When you feel something, and that something is going to be a burden in long run, well.. think again. If that something going to be a good outcome, then do something about it. Go for it. If it were to be the opposite, well ..
I don't know. I can see it. I don't know if you can see it. Bertawakal saja lah. I remember this, a text i received.
Worry is 100% wasted of emotion. It cannot change the past. It will not change the future. It just ruins today. Rick Warren.