Baru ia busy weekend. What a weekend!! Full blast. Baru tah got the chance to sit for more than two hours. Work Work and Work.. Well its okay working but not forever working lah kali.. haha. So baru tah jua got the chance to blog. Over the week been really busy. Well itu ini leaves me with lots of memories.. Wonderful and that busy week pun gave me the chance to be with my families.. Incredible eh. I am enjoying it sooo much.
I wonder kalau you busy jua.. Mesti busy nya. Jangan inda ada masa saja sama family. Time bukan jua dapat di beli. I did my reading jua. And its very interesting to learn about life. Well... all i talk about life..memangnya pun we all are living and all about life.. Siapa jua kan talk about something else apart from life.. dari hobby and everything pun ada relatednya with life.. Don't you think?
Up to you.. for me yes ler.. You like or not like atu that's you. I don't blame you. Haha.. okay bah. No worry deh. Its okay to feel like that. Au seriuosly its okay.
Oh friday kemarin my birthday. The birthday eve celebrated with families.. Arrange small gathering siok eh. I like it. I like that feeling. I really like it. Amazing feeling. That's what i want eh kalau dapat tah selalu. Never want to miss that feeling.
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Friday, January 29, 2010
Thank You ALLAH
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!
the greatest present for me is my life. I am still living and breathing. I still got this chance to see another birthday.. I hope to see another birthday next year too.. I am glad that i am still as i am now and i am dalam keaadan sempurna. Though i have been through a lot in many many ways, i did enjoyed my life in many many ways too and am glad i am still here to share with you whatever there is in life in my lifetime.. Haha.. tekidum me. I am happy.
I am glad to be with my families last night on my birthday eve. It was simple yet amazing experience to have all of them. I am happy very happy. I wish to see more years to come with the greatest life to achieve. Thank You Ya Allah for giving me this opportunity again to be with them. Al-Fatihah (let us give a moment to ourselves to baca Surah Al-Fatihah and Doa) hadiah for yang telah pergi sebelum kitani and and untuk kitani. And Al-Fatihah espeically for my late Babah - Hj.Zainal Abidin bin Ladi. Amin..Amin..Amin..
Thursday, January 21, 2010
PSSST.... Sajok!!
Haha.. sajok berabiz conti ani. Bukan inda sajok. Kan menaip pun jari jemari karau mengarau.. Sajok. Tabal jua baju belapis lapis bukan inda sajok. Kalau ada saji cun tia sajok okay.. kalau sajok aircon, boh masuk angin kalau inda tabal baju. Kaki apa lagi.. purple in color tapi bila keluar gebu merah jambu. Apa ler.. Tapi ya lah kalau tutup aircon nya semua jua kepanasan tia jua.. haha.
Anyway beautiful morning. Malas (huhu sifat patut di elakkan...) kan bangun tadi atu.. siok menguliat.. tapi alarm berbunyi setiap masa.. ada yang radio alarm and ada yang alarm dari mobile.. so paning jua. Cuba tah bangun tah once nya berbunyi kan.. Oh well.. tebalik balik paning pulang di buat nya. Oh bercakap pasal paning paning kalau dewasa ani ada lah yang mengatakan berisi kali... haha. Tapi masa damit damit kalau paning paning.. inda cukup tidor. Apa ler.. lain kan.
Working today you? Well me too... later naik kapal terbang menyebrangi ke negara jiran. Eh negara jiran kan tu? well got to do something there jap. But i will update setiap masa. Let see how the people on the other side or our world.. hehe macam basar bunyi nya. Well at least we got somewhere 300 thousand to 4oo thousand orang kan masok campor campor.. Ada tempat di negara yang lebih besar kampong kampong nya less daripada kitani.. What you think? betui kan.. Ia tah mesti travelling toh.. :)
Haha.. Beaibum jap. Still sajok here. Watching ESPN live jua basketball. Wah hebat teknik and skills mesti ada ni..kalau inda kena mamam mentah mentah. Inda boleh jadi jua tu. Apa jua deh yang di lakukan setiap hari dan masa, mesti ada cara. Dari nya kan di worry jadi problem, mesti ada solusi jua kan untuk solve. Jangan tah di biarkan jadi membebankan diri sebab you mesti katakan INDA BODY AND MINDA KU MAMPU KAN MELAYAN PROBLEMA HARI ANI.. hah!! Berani? au .. just say it and Insyallah akan terhapus bersama udara yang lalu.. Kalau inda percaya.. Kalau ada yang kan di cakapkan, cakapkan. Fikir kan dulu jap than baru cakapkan. Kalu baik jadi nya, baik tah tu.. tapi kalau sebalik nya, bah dari mana jua datang nya.. buat pasal tanggong saja tia.. Wah alangkah indah nya kalau ada yang berani menFacekan masalah problema nya sebegitu simple.. Bukan senang mau guts jua tu.. Tapi kalau berani buat berani tanggong ...WhY WORRY??
