Tenang Malam

Malam ani tenang saja. Menangis kajap. Perasaan jua tu. Jangan main perasaan. Ia lah.. jangan cakap you inda pandai menangis. Kalau you bersendirian saja, menangis tu. Entah.. ada pasal nya. Menangis banyak perkara. YOu punya inda me tahu tu. But i punya i tau lah tu.

Hidup semantara saja kan. So .. buat you menangis kala mengenang. Buat you gembira kala mengenang jua. Bukan kah catu.. Semua bukan senang kan di kawal. Tapi boleh kawal. You pandai kawal? Apa-apa saja..

Tadi awal i park my car at the parking lot tempat kerja. Hot day jua today. A bit mendung petang tadi, but still hot. Windy since yesterday. But i must say beautiful whatever weather it is pun here in Brunei.

I was talking tadi with one person about weather. And information about weather. Maklum lah.. kadang kalau membaca weather yang sama like writing yang sama pun boring jua. Like cuaca mostly cloudy.. etc. Why not ada cuaca di Bandar Seri Begawan like this, and di Daerah Belait etc.. etc.. different kan. Because sometime ada di Bandar panas and Belait hujan lebat. Oh well... that would be interesting jua. That was one subject tu.

Another, memeduli hal orang ada jua.. Eee takut kan. Takut masa nie cakap like that about others, and nanti masa tani pulang orang cakap like that about us. I don't like that ya. Anyway that is social activity jua. Kalau nada, no spice jua. Haha.. Tapi jangan over.

I sit here writing this, i wonder. I always wonder. I don't know what's the problem. It kept me out of mind not thinking about what i like to think. Kan bercerita-cerita, notis how many would listen to you? Haha. Bawa saja ketawa. Baik blog. Lagi bagus. You don't know who read and who not. Kan begitu.

Bawa rasa saja. Sunyi malam ani. Minda and perasaan berkecamuk. Taim keraja ya work. But during the hour like this, biasalah for me sendiri.

Now its 23hours. Tired.

What's intersting today, i was sitting next to this table during lunch, and these bags, handbags were twins. Yes.. one in white and one in brown. Amazing. Both of them are friends and i think that was really cute.