AL FATIHAH

Al Fatihah


HJ. ZAINAL ABIDIN BIN LADI
1946 - 2002

Happy Birthday Babah. I miss you so much. Wish you are around to see all of us. And wish you are around for me to hug you on your birthday. I felt you were very close to me that night. I knew you were around. I felt you attendance, i cried. I really cried missing you. I talked to you, i wish and hope you hear me. The more i talked to you, the more i cried. How i wish i can turn back the time, but impossible. You're loved and always will. Somehow i can smell you. One of a kind and you know, just know you were around.

Semoga roh Babah di cucuri rahmat, di tempatkan bersama orang-orang yang beriman dan sentiasa dalam lindungan Allah. Amin. Will see you soon. Will be there soon.

Ipad2

PLEASED THAT YOU ACKNOWLEDGE..

Well.. you write for you. You read for you. You know its for you. That's why you did it all for you.

Oh .. how was your weekend? I have so much to share. Pictures to load and many more. I just need time. And time is not there for me. Hahah..

So yes .. i will try to find time for me. Soonest.

WHO?

I just receive text from my friend. Nya tanya if i got CANCER? Because ia dangar waktu orang kawin kenduri and somebody bercerita to ia that i got CANCER?

What a question? During kenduri itulah cerita-cerita yang akan kita dengar. Banyak kah yang baik ceritanya dari yang jahat? Atau, banyak kah yang jahat dari yang baik kita dengar waktu kenduri? This is how amazing how cerita spread fast when you don't know anything. Terlalu banyak masalah duniawi, sampai we ourselves didn't realized we ourselves berbuat jahat. So .. Are you like that?

A bit shocking to have been asked like that? But its good that my friend ask me. At least i can tell my friend I AM FREE FROM CANCER right now. I wonder who would talking and telling stories that i got cancer and how close is that person to me? What a world .. what a world. Full of ... nah, you just sambong lah.

Now again working, been a long time i have not sit on this hot seat. I felt and always felt good when listening to all these great music. Sometime when your friends played the same music all the way, you just kindda want to play someting different for your ears and that for you to enjoy it too. I hope you enjoyed it when i aired some of the great music that's not in our collection. Hahah.. I just got it baru and FRESH only in our station from the rack i got from travelling.

PSST... i am FREE FROM CANCER . Just spread the word around when you meet SOME PEOPLE who tells you i have cancer. Perhaps you could say, maybe you (that person yang bercerita atu) maybe you got cancer?

Cancer?

Yes..

CANCER HATI!

Just about what my day was yesterday..

Got home yesterday. A long day for me and guess what? Yes.. sampai home, went out and about driving and enjoying menyedut keadaan how peaceful this country have to offer. A long day for me yesterday and i miss Thursday. haha.. That will never come again.

Took AA from LAX to LA. Took Singapore Airline from LA to Singapore and stop over for 1 1/2 hour in Tokyo, Narita. Flight was smooth. From Tokyo to Singapore, bumpy ride on the 4th hours onwards. I guess the captain said it was snowing. I think. I mean i am trying to imagine that 35,000 ft, where does the snow come from?

I am numb. Reason not enough sleep. Keep on waking up as early as 2 am. Well i didn't sleep even late after 12 am. Then again at 4 am. Then again at 6 am. Bah tia.. malas tidor. Tapi ayong rasanya. I guess i will be feeling like this whole week. Lovely!

I wrote a note when i was at Narita Airport. I will share my thoughts with you when i get home. A lot of combaan eh. Very funny jua ada, bari kesedaran pun ada. All dalam hidup ani you will never miss learning. Atu pun if you are open to learn about life. Bukan saja from the outer layer of life, go deeper in and you will just have to let it lose or loose kali. I know it's not lost. hahah..

You will be suttle ... i think that would be the right word when you know what you know. Serious.

HOW COULD YOU NOT LOVE THIS?

My son gave me this picture for my 6 weeks trip.
Mummy love you sayang.

I am dozzing off noww...

Again lunch at RED LOBSTER..

Ahem.. i don't know what happen to my picture.
Delete delete delete makin betambah..
oh Well.. I am sleepy. I am not going to delete.

