AKU SAKIT.. KAU SAKIT

INDA KEMANA..

NIAT BIAR BETUL..

AKU SAKIT ...

KAU LAGI SAKIT ....

INDA NAMPAK ....

ITULAH YANG DI NAMAKAN ....

SAKIT JIWA ....

TIADA KETENANGAN ....

SAKIT JIWA ....

HATI YANG SENTIASA TERKUTUK ....

HATI YANG SENTIASA BUSUK ...

ATU TAH SAKIT JIWA ...

SAKIT YANG AKAN MEMBAWA MATI TIADA REDA ...

AKU MATI .... YA MEMANG

TAPI AKU MATI DALAM TENANG WALAUPUN DI SAKITI ..

KERANA AKU TAHU AKU ADA LAH UNTUK ALLAH ..

DAN AKU AKAN KEMBALI KEPADA NYA JUA ...


AKU ADA LAH UNTUK ALLAH.

INGAT KAN SAJA TU ..

KAU UNTUK SIAPA?

MISSING YOU HAS ALWAYS BEEN MY PLEASURE

I miss you baby. I wish you were around. I miss all about you. I know that i will not have those moments again. A friend once told me - not ever the same time and moment comes your way only once. Live it. Hate it. And Enjoy it. Take pictures if you can.. but when that moments came, just never have time to take pictures. Passes by without realizing a heart beat even.. 

I miss you then.. i miss you now ... I wish you'd known. 

Always been my pleasure .. yes thank you for being a part of my life too. 

Just so you know.. will always love you.

NOTHING CHANGE

What would you do if nothing changes? 

Let it be?
Be it?

or

Do something?


What would you do if nothing changes?

 You change you?
Or You be you?

Haha!!!

You confused?

What change? 

and

What don't? 

C O L O R

LIFE IS FULL OF GREATNESS

WHO SAYS ITS SHITTY

ONLY THE SHITTY 

SAYS LIFE IS SHITTY

I SAY LIFE IS FULL OF COLOR

COLORFUL CREATES PATH

WAY ALONG LIFE

UNTHINKABLE UNIMAGINABLE 

EACH DAY

CRY ME A RIVER

FAMILIAR?

TRUE

ALL GREATNESS

COMES ALONG

FLOW FLOURISH

LIKE YOU


the END

T H I N K I N G

i think i think too much. 

too much that i couldn't think anymore.

tired of thinking.

is that okay? 

or not okay?

i wish i don't have to think. 

but it's my nature to think. 

born to think. 

if i stop thinking, life stop. 

so how? what? 

i wish for all perfect. 

i know i myself is not perfect. 

i am not a perfectionist. 

but i live to be perfect.

start evaluating. 

it's okay. 

that's you.

What?

You know.
Don'T even want to know.
Why bother?
Everybody does it.
Everybody did it.
Ok..

so ...

APA NAK DI KATA!

Bila sudah Laki orang suka Bini orang.
Bila sudah Bini orang Suka Laki orang. 

Laki bisai inda di layan. 
Karang janji manis Laki orang kena tinggalkan, tepalak mata. 

Bini bisai inda di layan. 
Karang bejanji sama bini, inda di endahkan. 
Janji sama Bini orang .. wah .. labih. 

Haha.. 

Bila sudah nyaman .. melayan nafsu bila inda halal. 
Bila sudah halal .. ilang tia nyaman. Melayan nafsu.

Apa jua yang kitani buat, dului ... jangan ingat kita sorang saja buat. Kita kan manusia. Punya nafsu, punya akal fikiran. 

Bila di tinggal dan tidak di layan, pun boleh cari luar bah seperti yang kita lakukan pada seseorang. 

Jawapan nya .. DOSA tanggong sendiri. 

Au .. banar orang inda liat. Ada yang liat bah. 
  
        

I know how that feel

I know how you feel when you said you miss your daddy.
I know too how you feel when you said you miss your mummy. 
Missing them satu perkara yang really hurting. You know they love you. I miss you babah forever.
 i am in tears now.

BREAKFAST

Having breakfast. Tiramisu cake and black coffee. A glass of warm water.

FEELING LOST!

Today i am just feeling a bit sad. Well this morning was sad. Too many to think. I don't know what i am thinking. I get angry easily. I am not happy with something. Are you?

Well, i am now okay. I just let it passed. Time heals they said. Yes, time heals. Been there, went through that too. I just don't understand something. Or understanding something meant not to be.

I don't know. I wish i could talk to someone. But then again, i rather go silent. I am lost.