Eh me keraja dulu.. haha. Enjoy ya. Karang me share tips how not to worry walau menimbun yang kan di worry kan.. tapi ingat!! WORRY MEMBUNUH ANDA.. aiseh wah.. Au seriuos.. WORRY MENGALAHKAN PENYAKIT KRONIK.. SO pikirkan berasama... WHY WORRY!! Ia tah.. later in a bit.. i share you how to not worry so much. I got it from a book i read jua. No worry.
Anyway beautiful morning. Malas (huhu sifat patut di elakkan...) kan bangun tadi atu.. siok menguliat.. tapi alarm berbunyi setiap masa.. ada yang radio alarm and ada yang alarm dari mobile.. so paning jua. Cuba tah bangun tah once nya berbunyi kan.. Oh well.. tebalik balik paning pulang di buat nya. Oh bercakap pasal paning paning kalau dewasa ani ada lah yang mengatakan berisi kali... haha. Tapi masa damit damit kalau paning paning.. inda cukup tidor. Apa ler.. lain kan.
Working today you? Well me too... later naik kapal terbang menyebrangi ke negara jiran. Eh negara jiran kan tu? well got to do something there jap. But i will update setiap masa. Let see how the people on the other side or our world.. hehe macam basar bunyi nya. Well at least we got somewhere 300 thousand to 4oo thousand orang kan masok campor campor.. Ada tempat di negara yang lebih besar kampong kampong nya less daripada kitani.. What you think? betui kan.. Ia tah mesti travelling toh.. :)
Haha.. Beaibum jap. Still sajok here. Watching ESPN live jua basketball. Wah hebat teknik and skills mesti ada ni..kalau inda kena mamam mentah mentah. Inda boleh jadi jua tu. Apa jua deh yang di lakukan setiap hari dan masa, mesti ada cara. Dari nya kan di worry jadi problem, mesti ada solusi jua kan untuk solve. Jangan tah di biarkan jadi membebankan diri sebab you mesti katakan INDA BODY AND MINDA KU MAMPU KAN MELAYAN PROBLEMA HARI ANI.. hah!! Berani? au .. just say it and Insyallah akan terhapus bersama udara yang lalu.. Kalau inda percaya.. Kalau ada yang kan di cakapkan, cakapkan. Fikir kan dulu jap than baru cakapkan. Kalu baik jadi nya, baik tah tu.. tapi kalau sebalik nya, bah dari mana jua datang nya.. buat pasal tanggong saja tia.. Wah alangkah indah nya kalau ada yang berani menFacekan masalah problema nya sebegitu simple.. Bukan senang mau guts jua tu.. Tapi kalau berani buat berani tanggong ...WhY WORRY??
Eh me keraja dulu.. haha. Enjoy ya. Karang me share tips how not to worry walau menimbun yang kan di worry kan.. tapi ingat!! WORRY MEMBUNUH ANDA.. aiseh wah.. Au seriuos.. WORRY MENGALAHKAN PENYAKIT KRONIK.. SO pikirkan berasama... WHY WORRY!! Ia tah.. later in a bit.. i share you how to not worry so much. I got it from a book i read jua. No worry.
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Just today..
Today is a very beautiful hot day for Brunei.. mendung a bit juga tapi very hot. Hari ani balik dari kerja, help my son with his homework. Just at home resting and getting ready for tomorrow. I will be working again tomorrow on HBD.
