wednesday too. How was your day. Hey you know, this moment i m watching this channel and its all about Avacado. YOu need to love Avacado. Usually used for beauty. It can strengthen the skins. So start loving it. I never like avacado. Wonder why my mom loves it. Haha.. now i know why. Flavor - nutty creamy. If you need to ripen the avacado, un need next to apples. Once open parah tarus with lemon. And then you can mamar like squash it and add tomatoo chop chop, garlic chop chop and then black pepper, wala!! Avacado dip.. Try it.

I am going to have my breakfast dulu, i come back for more LifeSytly with Zura.. hahah!!! I just got that idea. Jangan curi. Buat sendiri! Hehehe...

Mutiara kata

JANGAN BINA KEBAHAGIAAN AWDA DARI KESENGSARAAN ORANG LAIN

BREAKFAST.

Did you have yours already? I took mine already. Had Banana, watermelon juice, 2 slice of wheatbread with omlete. Yummy. Nice to isi perut this morning. Later gym kajap. Then swim. Then jalan. That's my plan for today. I guess jalan jalan cuci mata pun okay.

Watching now RTB$ Rampai Pagi from here. Again tadi berita ada isu about orang tempatan caught in Brisbane, Australia 7 years penjara got 3 children lagi tu age 42. Pasal $$ tu kandung dengan keadaan like that. Inda befikir. - Oh i agree must look at it seriously regarding woman kena abused oleh laki bisdia. Fragile kali ah bini bini ani. Kalau kan belawan, biar lah belawan dengan gender yang sama. Oh well! - Isu lifestyle in Brunei. Bukan atu saja, kesihatan jua satu isu. Hope we all sedar fast and be a healthy nation.. Insyallah.

Cian kanak-kanak. What happen? Offer good kah? But how good would it be when you get caught? Biar tah inda beduit, asal senang hati dengan hidup sederhana. Bini bini inda payah tah berabis berabis sampai camtu, banyak lagi cara lain. Cara yang baik tapi memang berkerja keras. Bukan dapat $$ senang, tapi risky. Tau sama inda tau, pun inda tau lah. Cian saja anak-anak nya and keluarga. Nauzubilah..

Please lah, you all kalau kan belayar pun, kalau tempat kan di aga atu mahal, please lah berusaha untuk sacrifice save $$ saja. Penting belajar saving. Biar tia inda maca hollywood sytle shopping, at least you kumpul $$ dengan titik peluh sendiri, mampu membawa anak-anak, atu pun cukup. Appreciate dorang tu. Inda payah tah sampai kan mengadai nyawa.

I remember my late father said to me - Nada yang free di dunia ani. That because of something tu. When kami shopping, so banyak lah barang-barang promo, cheap with free gift. And my late father used to tell me - 'its all included sudah tu the price, nada yang free'.. haha. So from there onwards, i learn. And in life, nothing is free. You struggle you will get the prize. You makan offer yang Wow!! you loose.

So masih jua ada kan. Yang tergoda dengan scam like this. Becareful lah. I pun kumpul $$ sendiri to travel. Haha.. some people think somebody pay for my trip. Nop. Kalau kena bayarkan siok berabiz tu. But nop.. kumpul sendiri, and belayar sendiri dengan kemampuan sendiri. So if you want or wish to travel, you got to work hard for it. More fun. But be very careful. Jangan trap sendiri dengan sesuatu yang tidak mendatang kebaikan in long run.

Anyway, off to gym now.. i probably spend about 2 hours in gym, half hour swimming. The problem now, i got stiff neck. I hope i be better when i swim.. We'll see.

Weather here, its clear and nice. Heard heavy rain kemarin there? Well.. its season nya kali. Still hoping jua for a good news from Brunei. Oh! jangan lupa BREAKFAST.

TITS?

Tenenen nenen bah orang di sini ani pakaian nya. Haha.. kalau di Brunei nie, obvious tu, sebab everybody know everybody kan. Sini, okay lah kali. Nobody knows them. Baju nipis, inda pakai baju dalam. Selalu orang Barat ja pakai, ani race em.. no comment pun jua ada. Entah trend kali. Last season shorts, now like tshirt panjang ja di pakai jalan jalan. Trend!

