SESI BEGAMBAR

yup.. photographer

wah..

smile menahan rasa.. em control so nada braces nampak..
hahaha... Dj Yanti and Me..

kesempatan.. pretty eh

i must say we had fun!!

MASA BINGUNG

Apa cerita nya nah... bingung pada awal nya. Lepas make-up and rambut do.. i misplaced my sun glass... Wah kaget ku eh.. haha.. bukan apa siap all, bila kan shoot, then cari cari my sun glass. inda jua dapat nya. keluar ke parking kereta and inda jua ada.. so masa bingung plus kan senyum cani tah jadinya. Wah... truly kehilangan but again mesti senyum jua kan sesi photo.. dalam kepala bingung sekali inda ingat dimana simpan sun glass... So tune sendiri lah dulu sebelum gambar gambar.. ha.ha...

YUP.. FOR THE ANUGERAH RTB 2008

FUN..FUN..FUN..

KENANGAN DI JAKARTA

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THE STARS

When i was in my car, listening to cd, a good one too about 'follow up', my heart just pump hard and i felt my blood rush to my brain like.... As i walked along the sideway, i dongak kan my kepala and i saw the starts. When i looked at the stars, i saw Santa Monica... The stars yang i nampak from the Malibu Beach.. Wah that was fresh.

You know why and how? Well when i was in Malibu Beach, i was looking up at the sky, and i said to myself i must find that stars that remind me of where i was standing that moment.. Yes i found one and do you know which one? Haha.. no i am not going to tell... that only me saja yang tau. And you know what, that time, angin malam nya was wonderful, so perfect and that moment jua i saw a deer melintas ani bah... wah i said to myself, kalau di country i, lembu or kerabau or kambing or ayam yang melintas. Alum lagi mutton cross the road... ha.ha.ha...

Good morning eh.. how are you? I don't know about you. What reminds you of what... What great moment you wanted to keep as memory and how to remind you with what... oh well.... think of it and try to catch one moment... try it and see what happen. The stars makes me smile today, THE STARS AND SANTA MONICA AND MALIBU BEACH... i will visit again.. soon...

ringggggggg.....

ringg...ringgggggg..... immediately i answer. My baby call me and first question when i said - yes sayang, and ...... "mami rindu luqman kah?" - Woh!! Of course mami miss you sayang... then silent a while. Then okay.. luqman balik esuk mami... i said yes tomorrow.

Nowdays, jangan main main. The children express feelings direct. Kalau kita dulu, takut kan express feeling to parents. but now, haha.. really different. I miss my baby. I m doing all this for them. My baby and my family. But its good that i know how my baby feel. Only Allah knows how i feel.

SPRING CHICKEN OR OLD COW??

hAHA.. what an expression. Baru tu. Rosak eh mataku.. kalau meliat spring chicken or old cow.. you're mad. Cermin dulu eh... Dalam kehidupan banyak yang di pelajari. so always bercermin dulu sebelum keluar rumah.. and asked yourself - how far did you achieve in life? what good have you done in life? if not enough, then cermin lah dulu puas puas.. so you will get something, something that ..... when you go out there, you will be protected with who you really are and who you want to be... entah ah..

The Sweetest Love... wow such a beautiful song. Duno why eh i said to the guard tadi ah.. good morning... i said i saw the sun before i masok. Haha.ha.. so i see life is not that bad after all. JUst takes times. I am the happiest person right now... I love my cousin so much. She is someone i look up to, and i am very happy today... i did my part, did my task in life. What?? well for me to know only... love you kuz.

Sakit merindui seseorang. Wah me boleh rasa apa yang you rasa. Click when you said.. spring chicken or old cow... haha.. shoot.. i just got to laugh it out. OLD COW actually got the ***** than the spring chicken. ha.ha.ah.... giler eh!! Dat would be my old joke... eh sensitive eh old atu.. em... evergreen kali better. Hahahahhhh cali if you know the story.. Giler eh!!!