And guess what, everytime when the food datang, i lupa to take the picture.
But i can assure you, it looks the same as it is in the menu.
That guy the waiter Chad, he looks like Scotty American Idol.
I wanted to ask him to take his picture tapi ....
Hahah.. gila jua karang nya bini bini ani..
Inda tah jadi.
So makan tah ganya kami.

ANOTHER VISIT TO HRC DALLAS WITH AMANDA

Lindsay or Wanda for that night.. haha..

from McKinney to Downtown Dallas
it took me almost 40 to 45 min.
Treat for Amanda for her birthday.

It end at about almost 11pm. Got back to the parking lot
and we got only 00.14 sec until the time run out!
PErFECT!

COME WITH ME ..

HUNGRY .. just so hungry

THIS I LUPA APA NAMANYA.
LADA BASAR HIJAU, SUMBAT WITH PRAWN.

SALAD WITH BLUE CHEESE

my FRIED CHICKEN STEAK CHICKEN

'RED' my brother's STEAK!

Dinner cost tonight US$59.08 + tips US$8.00
All = US$67.08
@SALT GRASS STEAK HOUSE, TEXAS

Cerita hari ini 15.06.2011 12.47am

Last minit shopping. Send the car. Had dinner. Now packing and ready to go. Tapi ganya inda mau tidor. I think my other half sampai Paris already. Oh well.. tmro will be my turn in the air for the long hours and will start working on Saturday. Haha..

Sakit parut sikit. But just waiting for my droopy eyes to shut down. Hopefully i woun't be sitting and typing while i fall asleep. I give another 10 to 20 mins before i go sleep. And too, mana tau my other half call? Mana tau?

Oh i just had mango and strawberry. The last one dalam fridge. Sayang jua kalau inda di makan. Fruits jua lagi. I think i am excited to go home. Sleep atas katil sendiri. Watch TV in your own living room. And cooking in your own kitchen.


Hope i will see you soon.

Jangan FRUST EH!

When you don't know things, its okay. Especially zama IT ani. Its okay. Jangan frust tapi sentiasa belajar. Lagi banyak you bertanya, lagi bagus. Tapi kalau inda biasa, apa jua kan di tanyakan. Yang tau, wah will take advantage of you. So say 'its okay'.

Belajar from your mistakes, you learn a lot more than just belajar to know how to. Because from your mistakes atu you will learn and it make you a better person. You become tougher. And kalau dalam hidup, sama jua but jangan di buat berkali-kali.

So jangan frust. Kalau baru, its okay. Do something creative, put aside what you think, and when something goes wrong, learn quickly how to fix it. Jangan frust eh!

YOU LIKE THIS?

Mango i pick up from TARGET.. YOu like?

CHICAGO HOTDOG @SONIC

Yes Mem!
That's what it is!

@PRAIRIE HOUSE

PICTURE UP AND DOWN @ENTRANCE

THE MENU

DECORATIONS ARE OLD THINGS ..
NICE ..

THIS WAS ALONG THE HALL

JUST SOMETHING DIFFERENT..

THIS IS MY LUNCH..

had this for lunch.
love the presentation.

TAKEN - FX

I don't know how old is this movie but i tell you its a good one. Must watch. If you haven't watched it, go grab it and watch it. It gives you tips when you travel alone.

TAKEN

WORLDWIDE ! jua nya.

Hari atu ke kadai tah nie. Sekali ada jua yang minta minta duit barang kadai. Alasan nya apa nah? Hahah.. sama. Sama macam orang minta minta duit di arah parking lot. Alasan nya kan pakai naik bas. Nya.. Do you have US$8? I need it to go downtown.. bla bla bla bla... same like you pernah dangar saja cerita nya ani.

If banar, its okay. But sebaliknya bari garam hati. Tapi siapa jua kan tau. I woun't know, but its okay for me to give. Inda jua kitani sampai hati inda membari. Kalau kitani in her situation, mesti jua mengharapkan untuk kegunaan yang banar. Tapi kalau sebaliknya, atu ia punya pasal lah

So WORLDWIDE jua kali ah. Cerita minta duit kan pakai bas. Itu ini .. tapi usul nya inda jua terok banar. Suka meminta minta saja kali. Its okay pulang ia meminta dari ia mencuri. Tantu, kalau diri bukan yang suka bersedekah, bah jangan tah. Tapi kalau yang murah memberi sedekah atu, mengunjuki jua. So dapat di liat.

