Happy?

I don't know if i am happy today or sad..
haha..
But i feel plenty of Happy ..
extra lah.
So kalau extra mean i am happy lah today.
The same as meliat a glass of water.
Half glass of water tell you apa?
Yeah ... that's what i meant.
Sometime you tend to layan yang sad atu kan..
but if you give percentage..
cuba tah liat..
kalau extra 5% or more mean you are happy.
tapi kalau kurang 5% or less.. still mean you are happy.
Get it.. haha.
Ya tah.. so happy happy lah selalu walau pun rasa nya badai melanda you..
ooooooo..... sakit. But buat apa kan di layan.
Cemburu.. yeah memang ada.
tapi.. apa guna..
ada guna nya..
kekuatan diri untuk melawan kecemburuan atu..
yang paling best untuk di coba.
hehe..
i know.. sakit kan..
tapi well...
siok kan ..
ia tah.
alaihai. Macam tah tani baru hidup.
Belajar tah untuk lawan.lawan.lawan.
Insyallah cemburu akan tetap ada, tapi kureng.
Okay tu?

Doi ma.. padahal kan cakap pasai happy or inda ja..
tetap happy.

Cemburu kah you?

MiMpI

Salam..

Ku kusut. ku marah. ku lalai. menyakitkan..
Tidak terdaya dengan peperangan hati ..
eh... sakit sekali semalam minta untuk reda hati..
Dari Mimpi?
Menangis ku bertasbih dan berzikir semalaman..
mengharap kan jawapan..
(dalam hati perlihatkan jawapan jam 12 malam)
namun tiada jawapan..
6petang..
hari ini dari Mimpi..
semalaman ku menangis. semalaman ku bertasbih.
hari ini ku senyum.. terima kasih.
Alhamdulillah..
Thank You Ya Allah..

Pasal Mengail..

Kemarin punya cerita. Ke Pantai Serasa raun. Ada yang berkeluarga baru datang cari tempat. Ada yang sudah dapat tempat. Ada yang duduk di pinggiran makan berdua-duaan. Ada yang baru melapik-lapik batu kan duduk. Anak perempuan membuka selipar duduk atas selipar, anak laki laki menarik-narik baju mama .. Baru jua ku landing, kan turun, ada tia ku meliat lizard yang licak and panjang arah batu, tarang jua mata ku. Warna lizard atu macam batu, pindah tempat tarus eh. Yang lain nya ada juga yang memancing ramai-ramai, envy ku meliat. Tapi nada dalam family yang punya interest mengail.. haha except late father side only.. Ada yang mengail 'siok sendiri' (dengan maksud baik), berkerusi lipat atas batu, betikar kecil di bawah kerusi lipat, mengadap ke pantai. Tangsi kail di tunggu, betupi, bekaca mata, cukup segala, i wonder besunblock kah jua, inda sempat bertanya.

Ada yang mengadap pantai berkelah, tapi ada jua tangah tangah pantai entah kesukaan masing-masig. Tapi ada jua kereta yang mengadap pokok-pokok dan ranting-ranting kering. Di hujung Pantai Serasa ada kan jalan raya. Terbahagi dua. Kanan meliat laut ke kanan menuju ke Serasa. Kiri meliat ke laut kiri menuju ke Serasa jua. So in between atu, ada pokok-pokok pantai kan.. sebelum ke laut nya. So ada lah beberapa buah kereta yang mengadap pokok. Ku tanya kenapa suka meliat pokok? Rupa nya inda payah bepampan-pampan pakai Sun Screen. Oh... Okay. Siok saja dan tenang saja couple yang ada dalam kereta. Cuba tah liat mengadap pantai, ada indah nya. Oh well.. lain orang lain sikap. haha.. Atu story nya di pantai Serasa.

Yang membuat kan ketawa.. yang mengail beramai-ramai, yang dapat ikan manang, happy. Yang inda dapat , dangki. haha. Dangki? Banar kah tu?

Penting Dalam Hidup..