Today i came back.. heard too many stories about other people. Couldn't help it.. i don't like to dengar stories like this but hey .. i guess its okay after you dengar you just keep it to yourself. I remember the time when i really really wanted something.. but now.. that something atu when i think about it not really the thing i want which i wanted so much once upon a time ago. I guess juga when we are living with masa and apa yang di lalui bersama masa makes me feel what i felt now.. Weird.. Kalau dulu nak tu nak sesangatnya.. tapi sekarang entah apa pun i am not concern.. I biar kan saja.. like entah.. biar kan tia.. Haha.
I am on my bed now.. wondering .. How my life's going to be in the future. I can't tell though i think it probably going to go like this or that.. but hey i really can't tell. How about you? have you ever think of that.. I sat down tadi pagi when i woke up infront of the mirror ani bah.. and i saw pictures of families.. some yang telah pergi and some are still living. And when i saw those pictures, reminds me something. Those were their times.. and i wonder how's mine going to be? Have you ever wonder yours?
Sajok aircon too sajok.. to my bones terasa. Everything to the bones terasa now. Kalau dulu angin malam pun masih okay.. ani angin malam ke tulang bah. Very messy my room like my life jua.. very messy. I envy you yang keeping your room clean. Hey talking about that.. i terbiasa living alone ya and something come up.. soon. Settling down but you know so used of alone etc.. makes me worried jua. Am i ready to face all this? lots of question in my mind.
Lately i enjoy working jua. Entah jua jawabannya.. i read this book. A good book too about worry. Why worry? Worry kills you sliently.. and true lah. Why worry.. Sometimes once in a while we worry and worry for reasons.. but worth it kan to worry sampai merosakkan your health.. Oh well... Not to worry ya.. Seriously jangan worry sampai like that.. not good. We live for a reason and one reason is for happiness... So why worry. Worry just kills you silently and horribly too..
Biasa lah jua kalau bekerja, selalu kena tagurkan oleh boss... But hey sometimes bila kena tagurkan atu ertinya baik tu. At least boss care for you. I always look at it that way.. but sometimes irritating jua. Kenapa nah.. haha taim siok siok then ada tia boss menyampok menagurkan.. but sambil menagurkan ada tu jua nya mudahan inda spoil the mood ya... and when you think about it for your own good. Haha.. they're cool people just wants the best for you and your stations.. Is it the same to you? Well... that's pasal keraja.
Latest new about reality and yang lain nya memang hebat. When you pikirkan pun, rupanya ada jua yang worst terjadi pada orang. Pikir tani sorang saja.. So buat apa worry kan.. rileks saja. Hari ani banyak memeberikan myself pengajaraan. Lots yet simple. If you want your life to be simple, well make it. Don't just say em.. action mesti jua sih..
Oh paling best, over the weekend the adults learn something from a 5 to 8 year old boys and girls. Apa nah.. haha ketawa me jua sama c Alex pasal coloring contest. Funny jua eh. I didn't realize it jua. And he told me about the colorings. So apa nah.. ada satu cartoon character, which i am not very familiar of.. baik lagi c Alex he knows tapi inda tau exactly warna baju nya. So all the children ani coloring semua sama warna on the baju of the cartoon.. and Alex came up to me and ask me if i know that cartoon character.. i said inda.. and ketawa ia. Aku notis baju nya nya.. and i said why?? All the boys and girls color the baju merah and i wonder why ya.. Sekali rupanya the original cartoon pun pakai baju merah. No wonder the children inda pakai color lain... To me that would not make any difference sama ada red or other color. I guess i would see it who would color the best ... kan.. kan.. kan.. But the children inda eh... So the adults learn something that Sunday jua..Very interesting. I did learn somehting new.. and that was priceless..
I am going to sleep now.. sleepy. Got to wake up at 4.30am tomorrow. Nyte.
Today i came back.. heard too many stories about other people. Couldn't help it.. i don't like to dengar stories like this but hey .. i guess its okay after you dengar you just keep it to yourself. I remember the time when i really really wanted something.. but now.. that something atu when i think about it not really the thing i want which i wanted so much once upon a time ago. I guess juga when we are living with masa and apa yang di lalui bersama masa makes me feel what i felt now.. Weird.. Kalau dulu nak tu nak sesangatnya.. tapi sekarang entah apa pun i am not concern.. I biar kan saja.. like entah.. biar kan tia.. Haha.