Tapi dalam hal ani, inda jua dapat di katakan yang kedekut dan pemurah hati. Yang inda sure, iatah pasal nya tu. Kalau untuk di gunakan untuk yang baik, mudahan tah jua, okay. Tapi sebaliknya, jangan tah kitani kan mirikan.

Ganya cali nya, sana sini sama jua gaya cara orang meminta minta. Selalu ... Worldwide nyangko. Apa kata you?

PENCURI TAH BANAR

So many ways orang mencuri ani. Macam-macam. Pelbagai. Kalau you tau, you tell me what you know. Now baru baru ani i went to TARGET and buy a pads bah. So suppossed 16 insidenya. But when i went home, eh.. baru i tau bebuka sudah. Tadi di kadai, mmm.. inda jua. So i ask my mom if she open it? Inda jua nya.

So apa nah kali jadi sini ani. Orang atu datang haid, inda ia memakai. Takutnya tambus and tekeduhung ia di tempat atu ada bejual arah rack atu, di bawa nya jalan jalan, bawa nya ke fitting room mencoba baju and tarus tia mencuri (bukan ia minta apa) di koyak nya sikit, di ambil nya di pakai nya. For all you know orang yang biasa biasa saja yang beduit jua nie. Ganya inda ia mau membali semua sebab di rumah nya pun ada, so di curi nya saja sekaping.

Berakal berakal banar. Baru ia. Macam ku tau sudah, mesti ada 15 saja tinggal nie dari 16 yang tertulis arah kulit nya

Banar!!!

Kalau aku inda jua ku tepikir tu. Kalau ku rasa sudah macam ada, laju-laju tah membali, pakai toilet nya and tampal tia. Hahah.. ani mencuri. Nyaman kan memakai barang yang di curi atu??? Hahah.. inda jua ia tau tu. Entah tau entah inda, buat buat inda tau. Tapi ia sendiri tau.

Ia tah.. hebat pemikiran orang sini ani. Barangkali telalu ramai orang sini ani, bemacam karenah. Baru jua ku tepikir tu. Boleh tahan.

INSIDE MY SNICKERS' BAR

Aku ani munching SNICKERS and bila munching atu, teliat ku dalam kulitnya. It says PEANUTOPOLIS noun - A state of mind making you feel very strong and powerful, almost mayor-like.

THAT'S WHAT I NEED TO HEAR, JUST THAT.

'life is like a roller-coaster, you experience a period of happiness, security, or the like, followed by a contrasting period of depression, despair, or the like, just remember, you are not the only one.. so chin up and put that happy smile back on your face.. breathe and keep pushing on.. :)' - to my kuz xoxo,tq.

Nyaman di baca and bila di baca, nyaman telinga mendengar. When you're down and restless, don't know what to do or react to what just happen, quickly go to this page and keep reading it. It helps.

WHILE DINNER POWER WENT OUT!

THE MENU

I had that Fried Shrimp Platter

my SHRIMP PLATTER

It rain heavily outside on a sunny day,
heavy rain, thurnderstorm, hail and windy berabis outside,
the power went off couple of times and at the end it went off,
someone was in the toilet 'SCREAMING' wondering what's happening?,
I can't eat my food, just ate the corn and few fries and one or two shrimp,
and ask for boxes to go, paid the bills and left US$8.00 tips!

We waited for a while for the rain to slow down a bit,
and we left. Only in FRISCO rain and thunderstorm,
and hails too, that's what it said in the Weather Channel.
McKINNEY dry.

SOMETHING SO WRONG..

Something just so wrong with this dress. Would you wear it? This is on TV now.
When i saw this, i said this picture need to be send to to the FASHION POLICE
Yes.. Who is she? Mother Paris Hilton pakai this while the interview with Paris Hilton too.
I saw this, macam bentuk 'nenen'?

What do you think?

NOT TO WEAR!
THIS HAS GOT TO GO!

Oh!! SMELL GOOD AND DELICIOUS..