HAPPY NEW YEAR ...

Goodbye 2008.. thank you with all the memories. Will cherish it forever.. And welcome 2009. Happy New Year to you. May Allah be with us all... Amin... Amin... Amin...

I am staying home. I am having a quiet night tonight. Wonderful peaceful night. Just remembering the years yang berlalu. Its great. And looking forward for the 2009. Mystery yah... wondering.. its like chocolates in the box, don't know what and which. LIfe is like that. haha.. remember that??? Expect the Unexpected..

Lots of Love

Zura

1430 HIJRAH

Sejarah yang lalu usah terlalu difikirkan.
Ia pengalaman jua pengajaran landasan kehadapan.
Musim akan berlalu. Muka baru kan ditemui.
Lumrah dunia kekal hanya semantara. Perkara biasa.
Roda hidup akan terus berputar.
Masa tua kan terus mengejar minda baru positif dan relevant.

SELAMAT TAHUN BARU 1430 HIJRAH

WISH TO ALL.. MAY ALLAH BE WITH US

AMIN... AMIN... AMIN...

SOMETHING I RECEIVED TODAY.. TEXT

Text i received this morning.. out of the blue. Haha salah hantar text kali. My number almost close to somebody elses number...


"Hy... ur huby ke uk rite ...
bh f fre keumah k :) im home alone til nite k...
btw im sure u mis brg pnjg big rite hehe
nda bnyk d brunei lai hehehe
tax f otw k"

and then another text received

"Opz sory slh send sory k"


PS. i wont say dari siapa. but i still have the number. Its sad to say something like this happened... i reserve my comment but something like this is not good. This is from good problem become bad problem in marriage life. Ps. i know i am not supposed to publish this. I got advice. But then this boleh menjadi pengajaran for some people to wake up and solve the good problem in marriage to have a great marriage in future. To be aware dengan masalah yang actually exist but inda nampak.. all this for good reason dari hati for someone to have a great life and great marriage.

RINDU ME PADA BABAH...

hanya tinggal kenangan

kenangan manis sewaktu bersama

kenangan pahit sewaktu di tinggalkan

kepergian meninggalkan makna

sebuah makna yang baru

untuk menyahut hidup

hidup yang di hujungi

dengan

mati...

mempersiapkan diri

melalui apa yang di lalui

meninggalkan bekas

yang akan memberi erti

dalam hidup sehari

akan di lalui apa yang di lalui

degan Kehendak Allah

akan di beri apa yang di sediakan

hanya utuk menghadapi

pada laluan yand di sediakan

mudahan di sehatkan badan

di izinkan tuhan

degan kehendak nya jua

akan lancar perjalanan kehidupan

walaupun akan melalui

onak dan duri

pahit manis kehidupan

asam garam

pengalaman

sebagai guru

untuk mematangkan diri

agar dapat berdiri sendiri

untuk hidup yang lebih sempurna

dunia akhirat..

setiap detik di naluri berdoa

semoga arwah di lindungi

di rahmati dan di tempatkan

bersama orang orang yang beriman

Amin.. Amin.. Amin

Terdengar Azan Magrib. Kerinduan me terlalu kuat pada Babah. Mengalir air mata me rasa kerinduan terlalu kuat. Tahun baru 1430H. Another challange i must go through in life. Every moment i think of Babah. I wish but i can't no more.. I cannot change the past, but i will look forward for the future. For a great life. I wish Babah .... i wish Babah ..... I wish Babah ..... But i can't ...... I miss Babah so much ...

AL FATIHAH

PET KESAYANG.. PENGHIBUR LARA

IN JAKARTA...

SONGS KU..

GOING DIAMOND!!

in my song list for GOING DIAMOND!!!! BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL SONG.... yes i can imagine my video clip with this songs and i know who will be in that clip... ha.ha....ha.... just to remind me saja nie so i wount lupa.... Jangan ikut-ikutan sama lagu. Pilih lagu sendiri.... Jangan perasaan... Kami tau.. ha.ha.ha.ha.ha..

LIST OF SONGS..

AVRIL LAVIGNE - KEEP HOLDING ON

EURYTHMICS - SWEET DREAMS ARE MADE OF THESE

MALIQUE - KAU YANG PUNYA

ALL CELINE DION'S COLLECTION...

IS MINE ALL MINE!!! ha.ha...

haha.. My DREAM HOUSE

today my fren jalan with me and said... eh lawa rumah atu eh. Wah..atu baru rumah... Diam saja me and then me told my fren... lawa lagi rumah ku tapi alum siap... ketawa ia dangar ah. But inda ia tau in my imgination atu ... ha.ha... ni nah belakang rumah dulu ah.. he.he.. latest my dream house.. portion yang belakang ya...

nice kan... baru imagination

this is my kitchen... wah makin nice..

so... this is my dream house. How bout yours? Its okay to dream. Jangan takut untuk BERIMPIAN.. biar pun rasanya impossible now tapi you never know THE POWER OF DREAM is very power lah than you think... to think again and DREAM again... DREAM again... DREAM again.. if you fail once... its okay... DREAM harder... again..again..again... again..again... again.. again.. again... DREAM BIG!!!!