I am on my bed now.. wondering .. How my life's going to be in the future. I can't tell though i think it probably going to go like this or that.. but hey i really can't tell. How about you? have you ever think of that.. I sat down tadi pagi when i woke up infront of the mirror ani bah.. and i saw pictures of families.. some yang telah pergi and some are still living. And when i saw those pictures, reminds me something. Those were their times.. and i wonder how's mine going to be? Have you ever wonder yours?
Sajok aircon too sajok.. to my bones terasa. Everything to the bones terasa now. Kalau dulu angin malam pun masih okay.. ani angin malam ke tulang bah. Very messy my room like my life jua.. very messy. I envy you yang keeping your room clean. Hey talking about that.. i terbiasa living alone ya and something come up.. soon. Settling down but you know so used of alone etc.. makes me worried jua. Am i ready to face all this? lots of question in my mind.
Lately i enjoy working jua. Entah jua jawabannya.. i read this book. A good book too about worry. Why worry? Worry kills you sliently.. and true lah. Why worry.. Sometimes once in a while we worry and worry for reasons.. but worth it kan to worry sampai merosakkan your health.. Oh well... Not to worry ya.. Seriously jangan worry sampai like that.. not good. We live for a reason and one reason is for happiness... So why worry. Worry just kills you silently and horribly too..
Biasa lah jua kalau bekerja, selalu kena tagurkan oleh boss... But hey sometimes bila kena tagurkan atu ertinya baik tu. At least boss care for you. I always look at it that way.. but sometimes irritating jua. Kenapa nah.. haha taim siok siok then ada tia boss menyampok menagurkan.. but sambil menagurkan ada tu jua nya mudahan inda spoil the mood ya... and when you think about it for your own good. Haha.. they're cool people just wants the best for you and your stations.. Is it the same to you? Well... that's pasal keraja.
Latest new about reality and yang lain nya memang hebat. When you pikirkan pun, rupanya ada jua yang worst terjadi pada orang. Pikir tani sorang saja.. So buat apa worry kan.. rileks saja. Hari ani banyak memeberikan myself pengajaraan. Lots yet simple. If you want your life to be simple, well make it. Don't just say em.. action mesti jua sih..
Oh paling best, over the weekend the adults learn something from a 5 to 8 year old boys and girls. Apa nah.. haha ketawa me jua sama c Alex pasal coloring contest. Funny jua eh. I didn't realize it jua. And he told me about the colorings. So apa nah.. ada satu cartoon character, which i am not very familiar of.. baik lagi c Alex he knows tapi inda tau exactly warna baju nya. So all the children ani coloring semua sama warna on the baju of the cartoon.. and Alex came up to me and ask me if i know that cartoon character.. i said inda.. and ketawa ia. Aku notis baju nya nya.. and i said why?? All the boys and girls color the baju merah and i wonder why ya.. Sekali rupanya the original cartoon pun pakai baju merah. No wonder the children inda pakai color lain... To me that would not make any difference sama ada red or other color. I guess i would see it who would color the best ... kan.. kan.. kan.. But the children inda eh... So the adults learn something that Sunday jua..Very interesting. I did learn somehting new.. and that was priceless..
I am going to sleep now.. sleepy. Got to wake up at 4.30am tomorrow. Nyte.
Pergi tak kan kembali...
Terima text semalam at 1am.. emak di kedah telah kembali kerahmatullah.. Al-Fatihah buat Emakku Zubaidah. Berita menyedihkan sekali. Walauapapun selamat di kebumikan tadi juga.. Mudahan roh nya di tempatkan bersama orang-orang yang beriman.. I told my son, his grandmother di Kedah telah meninggal. Dia tekejut, dan menitik air mata. I told him sedekahkan Al-Fatihah Tok lebih suka daripada Luqman menangis.. Selepas Sholat Maghrib, Luqman tahlil dan baca Yassin untuk tok.. I am proud of him.. tapi i kesian juga. Dia mengenangkan last jumpa dengan Tok Ku Zubaidah hari atu.. I don't know how to tell him. Baik juga berkesempatan balik Kedah bulan Disember spend sometime bersama Tok... Kecian eh.. Jauh hati i. Lama i tak jupa Emak Ku Zubaidah pun. Dari tahun 1999.. That was the last. Walauapapun memori manis tetap di kenang untuk selamanya...
Al-Fatihah buat Hajjah Ku Zubaidah binti Ku Ahmad.
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