Keep Up Semangat!

I said i wanted to update it. But no time jua this week. Been a great week. Been a busy week. Been apa apa jua week lah. Drama pun ada. Hiya!! What to do with life?? Keep breathing, keep that semangat kuat and Insya-Allah you'll or me live for many many years to come. Quit semangat might just as well Die..

Bah banar jua tu kan. What do you want to do? Jadi Corpse but masih hidup? No lah ah.. yup. That's good. Nop.. Say Not me..

Sometimes i wish someone would understand me. But i wish i would understand someone too. But entah lost in the Bermuda Triangle or short BT. Kalau paham bisai. Ia tah, kan mengeloh buat apa jua, kan happy pasal apa? Entah what happen. Lost ... just lost. Jangan sampai ku menyanyikan YOu LOst Me .. hehh aiseh .. Au cukup popular oleh Christina Aguilera.

Keraja siang malam, macam atu tah kehidupan tani. Kehidupan i jua lah tu. But is that it saja kah? Drama sana sini.. happy ending expecting. But inda jua. Masih jua. But ia lah, dangar bawa bersabar saja. .... ....

Apa kan Zura cakapkan ani.. Haha!! Entah me pun inda tau.

My cousins drop by baru ani. We felt like dwarf. Well she did. And i do too. Like tried that 7" heel dah but masih jua. Thought tall tah sudah ni, but once you stand next to your other cousin only 11 and 12 years, ooh oh oh ooo become short. Every day shorter and shorter. I gues life pun like that, just we didn't see it. Its coming your way and my way too.

I am looking forward for November ani. Very interesting chapter in my life. I hope! How about yoU? Flying anywhere? Me? Yes.. looking forward.

Here is some tips. Don't know if it works with you. When you feel like you want to go away for a while, go. Do it. Don't let anything held you back. Go do it. Darn it. I lost it again. Esuk lagi samboong.

Psst. I am listening got GOLD. Oh just love em. Not the age factor. Been liking it forever. When you love someone, and someone not loving you back, its okay. I am sure someone out there love you but just that you don't know. Sayang kan. Hahah!!! Whatever! CheerUP..

FRESH MUD NYA ATU..

I saw red car ramuk jua and still muddy. I was in my car, baru sampai at the parking lot tadi and saw this car .. well kena tarik pulang tu. Inda ia belajan sendiri, cana jua mun picak memicak atu. I guess out of control or mengantok or etc ... banyak lah yang boleh kitani katakan tapi yang memandunya sendiri hanya tau cerita sebenarnya.

Hari atu one of my friend sikit lagi accident sebab ambok. Tapi one of my friend lagi accident baru baru ani, and kata nya kereta atu kesiring siring and membuatkan ia ke siring rasa kan mengelakkan tapi tekandas pulang ia sendiri. Macam mana jua tu? Alum jumpa ia lagi kan dangar cerita nya. Tapi somebody text me to ask me how my friend is doing? Buleh? Well.. my other friend saw my friend punya kereta, nya doesn't look good. But Alhamdulillah, my friend ani okay. Inda cedera. Kata nya nasib baik ia pakai TALI PINGGANG KESELAMATAN. So... apa lagi, jangan lupa pakai lah kalau memandu ya.

Lama inda berUpdate .. OPS!

Wow... been a while ya. Been busy jua. But so many to tell.. Saw many things happened. And thought i needed updated in life jua. Hahah... Many many to share. And i tell you some i didn't know but now i know and banyak lagi. Haha... i can't stop laughing when i think of that one too. I will be updating my blow later in the evening hopefully. Got to go to work later at 2pm to 6pm.

But yester FYI if you missed the news, Paul passed away. Yup.. i was in my car, at the parking lot waiting for the time to pass until i start my night shift.. Tuning to Kristal FM and BBC News was on. So yes got to hear the latest news around the world. Its better than reading.

For you yang hate reading atu, best not to miss at least to listen to the news or watch one. You have to, so you know whats happening too. Ya lah.. its hard but try lah . I will get back writing later.

shower and work.

DOA KU HARI INI

Ya Allah, jauhi aku dari maksiat mata, hati, mulut dan telinga. Lindungi aku Ya Allah.
Ya Allah, janganlah Engkau membiarkan aku dengan cobaan yang ku lalui ini seorang diri, bimbinglah aku, beri aku petunjuk .. Ya Allah .. aku merindui hidup yang bahagia, hati yang aman dan tenang, aku inginkan bersama orang orang yang ku sayangi dan menyanyangi aku..

Ya Allah .. lindungi aku.. jauhi aku dari penyakit hati.. Selawat dan Salam buat Rasul S.A.W serta kerabat keluarga dan sahabat sahabat baginda.. Amin.. Amin.. Amin..

HATI YANG KAU SAKITI..