ESCLATOR TERPENDEK DI DUNIA..

jangan inda galat ah...

HEY!!!

"THE MOST PATHETIC PERSON IN THE WORLD IS SOMEONE WHO HAS SIGHT BUT HAS NO VISION"

by HELEN KELLER

SOMETHING I WROTE WHEN I WAS IN JAKARTA..

Steve Martin

Swimming facing the hotel and wondering di kepala ku is someone staying arah the Pen House.. ha.ha.. that makes me laugh that night walking back from the seminar. From the stadium tennis to the sultan hotel. Distance didn’t matter that time eh. Amazing non stop power of seminar just talk all the way…

Steve Martin tah story nya jua toh. In the stadium, clapping and happy and bah.. suddenly pauce.. eh like I know bah .. very familiar.. ha.ha… was just a few seats away Steve Martin tah cerita nya. I said.. well whipers loudly rah my fren next to me, eh look familiar lah tu on the screen ah. Em.. still blurred. Yes at the pool.. those two guys swimming away.. well in the same pool, and there walking Steve Martin with a beautiful woman besides him… mmmmmmmm

I said to my fren.. hey fren in a loud whisper ha.ha.ha… ia jua tu “Steve Martin”.. arggghhhh lah napa tani inda tau atu ah… hahahahahahhhahhh gone sudden shock and sudden silent though bising berabiz bah in the indoor stadium. Gosh..in my head pun rasa gone eh. Inda kedengaran was in the air for a few saat.. then you can hear back the claps the whistles the everything. Kembali pulih nya orang.

So anyway, I like steve martin with his funny character when he belakun. But if ada yang serious,em… nda suitable usulnya. Because he is funny. That’s all. Anyway, its not Steve Martin. The couple was someone who used to have a small dream, then have a big dream and now.. wah I guess earning.. phew.. jagan tah cakap eh. That is what its meant to be SuccessFul… Wonderful.

I woke up this morning, exhausted eh. Lain jua tired nya, kan pengsan. Bila I open my eyes this morning, I am thinking. Just thinking about something. I can see something good coming my way, Insyallah Allah mengabulkan doa doa kami kemarin, semalam dan hari ani…. Amin..Amin..Amin…

Satu cerita that I saw semalan, how a father’s love arah anaknya, wah.. I cried eh. I know I am easily menangis, but this is big time. You see it 100% sure your tears menitik tu. Nda caya, cuba tia. Otherwise, hati you so keras toh eh… inda dari mata, maybe dari hati you yang menangis. I just got to let it out. I miss my baby Luqman eh. When I saw what I saw last night, Luqman in my head 101% ani bah. I was looking at his future in 5 to 6 years. He will be a teenager soon. And wah.. he be choosing which school he wants to go to proceed his education. I smile… I am doing this for him. And before I sleep last night jua, I say to myself, how I wish one day we all be reunited… no worries with the economic problems…. I pray to Allah to give me a chance in my life to have a great family together and reunited… Amin..Amin.. Amin…

I’ve never have a great family life when I grow up. I went through the hutan belantara with all negative hearing about me. People change… its okay. I am not mad any anyone who said I am bad. I was bad once a upon a time. I wasn’t all an angel. I admitted that but I am totally different now. Well that’s how I felt. I forgive anyone who have hurt me and who have said bad things about me during the past or even present. I forgive you.. Just a bit about me, I only felf the love of mom and dad until I was 7 years old. Can you imagine what happen after that?...

After that my history in life the journey of my life begins. And that to remember only me and that I want to change me to have a great life. With my family. My failure in life is my strength to go through the door to success. That is how I see it now. Last time all my my life I make excuses.. excuses lots of excuses. I read a book THE MAGIC OF THINKING BIG.. that changed me. The way I think. Its not easy to change, it kills me because I am so used to thinking what I was thinking. Blaming others the reasons I become like this. Not them.. but its me. And I didn’t blame myself too.. because that was the way i live and were told to think. Not anyone’s fault and not me… but I managed to kill the negative thinking I have. Hard not easy. Hard. I have to say..