Bare jua banar. Melintas tah ku ni, turun tangga yang automatik atu, ada couple ani. Em.. tenenen nenen bah. Bukan apa, dull green baju nya, nipis fabric nya, and then lace a bit di depan rah buah dada nya atu, em enough covering the tits lah, tapi shape nenen nampak eh. Dapat you imagine kah.. Like whole belakang baju covered, depan atu saja, lacey nya like map kan.. some part cover and some inda. Ngam ngam rah tits nya, and then patches sides tapi shape line nenen nampak begantong. Au.. that's why i said. Mun sudah ku nampak.. alahai.. yang lain no comment lah. Mun Model runway its okay kali, tapi kalau shopping? em.. Trend!

Yang lain, dui, like tshirt tidor, just ngam ngam rah pungkok and rah shape V atu, little 3 inches to 4 inches down, than pakai greece like sandle. haha.. Cute pulang, tapi .... Bila parah, naik tangga automatik ah, doi ma.. bari rawan. haha!!! Trend!

Ia tah trend ani, di Brunei inda berapa comel. Ikut trend jua, tapi biar sopan jua. Ikut tempat. I am open minded jua, tapi ikut tempat. Jangan tah kan pakai stocking tights, pakai tshirt saja. I mean.. inda jua ngam tu. Stocking and tights are different tu, ada yang jarang stocking, ada jua yang thick one. Tapi still stockings need to wear something at least covering rah thighs. Ada khas tights, ah!! atu baru untuk tshirt, tapi pakai lah yang di bawah V shape tani atu, ikut badan pebaik tia. Ada jua tempat nya tu di pakai. Kalau dulu, tights di pakai dalam gym lah etc, tapi TREND punya pasal, pakai bejalan jalan. Kurus kah, lampoh kah apakah, jangan tah pakai kalau inda tau memakai. Bida bah eh. Bukan apa, ani serious. Bertempat jua. Hari atu seluar dalam pink bah.. so, ada jua baju tshirt panjang, sadang panjang atu paling sesuai tah tu. Mana saja tah, kurus kah lampoh kah.. lawa jua tu. Serious.

Trend! Trend trend jua, tapi ... sambong tia sendiri ikut kesesuaian hati.. I senang meliat you pun senang mengayakan.. Lawa lagi..

BUBUS????

Plastik ALDO bubus? Hilang tah my 2 pairs of earings. Nasib kacamata ku inda keluar dari plastik. I am in my room, frustrated menungeng nie. I was so excited to try the earings, sekalinya hilang. I need to go to ALDO tomorrow lagi, and let them know i lost those earings because the plastik bubus. Huh.. I know, i didn't expect to get those two pairs of earings, but i just want them to know. If i got it back, i'd be lucky. If not, its okay. At least i let them know, next time custormers lain inda kehilangan because of plastik bubus!!

Ada story..

Today start my day with breakfast. Then bought barang yang perlu. Wanted to go swimming, but don't feel like it. Read magazine on DestinAsia. Wow!! nice. I picture myself there on all the pictures in the magazine ah.. Yes i did.. Wonder around but not interested to get anything at all. Mix feeling right now. When everybody works, you on holiday. Em.. Chat with somone from Scotland. Sat next to each other during breakfast, i just got to say hi. Me!

A very interesting one. She's from Scotland and her husband from Australia. She did mentioned this island, i will have to look it up later. Population about 3,000 only. I asked where she met her husband, when they are both on holiday, Thailand. Very interesting. She said never thought of visiting that part of the world. Mom wasn't very happy that she got to leave and live in Australia, but then again, its the same to others jua kali.

When you talk to people, people will talk to you too. So, don't worry when you're alone out there, there're always friends if you want them to be. Got to have those skills - DONT STOP SAYING HI to people next to you and start talking.