Mengalih jua di sakiti ani.. apa kata aku pulang yang kan menyakiti.. Why not?
Bebaik salah. Jahat salah. Apa perlu di lakukan? Ya Allah..

Lawa lagu ani. Tapi sangal ku mendengar jua sebab selalu saja menerima bila di sakiti. Bukan kalah, malas kan fikir kali bah. Tapi ia lah.. sampai bila jua mau di sakiti, ada had nya. Pandai berfikir dan bertindak sendiri. Jangan pura pura saja...


pepatah :

Bagaimanapun keadaan kita pagi ani, apa pun masalah yang kita hadapi, percayalah, Tuhan memiliki rencana yang baik untuk kita.. Ya Allah.

ALL GOOD THINGS..

All bad things happen in life are all yang labih-labih kan di tapis yang jahat dulu. I terima. Tapi jangan jua di pajal. I am going to be away next week. And for some, wow.. great. And for me, super wonderful.

AWAKEN ..

I awake every morning, wishing and praying to Allah, i will move on and deal with what i have to deal in life with what Allah got in stock for me for the rest of my life. But sometimes, i sat, i got frustrated, i am being fooled. I ask myself, was i foolish or is this just another what i have to go through to? Well.. okay. Its life. Who says its easy, but why make it difficult when its already is, and trying to manage and sort life to be in one piece. And ...

So when i am frustrated, i pray to Allah, its just too heavy for me, i just pray and wish Allah take me. Take me.. .. ..

When i listen to Maher Zain's song AWAKEN .. now and now and now.. i cry. Yes.. i am touched. I am one of that person. And I thank you Allah.. for this signs a way to reach me and a way for me to reach Allah that i shouldn't forget that i live for Allah, and not for anyone. I live to have a family, child, husband and families to make me happy to live in this world, and i still live for Allah. And yes ... that song meant a lot to me too...

A sign send to me by the Angels from Allah, through that song. So i be awake by the AWAKEN .. there are reasons why songs are created, its a way for some people relate to it and be awaken in whatever situation they faced. Well.. that's me.

We have given so many prizes in our life.
Allah is watching us.

TRANSPARENT?

Do i have to be faithful? ... Do i have to be fool? - You ask that yourself. No point in blaming people. I don't see. Yes.. but you know you're being watched every single minute in your life. You did wrong, may be you can get away with it, but not really if you can really see it all..

Good Luck!

BERSEMANGAT BAH ..

LETTERS TO JULIET.. Lawa jalan cerita nya. Must see movie lah. Romantic. Don't know how many yang romantic di sini ani, tapi kalau sekiranya you hilang that romanticness in you, its about time to watch this movie and feel it again.

Bersemangat tarus tu. Serious eh, you would want to feel you again. Rugi kalau hilang romanticness in you. Rugi. Rilex all the muscle in you, and a good terapi too to ease your mind with good romantic movie.

I watch diam diam, sudah atu in the middle, ketawa ketawa ... (ada orang pikir aku chatting) tapi meliat dvd in my note book kali ah, then teary sikit almost to the end, and woweee... cun cun berabis. Nice. I am touched.

Yes i know how that felt. Really do. One moment in time, when you're lost and full of doubts, a pinch of love, will wake you up and smell the fresh new you with all the romanticness you longed for . oh... lovely eh.

Padan jua mua atu eh... baik baik memandu bah.

either you go or you stop, or you give way. Apa lah. Jangan tah kan di sumbat kereta atu. Bila di sumbat, inda bejalan yang lain. Ani tah masalah orang-orang kitani. Inda ada kan bertolak ansur. Pikir kehadapan bila kan memandu atu. Bila stuck arah jam, especially area sekolah, jangan tah memandai kan menyumbatkan kereta atu saja. Selfish jua eh. Sudah di sumbatkan macam banar tia. Yang di belakang ani kan menyamboh tia jua. Nampak jua ketuyuan atu. Di buat lagi depan bini, anak anak tu, rosak tah banar.

Memandu ada undang undang nya. Bila memandu common sense pun pakai lah. Jangan tah siok sendiri. Bila kan beri jalan, liat dulu kereta di belakang jua, jangan diri kan beri jalan, orang di belakang inda ready kan beri jalan, telanggar cerita nya tu.
Tapi banar eh, irritating dengan bapa mama yang mengambil anak sekolah, yang siok sendiri, yang parking tangah tangah jalan, macam ia seorang ganya kan mengambil anak nya. Adoi.. kan cakap bari malas. Buang tah tabiat siok sendiri atu. You know lah apa yang siok sendiri.

Inda kan asal tengah hari, makan sumpah tah ganya. Inda jua orang puas hati tu, ada yang baik, diam saja, tapi ada yang sebaliknya, menyumpah tah ganya.