Paling hurt sekali, that I didn’t forgive my dad for not allowing me to do something I wanted to do last time. What is it? Well only for me to know. Then he was no negative about me. I don’t blame him. He was separated from mom what.. since I was 7 and broken eh. So then I never understood why? Rupanya in life a lot happen. So now I know. I forgive him and whoever hurt hurt me. Not physically but mentally too. We are all humans. And we all go through it in life too. You may be having a perfect life, but be ready with the first aid in life, because along the way, you will go through the rough and toughest road, impossible it seems, but you will go through it. Though you fell once in a while you just prefer to die, ha.ha.. that would be the worst solution to choose, just go along with it and just ready for whatever comes, Insyallah with doa you will pass through it.

Even non muslim berdoa bah and dimakbulkan jua, apatah lagi kitani.. If you want something, of course equip yourself with your goal, your DREAM and then with doa to makes your dream comes true. 13/12/08. 8am/8.56am

KASIH, CINTA & SAYANG

LOh... ngonyol jua topic hari ani kan. Anyway i am getting ready today going outstation. So just a short one here with the topic. I met someone yang told me about this. Now this came from a man yang sudah married and still married. Tell me girls, is there any different kah with this topic if you love someone?

Like this man said - nya listen ya.... bila nya kasih dengan seorang perempuan atu bukan bererti ia ada cinta. And bila nya cinta bukan bererti ada kasih nya dalam cinta atu.. and bila nya sayang inda sama and nada kaitan nya dengan cinta and kasih????????

Wah!! aku ani kan complicated. Aku jadi bingung deh!!! Masak, kasih cinta sayang itu berbeda????? hahahah... bila ku dengar kan, nda ku paham eh. That is why, men come from MARS and woman from VENUS. Inda sama penghlihatan nya meaning nya rah ku.

What is wrong with married man.. oh this married man is one of my fren. We were sitting at one of the cafe with some other married woman and singles too... no need mention names lah. but then you know.... I think dalam our hati that time (em... yang girls aja ya) think apa kan laki laki ani? Cua ia explain rah bini nya toh... haha.h...

And then ada this one guy have a problem with his life jua. Pun married jua. Ada yang woman pun ada. Like me complicated. Meaning COMPLICATED lah.... jangan tah di tanya apa COMPLICATED ani.. if kan mau tau jua, look up in the dictionary lah... atu tah meaning nya. Yang ada problem atu, masih lagi category ada problem.. masih okay. Good problem and must solve it wisely and not to take advantage of the situation lah...

Kalau ada problem, good problem... solve with your other half, bukan with another woman. THAT'S WRONG!!!!!!! It can turn out to be good if the other woman help to advice (but who wannts advice from another woman... haha..) or otherwise. Then another scandals lah on the way.. that be the PROBLEM SOLVING??? NYETTTTTTTTTT!!!! NOT!!! WORNG AGAIN!!!! Go to your woman and solve this good problem to your marriagewith her. Insyallah with the ketulusan hati to clear masalah and wanting to find the true solution and to settle the good problem truely, you will be bless (without you notis lah ah) and your problem be solve. If you remember, when you bekawan masa awal nya, bila she marajok, then pujok the way you pujok to with her heart back and see what will happen when you do it today...

Jangan sesekali ada yang ke tiga untuk masalah rumah. Not to say i don't like to help, but you know, you are the one yang know about everything in your house and masak kami pula yang dapat menolong. Oh.... one bad advice from a man to another man....ha.ha.. i don't know and not sure its bad or what.? but when you already commited to a woman, got children some more, well this is a bad advice you can have from another man...

a man minta advice from another man fren about problem he have with his wife. Wife nya bawa laki laki ke rumah dorang. And wife mad with her husband and lock him outside. (did you see the problem already) - now lets us ask ourseleves "what makes the wife lock him out dari rumah? - got to find punca all this and we wount know until he tell the truth to us right?? Then after that call this man for another advice.. and the man said, biarkan tia dulu. I will be there. By the time this fren sampai, then the guy yang sama bini nya dalam rumah atu balik.....

Okay, the guy advice to this guy yang ada problem - hidup you ani untuk enjoy. Rumah atu isihi dulu baru tah enjoy. Baru inda orang rumah becakap. Liat aku, rumah ku isihi and aku enjoy saja boleh kemana aku suka. Sama kawan kawan and apa aku buat, suka aku saja. Kau buat lah catu.... Jangan di salah kan, tapi buat report saja. Kalau bini ku cakap arah ku, kenapa bejalan saja ani... eh aku enjoy. Kenapa kau inda kawin sama orang baik baik yang kuat sembahyang apa??? (Wah terkezut ku toh.. dalam hati berkata eh.. apa kan??? memang inda baik laki laki ani.. inda sadar kan diri.. and makin tua makin keladi and akhirnya nya nanti mati sorang diri..) oh well.....