Lunch at SubWay. No soup. Only 6 inch tuna sandwich. Nice. No dressing, just tuna and other extra fillings like tomato, timun, onions etc. A sip of F&N orange sodas. Meeting mean Eating. You know why i say that out of the blue?

I am sitting now in the lobby, and people everywhere eat.. eat.. eat.. discussing business. Some laughing some serious talk. Some flirt some dun want to see faces. haha.. many bah.

I wanted to share something. - About this One advertisement last night. An old lady. Not just that, she seems to get mad with everything. Very bitchty old lady lah kali tu ah. She is really ill but loved dearly by her children. So you still want to know what's the story?

She's in coma. Her grandson looked at his father, touch grandma's forehead. Grandson looked and wonder why his father and mother still care and love this bitchy old lady. Mind you, he hated her. Why?

And he ask - dad, why do you still care for her when you know she has been bitchy and mean to you and mom? (that time i also wonder why this boy ask his father that question?)

Flash back (boy) - at dinner table with grandma and father and mother, he saw grandma never puas hati with hidangan.One day, during dinner, grandma ate one slice of chicken and choke. Spit it out and said, 'What!! you trying to kill me with this chicken?!' - and the mother took the whole plate of slice meats of chickens and throw it in the bin and stood by the sink, hurt in tears. The boy went into his room, stared at his grandma with anger bang the door. Father stood up and went outside. Grandma sat there.. took her bag and cried out wanting to stay with her sisters.. but the father pulled with love and care her hand and asked to stay.

Flash back (father when his son asked him WHY?) - when he (father) was young, he got fever. Raining heavy, no taxi stop in the rain when his mother (grandma) was carrying him. Wanted to go to hospital.. at the end she walked with him in her arms. (this bit menitik air mata ku sudah) Arrived hospital, no one cared. She said i need a doctor to look at him.. one of the nurse told her to wait. Wet in plastic covered mom and son, she start singing ... la..la..la.. la.. and suddenly the boy opened his eyes, and recovering. - that was the flash back.

And while touching her forehead, he sang to her the same song his mother used to sang for him. Tears came out from his mothers eyes but still in coma.

Did you get the story? - The moral of the story here, that young generations needs to realized that mom and dad, families still have bond. Tight. And not to forget, now that you've grown up, and become somebody, you should always know who you are. Never not appreciate what mother and father have done and given to us. We owe them our lives as they did for us when we're little till now.

So the boy heard what his dad said and it answered to all his curiousity and questions.

oKAY TAIL

Quiet it was. Nobody i know. Smiling gestures from one corner. Yeah.. i smile back. Eye contact, just for security. I remember 'Good Morning! em.. ah its afternoon.' Then read newspaper and they request the other language. 'Oh, okay.. no wonder', kept silence all the way. I LOVE to talk, but i guess not the right people. They are okay, but guess languages saparates us that moment. But smiling..

I help put the tray up and secure safe, a friendly nod from one end. I get it.. its the language. It's like frog talk to cat. Haha!! Got it? So all the way bumpy, and i smile at the end jua. Voice announced to sit and fasten seat belts, tapi haha.. some wondering around. I wonder, did they understand what was announced or what? Haha.. that makes me smile. Simple when make complicated, it be complicated in every way, yet simple.

Oh especially few mins desending and landing, this one lady rose up from her seat, and to the toilet, and this girl said need to be seated, didn't peduli at all, and ignore, pretending not to hear but i think she understand, stubborn saja, then jump another girl told her to stop it and go back to her seat. Haha... and i just smile.. Do they know it would be dangerous if they are not seated when landing? Adoi..

People everywhere, wow at last out from home. For a short while its okay, and miss home jua. Nothing best dari home.. So anyway, met a friend on the way out. And out again, and back to room and out again. I noticed this time, stlyes nada so much shorts but mini skirts and dresses in. Sales everywhere. Wow!! My eyes smiles. Emm.. i don't need anything, i just want to smell new bau. So i did..