Mengamalkan Doa IFTITAH (doa setelah takbiratul ihram) dan Doa IFTIRASY (doa duduk antara dua sujud)


ROBBIGHFIR LII - Ya Allah ampunilah dosa kami
WARHAMNII - Ya Allah sayangilah kami
WAJBURNII - Ya Allah tutuplah kelemahan kami
WARFA'NII - Ya Allah angkatlah derajat kami
WARZUQNII - Ya Allah berikan kami rezezi
WAHDINII - Ya Allah tunjukilah kami
WA'AAFINII - Ya Allah sehatkanlah kami
WA'FU 'ANNII - Ya Allah maafkanlah kami..

BLUE DAY

Blue day for me today. Still i have the chance to say Thank You Allah for what i am facing now. Serious? Well serious enough for whatever it is pun. One after one and after one. But i am still okay. I stare at the blue sky and i just read from awan berkumpul the word Allah in jawi. That's how amazing my life is right now.

Blue day it is. Entah what's going on too i am not sure. What Who When where What?? I am now thinking what would a wise man do? That's what i plan to do. Its like this.. i used to blame others for the troubles i have and faced, but now.. well trouble woun't come if we don't make one. Whose to blame? Yes ... you're right. Blame others and where is you? Are you to blame? How many of you admit to your wrongdoings? Well.. get what i mean?

Now i would not blame others. I blame myself. I blame myself so i can do something to make it right. Wount making something right would make everything right and okay? It also depends you know.. Who you want to communicate jua.. haha.. kalau nya low IQ susah jua toh.. nya nya au nya nya. Let it be. Mengalah doesnt mean you kalah. Remember that word? Well...

So kalau unjust criticism.. well self examine yourself. Like me.. Are you wise? Ask yourself lah.. i am not asking you.. i ask myself. If you want, you ask yourself. Are you wise? Or is it going to be greater troubles than it is and worst? Well.. again are you wise?

I am thinking about something, but you know.. when i feel it just going to get more troubles than good, i back offf.. not that i am scared of you, its just somehting not worth to repeat. And not a minute worth to be thinking about it. Well....

Got to go! got laporan to do and submit by this afternoon. I am in my BlueDay now.. But its worth to have this feeling.. A new lesson i learn today and that's refreshing. Take care. I be back. I am happy too that everyone finally got what they want. :)

BZ! BZ! BZ!

Can't imagine sampai now very busy. Last week till now. Training last day tomorrow and last day to submit the cd on Friday. Very interesting about this training. No, can't say so much. Its for the DJs only.. haha. Penyiar. The next thing to do now is to upgrade the DJ'ing.. To become the one step above the DJ common. Interesting kan.. Got PFOfessional real PRO. Dj'ing pun ada.. i thought just Doctors, Lawyers, Professors etc.. or Sukan PROfessional. Dj'ing also got!!! Under the category of BAKAT. Have you heard of that? Yeah.. that's what we learn. BAKAT not easy to have.. You can have higher education on whatever if you want to be PROFESSIONAL, but in DJ'ing or PELAWAK or Singers or Actors or Actress in Dunia Hiburan, being a PRO is from tahap pencapaian nya.. Intersting. I woun't call myself a PRO yet! haha.. are you?

Too many to story. Ada kah masa training we all know things we don't about how the DJs felt. That's amazing. I thought i only got THE PROBLEM which is small lah pakai kanta pembesar big lah.. But the rest also got. Haha.. ketawa sesama sendiri kami ah. At least my problem not as bad as theirs. But its a lesson. What i tell you pun, bukan for keburukan, its pengalaman and lesson from their pengalaman. I like that. Wonder kalau you pun have the same problem at your work?

I think.. i rasa i nak buat sesuatu yang baik untuk tahun ini. Mahupun dalam hidup i. Dalam pekerjaan i, i nak buat sesuat yang lain sikit. kalau nak tahu, nanti you kena tune bersama and you lah tell i apa yang lain nya.. Okay not?