TEXT TO MY MAMA

Dalam keadaan like this, i bersyukor dengan apa yang i lalui dalam hidup. Merintih all the time is not going to do any good, but to think of what i can do to provide my family a better future a better life is my main concern now. I know it takes time but i am willing to go as far as it go.

Today i send text rah my mom. About how i felt about everything. Menitik air mata me. Me mohon doa and i told mom to forgive me and to doa for me for my success. I told her i will never quit and i will prove to her that one day we all be together. Again together for good.

I told her about my dream. And i told her that i am doing all this for her... and for my family. God.. i cried sekajap tadi waktu azan Zohor.. and i berdoa selepas atu.. YA ALLAH... MUDAHAN APA YANG KU LAKUKAN INI DI BERKATI AND DIRAHMATI OLEH NYA JUA.. AMIN...

I received text from her... Amin..Amin..Amin... INsyallah..Allah Maha Berkehendak dan Maha Berkuasa.. Mami doakan Anih success with your business... ... .... (mengalir air mata me tanpa me sedari, menyayat ke jiwa me, terasa me akan apa yang dirasakan my mami... i know my mama sayang me and worried me sakit kalau terlampau working hard to achieve what i want...) Ya Allah berkat doa dari mami mudahan di ringankan kesakitan dan keperitan di hati anih dalam melalui merantasi sandiwara dunia...

Ps. untuk mencapai menuju ke Impian, its not an easy tasks in life. Its hard but once you get there, wah!!! unimaginably LUAR BIASA... EXTRA ORDINARY..

I wount kira the process to be successful. Yang penting in years to come i am looking forward for a GREAT LIFE. Just remember the GOOD LIFE is the ENEMY of the GREAT LIFE...

BLACK AND WHITE

dats me...

Thank you to Bonda for sending me this picture yesterday when i was on-air. I was surprised and happy. Bonda is on the most right in this picture. Its a memory that for a second i thought i would never see again... I remember Mulah Babah ... Bonda thank you.. I miss Babah eh.. All teach me what life is all about. Bonda, i will always love you and all other my families i have, for looking after me when i was young, though i don't say it, but whoever wherever you are, i will alway love you and May Allah Bless you. Love i could never repay, only to tell you Bonda and the rest i will always love you and one day we all be together again...Insyallah....

MAGIC

rp30.000.

Ps. YOu know why?

Luqman loves magic.

Part of his hobby.

a GREAT MAGICIAN

HAHA... TERJUMPAA LAGIIIII YUSRI

YEAP.. at the airport 11.12.08

HERE .. DREAM BOOK

plan to have Luqman's living room.. his own

just love cooking...

oh yea.. i like that

this will be my kitchen

for Luqman's Shower Room

my indoor swimming pool..

Luqman's toilet

my steam/sauna room..

the mini cinema in my house...

one of my house

my swimming pool in my bedroom..

one of my beach house..

this will be MY BEDROOM

this is how i want to spend my time with my children

this will be my liesure time with my family

that picture i imagine

Luqman, Maleeq and Me...

my private corner..

THIS WILL BE MY HOUSE..

GREECE - place i want to go with my family

now, i liat saja in the picture

saw couple's picture

and i imagine ME.. and my family..

oh.. how sweet..

and Italy.. ha.ha..

one day

All this will come true ...

Amin..Amin..Amin...

MY FOOD DALAM FLIGHT ..

i think i need a PERSONAL CHEF..

lOVE my food served like this everyday..

aha.. in my DREAM LIST..

ME.. DREAM bUILDING..

iN THE pLANE i DrEAM bUILdING.. sUPERB!!

EcONMY CLASS upGRADE TO bUSINESS cLASS..

wAH.. tERUS dREAM bUILDING....

PS. wISH luQMAN WItH mE...OnE dAY BABY ..

TERRRRJUMPA...HE.HE.. SAIFUL APEEK!!

Good to meet you Saiful... at the airport 11.12.08

IN JAKARTA....