Bought new belt, on sale. Yes i need that one. Made in Spain and its on Sale for $19. I like that within the budget. And good one too. I like that. Ate Cheese Burger for dinner last nite, not healthy eh. Had brownies and one scoop of Häagen-Dazs ice cream when i reach the hotSpot .. yummy!! Watched KNIGHT AND DAY. Great movie. Funny. I like it. Interesting.

Been so long, not the tail. I find something new yesterday, i can't live without talking when you're sitting next to me. Haha! I hate that. Only thinking when i am not talking and someone knows that..

MEMORY KILLS!

Haha... to my gut! Yuk! You know that sharp poke, bukan lagi poke, like melaggor membayangkan the intention, and its puking me from my gut when i hear the stories of the past. But ... at least i know it before i mati pun.

Ah.. i knew my instinc was always right. Why is that? Does that happen to you? And someone use to tell me not to believe it, but at the end i knew it all. Kan melatup gut ku tarus, but then again, if not that, it wouldn't be lesson learned. Its good now, then akan datang. I am strong now, and Insyallah will be too in years to come until the end of my life.

Thank you Allah. Kesabaran menunjukkan everything. And Insyallah.. if ever happen to you, sabar saja, because kalau inda ani, later ada balasan nya. Pecaya tah tu.

Life is always a mystery, you make it simple and it be simple, you make complicated, it be forever complicated, you make it fun and adventurous, it be and whatever lah you want, you get it the way you want it. But remember, always with cautions. There will be advantages and disadvantages, so be wise.. Whichever suit your life.

Psst.. always have a good intention, good niat in whatever you do in life. With families and friends. At WORK with BOSS and friends. With everything lah. Otherwise it'll KILL you. Banar!

APA YANG CALI HARI ANI..

pSST.... you need this to laugh!! Good medicine to cheer you up. This i share what they said in FB... heheh! Check it out!

My kid tym sarapan tdi brkantut....Bsar g tu bunyinya...

aku talipon zaty di rumah nya.. sekali ku tanya ia di mana kau ni zaty? hhahahhhaa. di rumah jua nya.

my son bangun tidur main heli control nye then tsangkot atas atap nah kn pagi2 plg ia menangis....nda dpt di ambil..

last nyt kami otw balik krumah one of my daughter 3yrs nampak keta bsr wrna merah puteh brhenti siring jln den ea ckp "keta aiskrem tu rusak tayarnya a..." but bila kami liat bnr2 bkn 'keta aiskrem' tp atu keta 'ready-mixed concrete' yg mcm kembayau usulnya a...mayb ea ingat evry wrna merah putih atu 'keta aiskrem tia x ba.... ahahaha

masuk straight kluar begulung.. apa tu nah? hehehespendat hehehe

hahaha me kursus d IPA wit baju kurung... Well control masuk bilik n heran semua kai baju sukan. Rupanya ada lam memo kursus ani mesti semua wear baju sukan tapi heran minit dri jbtn me nada bagitau apa2 funny..... N malu mode jua me ni... Essshhhhh

Y'day i fetched my dghter fm skewl..I was so shock when she sang the "I love u" the Barney theme song in a brutal lyric version..! It goes like ths.."I hate u..U hate me..Lets go out n kill Barney..When we shoot bang! bang! bang! Barney on the floor..No more purple dinosour.."i asked her to keep on repeating it..nda plg me sure kan d mrhi kah nda..Cali ada jua..Shes just 6yrs old bh.. i asked siapa ajar..Tkajut jua me toh wen she ckp.."her english teacher..!" :s

me teplicok tadi. Ku beritau boss ku, sekali nya luan jua angan angan. Au nyangko.. sekali tanya nya, baik nada orang? Ada pulang nyangko, tapi nada ku kan toleh toleh meliat dorang tekidum.. kidum.. haha macam tau lagi tu. Hahah

Last nite my son so hepi when he receive new lcd tv. Then he was said that yeah wawan ada tv baru to everyone in d hous. Then, he said to his dad "babah, wawan mau 616." so, his father laughing n said that "ani bukan astro. Tv je". Then my son kept on silent :(

ahem.... ahem.. Yours? Apa cali today?