Kalau nak mengritik, okay i boleh terima. Tapi mesti ada cara terbaik dari apa yang you berikan komen atau kritik. Kalau nak mengeritik saja nak memuaskan hati perut you.. piiiiie lah. Menyampah ja. Kritik dulu diri awak then baru lah kritik i. Kalau you dah kritik diri you, i pun tau, go ahead kritik i... haha .. tak kisah.

Adoi sangal nya kaki sebelah yang nie ah. Kenapa kan tu ah? Like tulang nilu nilu dalam saja. Haha makin muda kali. That's why. Now, i am preparing my script for tmorrow. Bukan senang to get idea. Idea pun cannot yang used one.. Basi you!

I haven't wash my hair for 2 days now.. i haven't shave my legs for what?? eheeeee lama eh. And yes i did shave my armpit 2 days ago. Hahaha.. My eyebrows alum di alusi lagi.. i felt so purba. Haha.. you know what i mean kan? Next week plan to be city girl eh. Need to to for the purba part. How about you? Been grooming?

Oh ... oh you know what? I wanted to share about SHOPPING wen i was oversea. This woman was actually shopping for shoes for Chinese New Year. She got 3 pairs of cute ones.. and i tell you Red is one of the pair.; I was looking for shoes jua. Lots of shoes that kedai with all the brands. I love NINE WEST too.. So at 2.15pm.. i jalan jalan meriki kasut kasut yang ada and i am very good at this. I found satu pair of shoes yang ada color brown, dark blue and sort of messy blusih greay old color (very nice jua) and i ask to get my size. Different shoes got different styles and sizes too. I like this style so i ask for size 39. Usually if sandals i would go for 38 or 37 1/2. So i try lah..

I heard this lady asking the sales girls, which one.. which one.. which one.. I pun jeling sekilas and i said to myself.. okay after i tried my shoes i will tell her what i think of that one that she wore. She saw me trying my shoes and she ask that girl to take the same but the dark blue.. keep asking which one? Mind you, she got a few well about 5 pairs on the floor to choose. She got 2 pairs already, but she need one more. She and the girls waited .. no confirmation. Kusut musut the sales girls .. haha

She ask ' which one better? Which one nicer? Which one is CHEAPER??' . Me apa lagi.. like ah?? Cheaper? baru ia.. The brand is not cheap. The cost of the shoes are S$189.00. So ... all she need was someone to say 'it looks good on your feet'. But it got to be sincerely from you. She will know.. Opinion is important to others..

Memilih kasut pun need someone opinion to confirm the beauty or how elegant it look on her, or perhaps her kaki lah.. Opinion. I don't get any commission from saying 'yes mem, that shoes sure looks good on your feet. It makes you look tall, elegant and smooth. You got that feeling that shoes is for you.. your feet. What do you think?'.. that's all. A real sincere opinion, just a little one meant a lot to others big time!! That's a good feeling for me. Its a confirmation that she wants.. And she bought it!! haha.. You got to have that passion being a sales girl. No matter what..

What job you have.. sales girl, sales men, receptionist, postman, cashiers, etc.. you got to have a passion to do that, that feel that you're enjoying what you're doing.. and i tell you ... MAGIC is on your way.. It will change you life without you know it.. Its amazing. PS. I used to be a sales girl. too and i learn something from that. I used to work with UNITS in USA, part-time while schooling. And that store is actually for people who have badan yang inda porpotion or perfect pun okay. I got to learned the code of each baju, and which one yang dapat di jual if customer wants to have yang sesuai with her. So ladies would come in and just ask what she wants, tapi kadang not sesuai for her badan, makes her look short, big on the side.. etc, I have to tell her what would make her look good in. So she would listen to me.. or same goes to other collegue of mine.. You get it.. Its about you being passionate with your work..

People like to hear good things about them.. why not? So you just got to polish yoursef and listen and hear all the good things saja about people. And you will have that positive thinking all the way, no matter what, you will automatically open your mouth and say all the good things. What do you think?

Well i got to go now.. need to sleep. Tomorrow got to start early. I hope i got a chance to drop a word one or two.. Nyte .. Nyte. Sweet Dream.