Bukan jua apa, atu taim drive, ani taim shopping pun ada mama menyumpah yumpah anak nya ani bah. Kan mati jua banar.. nya kan arah anak nya ani bah. Inda ia sengaja kali bah, andang suda memang jadi percakapan nya kali tiap hari, so biasa tia. Tapi aku yang mendengar ani, wah... takut ku mati anak nya atu dapan ku dengan waktu nya menyumpah. Ia menyumpah pasal apa nah??

Anak nya meliat barang bahagian tabir, sekali ia mencari cari kali bah. Bila nya tejumpa, kan mati kali eh.. kata nya. Tetoleh ku, tapi like pura pura ku inda meliat jua. Bari ijap. Nah, atu yang menyumpah anak nya. Ani biskita yang mendrive inda tantu, orang lain jua kita atu, kena makan sumpah eh kalau memandu macam orang inda waras, or siok sendiri nya aku tu, or menyumbat-yumbat kan kereta suka suka membuat kan lagi trafik jam yang tidak sewajarnya berlaku.

Bertolak ansur lah ketika memandu, sama sama kita tidak membuang masa dengan stuck di trafik jam, and memandu lah dengan penuh cermat dan mengunakan akal fikiran (common sense) yang boleh bertindak cepat ketika di perluka nya bertindak untuk mengelakan dari kesesekkan jalan raya.

Saling menghormati antara satu dengan yang lain. Sentiasa menggunakan tali pinggang keselamatan, signal, lampu isyarat, cermin kanan dan kiri, side mirror, yang tengah, dan menguasai jarak jauh dekat kenderaan yang lain, dan patuhi lah undang undang dan speed limit jalan raya. Insya-Allah ... selamat sampai ke destinasi.

Bukan jua, kan bercerita tah ku jua. Depan ku ada motor bike bah, taim drive ni. Sekali ada kereta ani, sebelah kiri menuntumi kereta jua, bike ani sebelah kanan, depan ku, and sikit lagi terpelanting kalau ia inda mengelak. Kereta sebelah kiri menyimpang ke kanan, tapi inda bersignal. Suka suka nya, tekajut biker ani, and dengan cepat nya ia melaju kan motor nya. Paloi banar orang atu. At least pun, pakai lah signal.

Ada setengah orang, nya inda jua bekereta, bahapa kan pakai signal. We never know. Kadang kita saja nampak nada kereta, tapi actually ada. So ada inda, bila kan masok simpang, pakai tia signal kereta atu. That's what its for. Inda rugi tu. Tapi menyelamatkan pulang tu.

BENCI OR SUKA?

Up to you lah. Banci or suka? Up to you. Inda orang melarang. Banchi banchi. Bila jua semua suka? You think ada yang suka you ganya kan? Ada jua yang banchi you kali eh. Ani betambah tia jua.

For me banchi, well... not so. Dislike ada but not so serious. I can't be bothered. But banchi.. nop. For what? And suka? Well suka jua. That also can't be bothered.
Banyak lagi perkara lain kan di pikirkan. Unless you are mentally sakit. Zahir batin sentiasa membenci. Entah kenapa you di lahirkan membenchi??

Nasib baik i tidak di lahir kan membenci. Di benci ada, tapi its okay.. Siapa jua suka semua. kalau suka semua, hahah... inda tia life. LIfe is full of surprises kan. Kan kata Forest Gum.. life is like a box of chocolates.


Nah... paham pahami tia. Kalau semua suka, inda tia real. Oh.. kan tanya, macam mana kan suara buat buat ani? Selama ku keraja di radio ani, sama saja suara ku.
Kalau ku bejalan jalan (malas jua kan bercerita, tapi kan bagi paham sikit yang bodoh atu) kalau ku bejalan, becakap ku sikit, keluar suara ku sikit, tarus tia kenal aku. LIke inda ku kan minta di kenali, tapi apa jua boleh buat. Kenal jua ia suara ku. Macam mana tah pulang kau cakap suara ku inda sama?

Kalau suara ku macam si BOBOY di Kristal atu, datang ku becakap dengan orang suara ku lain, barangkali kau boleh cakap catu. Ani tarang tarang suara ku suara ku.. (psst.. BOBOY jangan marah ah. Just bagi contoh arah orang yang bodoh or berlagak bodoh, tapi pendangki... and inda tau kan membezakan suara banar, belakun, suara pura pura, suara buat buat ... etc lah nya ).


Entah entah, inda pernah becakap sama aku kali. Kalau bejumpa, lain kali tagurkan. Inda ku marah. Mari tah kitani bercerita. Inda kan suara radio ku pakai suara becakap dengan kawan kawan, atu bida tu eh.

Kalau inda tau, jangan tah banyak mengomen. Kalau inda suka, kan muntah rasa nya, tukar chanel. Banyak chanel station radio di Brunei ani. Alum ku hilang peminat mun ganya kau and mungkin ada beberapa kan tune in to other channel.