Hello.. been a while on and off writing now.. Been busy. But i got plans oN what i want to do for the next 18months.. so just get ready.. ha.ha... now travelling here and there. Yeah now Kuala Lumpur and Jakarta tumpuan. Next year be different. Insyallah.. target in life and believe in it insyallah.. will tercapai. Different life Style. I am looking forward for my next holiday trip in December 2009. And saving now.. It would be great. And Luqman is so looking forward to be with me for December holiday. Wish i could take Maleeq with me but we'll see.

I remember Luqman ever ask me about where MUMMY comes from.. Oh.. i said one day we'll go there. Mudahan di sehatkan badan and di panjangkan umor for us to visit Egypt. Dat would be nice too... not only meliat in documentary, or read sejarah book, but to be there and see thre real thing, how about that.. .. and hope tempat tempat like that still exists..ha.ha.. maklum lah, dunia modern and anything can happen. Just imagine no one would imagine TWIN TOWER in USA atu gone like that.. so expect the unexpected...

Wah teringat tah me jua tu.. cian eh. I was watching it from TV.. giler eh. My brother was in Dallas that time too. I was there not long jua. And the airport atu in Dallas Fortworth.. oooooo... scarry... Tuhan sudah ada rencana for everybody, so inda tani tau apa rencana nya... Always berdoa saja rahmat and keberkatan dari Tuhan tani... Masing masing got your own believe.. so yeah we all want to have the best for us tapi hanya tuhan menentukan..

I have to sacrifice not watching my favourite movie channel and the favourite tv series at the moment. Just didn't have that time... I have a GOAL and that's more serious in my life now than to watch TV... ha.ha.. Inda lah. I only watch the movie i like.. ha.ha.ha... took Luqman to the Mall and watched BOLT.. FUNNY!!!

1236

Accident lagi last night along LebuhRaya Rimba. Heavy rain and all i can see was 1236 and color not sure. Was at the cafe and wah bunyi siren polis, bomba etc... i felt like not in Brunei. But biasa toh kalau hujan lebat, garenti ada dengar bunyi bunyian like that... Mudahan okay orang yang drive atu, and yang passanger nya. well..well..well... Didn't want to stop. Too late..just melintas and see saja.. heard suara like helping the driver atu tersumbat there... the car was upside down standing.. imagine tia..

PESERTA P2F

P2F CONCERT 7

1. Dayat - Dengar Ini Cerita (Sean Ghazi)

2. Fau - Aku Lebih Tahu (Mila AF)

3. Ter - Bunyi Gitar (Tan Sri P.Ramlee)

4. Ina - Tragedi Buah Epal (Anita Serawak)

5. Adeb - Bukan Superstar (Project Pop)

6. AJ - Wanna Hold Your Hand (The Beatles)

7. Ezah - L.O.V.E (Sad Sonata)

8. Dila - Perhaps Perhaps Perhaps (Doris Day/Geri Halliwell)

P2F CONCERT 7 (20TH DEC 2008)

Jerudong Park Amphitheatre

Entrance FREE

P2F ALBUM CD. B$12 ONLY

from left.. Ina. Fau. Adeb

from right.. Dayat. AJ. Ter

ps. GOOD LUCK YOU ALL

and remember the song HERO

all for you!!

BACK IN BRUNEI

i am back now in Brunei since yesterday. And now going to work soon at 2pm. Meet you on-air later. This picture taken when i was driving my car last night...

MY LIFE TODAY..

on the road.. to the hotel

finally i finished reading this book..ha.ha..

must have and must read..

Flight delayed to 12.30 pm. Supposed to leave Brunei at 11.50am. But sampai on the dot eh to Jakarta. It was a good flight. A long day today. Reached the hotel of course macet you.. haha.. and then freshen up and off to Senayan City. Makan there and then off again. So FDD pick us up pakai mercs you..ha.ha.. panasaran lah.

Gosh.. never met someone so successful and rich so humble. That's what i want to be. Rich and humble forever. Nda pilih bulu..ha.ha.. manusia nada bulu you.. how's that. I have the rouwan suoup for dinner. The story of my life today so amazing. Words cannot express. Tomorrow will be better than today... just wait and see.. Insyallah...

got this depan hotel.. lawa kan..