So would you want to get advice to your good problem in marriage to that kind of fren??? or would you want to make your good problem to sour problem?? all up to you jua. To me... this kind of man, nada kawan. Sudah Tua (ops!! sorry ah not all..) nada kawan kan enjoy, so cari lah kawan. Cara nya dengan menanamkan ke OTAK NYA dengan this.... ha.ha.ha..

liat tah sendiri. Where you want yourself to be? and whose your fren? all you yang pilih. so at the end BERHATI-HATILAH.. siok ramai kawan, masa susah no kawan. Mulut buaya buka langap, waiting for the next victim... are you going to be one????

So tell me rah my chat box... Men and woman open to share. Ada kah lain with kasih, cinta & sayang dalam hubungan???

from me.. I think ada jua kali but its all package to me... must have all... or otherwise whats the point...

APA PERLU $$

cute kan!!

berani.. tapi masih lucu

haha... Sahfiq said "APA PERLU" to this when we arrived at the KLIA. I like this cow. Not old cow yeah.. obvios jua toh and witht he $$ sign on its eyes!!! hahaha.. got meaning beb. but Shafiq said APA PERLU.... thanks for reminding. I wanted to buy but then change my mind. Which is good. So used the APA PERLU bila di perlu kan.... Especially masa BONUS ani..

see what happen!!

hahaha

APA PERLU???

GAMBAR RAYA ME SAMA LUQMAN

he is my angel..

MAKAN ICE-CREAM

jalan jalan di Pavilion sambil makan ice-cream

MAU JUA..

nanti saja.. pegang erat, jangan lepaskan...

yup.. pegang erat GUCCI nya..

Oh yes.. i like to have this one..

ada orang suka nie.. LAWA!!!

yes.. in KL

ENJOY EH TRIP TO KL HARI ATU..

DREAM BUILDING..

@PAVILION

BREAKFAST IN JAKARTA

MY B'FAST IN JAKARTA

LUNCH IN SINGAPORE

(that's what i want to do..)

LOOKING FOR SOMETHING LIKE THIS..

sama jua spring, but i want like ELVIS ka..

anyone ?

I ATE THIS IN JAKARTA..

its okay lah.. not my fave

FROM DUBAI

a fren gave me this dari Dubai.. yummy!

RENTAK914 VOL.III di MALL

Boleh tahan jua eh. Ramai datang ke Mall that day. Penjualan nya hari atu harga promosi B$12 with posters. Then you got to meet all the artists lagi for autograph. Now still selling at Pelangi Office in Bandar Seri Begawan at bangunan RTB for B$15 with posters too. If you alum terdapat lagi collection album RENTAK 914 VOL III ani, baik tah membali.. eh.eh... bida kalau nada collection dari ARTIST BRUNEI kita you!!

LAWA DI KAMPONG ANI EH..

dari sini i found my new dream..

to have one house in kampong air..

indah sekali...

tenang..

lawa eh.. so lawa...

wah.. siok eh

jangan inda galat.. aha.ha
malam angin nya menyerlah
ketengan dapat di rasa
hujan rintik mendinginkan malam
bunyi angin , engin dan ombak
keciuman bau laut masin
membuatkan ku terpukau .. eh terpukau
au.. dan berkata membisik di lubuk hati ku
aku ingin memiliki kediaman di kampong air..

kan ke rumah orang kawin di kampong jua..

saja jalan jalan kena bawa kawan..

interesting ......

baru me first time ke kampong malam..

mencari alamat nya eh.. ha.ah..

hujan lagi barai barai.. but its okay

baik jua ada selimut kecil in my car.

Oh this is my fave ah..

MENANAM SIFAT MEMBACA

Liat tah nie.. masa me dalam Teksi in Jakarta. Ani tah inda kira bila sudah ada sifat membaca di mana mana pun membaca. Taim macet nie he membaca. Amazing... And you be surprised what they do before sebelum they become teksi driver.

Next time, when you in a teksi, ask them how they are.. i tell you, you will make his day... Have you ever try or you just sit in the car without even a word or apatah lagi senyum.. you inda make your day and his day toh eh... inda siok toh. People like to communicate, so sapa yang mula its up to individu loh...

So tanam lah sifat membaca. Menimba ilmu is the best thing in life where ever you go. It doesn't matter how little it is, how late you start, as long as you're willing to learn and just by spending as little as 10 to 15 min reading, you are going somewhere in your life. Do you know where? Well on the way to mempuynai sifat membaca.

MASA DI KAMPONG ..

MEMORI AT KAMPONG AIR

My trip at Kampong Air was superb!! layanan begitu baik sekali. And wah.. when i ke kampong, ngam ngam orang kawin. Wah.. wah..wah... begambar sakan tah kami. They are all sweet. Majority banyak girls in kampong ani. I like it. I imagine all my puteri puteri. I wish i have a daughter too... so when i was with them, wah amazing feelings i have. They are all so sweet. I love you all....