I listen to KRISTAL, NURISLAM, HARMONI, PILIHAN, ERA, HITZ FM, GOLD, KISS FM, ETC. Banyak lagi sebenarnya. Inda pernah ku mengucap mengucap aku inda suka. Bila inda suka, jangan dangar. Jangan jadi kan masalah mu atu masalah orang. Tanggong sendiri.

Psst.
Mendengar Radio ada lah salah satu terapi untuk menghilang kan STRESS. Stress ani memendekkan umor biskita.
Jadi, senang senang kan diri dengan mendengar DJ kesayangan biskita ke udara dengan pilihan lagu yang menyenangkan biskita.

Okay tu... Jaga diri.

Orang Kawin ... Tambah keluarga.

Bekwin kawinan. NicE AND SIMpLE. Bejumpa SANAK SAUDARA. SEMUA AKHIRNYA CONNECTED AS FAMILY. I LIKE IT.  Baju COLOR SKY BLUE, like KELUARGA PENGATIN ... wHISpeRS from relatives. AnggOK-anggok saja kepala ku. Au baNar jua Family Jua. 

Hiya!! OP park there????

Suka suka hatinya parking kereta nya di sana. Like ia punya. Satu lagi OP jua lagi. I mean Hellew... we don't park our car tangah-tangah jalan. Or arah trafik light di mana mana in the world. OP tah pulang macam si taie... Inda ku anti OP, but jika inda mematuhi undang-undang, mean nada respect in our country Brunei.. Mentang-mentang warna kulit nya putih, boleh buat suka hati kah? Well... rules is rules. You need to follow rules or end up in Jail or paying for the fine. Remember, that goes to every country jua with rules. Jangan buat bodoh sana atu.

So anyway, know undang-undang di jalan raya lah ya. Kalau inda tau undang-undang jalan, then jalan tah drive. I give you vision di mana OP atu parking kereta and kenapa ia tinggalkan di sana. YOu know the junction ke gadong, trafik light yang ada jua exit dari hiway ke gadong, arah trafik light atu, ada Court Furniture kan, so ia parking just after the trafik light. Pikir ku kereta nya rosak kah. Sekali inda rupanya. Parking tah ia sudah tu. OP bini pulang ni, jalan macam orang inda bedosa ani bah, ke CF atu ia tah pulang. I was at the trafik light. Wanted to take picture ia park di sana ah. Tapi inda sampat. My phone was arah my handbreak. Siapa jua kan menyangka ia kan park di sana. If i sempat ambil gambarnya, wah.. sudah tia ku post picture nya. But hey... its okay. I share with you pun hope you can bayangkan lah. Cali jua eh. Cali bodoh manusia ani jua ya.

So.. itu lah cerita nya. Inda jua salah ia masok simpang and park kereta nya arah CF atu. Banyak jua parking. But entah apa ada di kepala otak nya. Lain lagi tu, pasal parking. Ani lori laju laju bila you on the road jua. Inda dorang sadar kali ada speed limit. Apa lah. kadang ada yang biadap and kurang ajar jua, bila di HON di lajukan kan nya lagi, macam tah kan membawa ia belumba. Wal hal, mengHON atu, memberitau arah nya ia driving terlalu laju. Hiya!!!

psst... my friend mental hari ani. Inda ia dapat menyelamatkan ambok. Helew... orang yang mendrive atu melanggar ambok, and the body tepelanting arah kereta my friend. Emm.. i guess ia not so close jua, tapi macam close jua bunyinya. This is on the way to Bandar from Hiway Jerudong to bandar. He was on the left lane and the other Lancer car grey color was on his right. So laju jua lah on the hiway ... siapa jua inda, so he hit the monkey, monkey terpelanting ke kiri and the body just tepelanting ke jalan siring (hope inda kena run over, kalau inda kecian tu eh.. ) Tapi, bahaya jua kalau menyelamatkan haiwan yang terkena nasib like that ketika memandu. Antara dua nyawa, monkey atau diri sendiri. Mudah mudahan berhati-hati lah.

Apa nah kata mama nya, kecian ambok atu. Haha... nya my friend 'WHAT??????? kecian ambok? Aku?' hehhe... sian my friend. Masih ia nervous. So tips nya, kalau di jalan, laju tah jua, ada tah haiwan kan menyeberang, well tough luck kalau inda dapat di selamatkan. Its not that you want to hit it on purpose, tapi .... But be very careful lah. Tapi selamat kan nyawa biskita dari menyelamat benda yang kan melintas. Langgar tia. Cruel bunyinya, tapi kalau nyawa hilang, well.. you can't buy it anywhere in the world. Lagi sedih kan. Nada news yang baik jika menyelamatkan haiwan yang meyeberang jalan. Selalu nya bad news.

Hati hati lah. Take care. I go dulu.