HOUSE OF HORROR

I went in alone and wow..... I thought i wouldn't be scared lah... but i guess the atmosphere in there are different than outside. So... apa lagi... jalan lah... Dracula was at the entrance and welcoming me... for a while he was out of sight.

I took this picture after touring the House of Horror(pic FIG.1)

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PS. so many story to tell while i was in the House of Horror atu. Scary jua but ok jua. Worst for me was the part i first saw the body in the bag hanging (supposed to be lah the dead body...) in the bag ah.... Oh .... i stopped for a while and asked the people behind me to go first. But well, you know what, all of them behind me said.. oh we go together and i lead... WHAT????? I LEAD????

Me & Nadia 6-9-07

BREASTs. - Rated 18 and Above

He change. and become She. (CUP B)

My oh my.. i met my fren yesterday when i went to the mall and he changed a lot. Amazing.. i was only gone i guess not even two months and the last time i met him before i went off to Los Angeles. I thought i got to see it on TV but hey, this is real.

He said he had it done in Manila for B$5000.00 and the surgery done in two hours and the after surgery recovery about 6 hours. Wow... That was fast. He took his holiday for two weeks, and when i met him was exactly two months. The doctor insert the silicon under arm. So he show his nipples and his scars. He said it wasn't that painful. But just a bit uncomfortable. He doesn't have the muscle to support the silicon. So he was not used to it. Amazing. I got to feel his breast. FIRM... I asked him what type? I asked him if he chose the gummy bear silicon? He said yes. I talked to him a while. Just wanting to know how his experience was. Very interesting.

I read a lot on health magazine about breast implant. Watched TV too. And i tell you, its looks simple. Some have smaller breast wants to have a cup bigger. But the greedy ones wants to have two or three cups bigger. Well, do a lot research first if you plan to do it. I heard a lot not liking having breast implants after they did it. But i guess some like em. But how long?

Unless you have a droopy breast, or flat chested, or just abnormal. But when you have a normal one, you better just be thankful and appreciate with what you have. Implants are not as natural as yours one. To married woman, some have really not so good looking breasts no more. You know lah.. after giving birth. Too many commitment. Ia jua the baby, ia jua the daddy.. ....... (he.e.e.e....jgn mare eh).... So sometimes it looks not as good as before you give birth. And if that affect you mentally, talk to your hubby about it. If he is ok and pleased with the way you are, then you are fine. But if you have hubby who loves breasts... well and yours not as what he dream of, then do something about it. Again, talk to him... Get a solution ah... jangan pasal boobies... cerai berai... ada toh!!

Ok, sambong lagi my story about my friend ani, so this is how he look like now. I was amazed and happy for him. To me, a fren like him which i have a lot, i respect them all. A lot have not been accepted by society here but how can you help them. Some men i know just want to be woman. But not just want to be.. its them feeling like they are a woman. So who to blame? And some woman want to become men. When i was in the States, i watched this Health Channel. And the woman want to become men. But she have breasts. Did you know how she cover up her breast just want to look like a man?

Well, she wrap her breasts part with the, you know the one i used to wrap my tummy with to make em flat. Like sort of "barut" but yang sudah modern. Ha..ha.. ryte now i couldn't find the word... so i use barut lah ah... So that's what she wrap herself with. And if you see that woman, you would think that she is a man. And you know what she did? Unlike the woman who have no breasts, or smaller breast would like to do implants. But this woman want to remove the breast. And finally she did. And she was happy that she is a man now.

When i met my fren, he totally change (yeah zura.. of course lah.. obvious jua kan.) And i terkenang all my frens yang senasib like him. Sometimes life is not fair. Its not that they want to be like that, but i believe the naluri too strong. So, entah ah.... To me they are better frens than anyone. Like saying hi and bye fren. To tell you the truth i have a lot like them. After all we are all humans. Who do you want to blame. But remember, when you met this type of people, please..please don't laugh or say words yang bad. Because you know why?

Well, i believe Allah always memberi balasan yang lebih dari yang you buat. So you know what i mean. If you don't like them pun, just ignore it. OK. Just a tip. Whatever we do, we do not know what's going to happen to us next.

PS. HI JEN. YOU LOOK GREAT. AND HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY. (if you don't know him, well, first impression sure you think he is She... serious. I known him for more than 15 years. Imagine... By the way, i told him i am going to post this picture on my blog - and he said OK. Thanks Jen.)

Volunteer Work

Sleepy..sleepy.. sleepy... i am sleepy.. Today was an interesting day for me. As usual i sent my son to school. A bit late today, reach school at 7.15am. Not good ah... But then went to Al-Islah then after lunch went for a meeting. I am a volunteer as individual for the Projek of Warga Emas. So today i attended Perjumpaan Projek Keluarga Dalam Memeduli Warga Emas, Jabatan Pembangunan Masyarakat Bersama Sukarelawan, Helpage Korea and Helpage International held in Riverview Hotel at 2pm-5pm.

One question was asked during the meeting:-

• Why do you want to be a volunteer?

I am actually very new to this, but i am looking forward for new ideas, new experience in this projek. So for those of you out there, that have an extra hour to spend and want to spend it wisely, well, volunteer for good deeds is a rewarding things you can give yourself. One thing during the meeting, you always meet different people and you get to share an interesting new ideas, a knowledge which if you were alone not doing anything, you would get nothing out of it, right?

Been in Brunei now for seven days. Very quiet and peaceful for me. I miss the rain so much. I smile when it rain. I really miss it. In California, since i arrived till i left, i see no rain. Just a bit the day before i left for Brunei. But just a bit. About five minute rain only. Its summer, and its dry. So, glad to be back and see the rain.

Still off from work. In two week, i be on-air again. Wow.. I am going to use my two weeks wisely now. Say, like plan to go outing, exercising, and etc whatever i can think of. Been watching a lot of dvds.. he.ehe.e which i enjoyed it so much, don't blame me for that.. yeah i know.

"DIRTIEST LITTLE SECRET"

BOOH! How are you? Well, another story to tell about me today. Here we go...

Dirtiest little secret - yes that was what in my thought. Made me smile. I was driving this morning sending my son to school again, well plenty to catch up, but yeah.. its school again. My mind, full of words to say, and that's because of the "dirtiest little secret" we all have.

I see eyes, nose, mouth, ears, face and yes i am trying to tell you that we people are out there carrying our dirtiest little secret. I know so that we all have one or perhaps more.... I must say i do. That doesn't mean someone would have to know.. ha.ah... ARE YOU CURIOUS YET??? But what would yours be? Would it be your "dirtiest little secret" or would you share it with others? Even to your love one? (piece of advice - not to even share it with your best friends or whoever on whatever your dirtiest little secrets are)

I was just imagining, what would it be like if we are all so pure? Like no dirty little secret, just plain innocent people in this world (well, we know its not true). This is what we call "skeleton in the closet" and not baggage ah.. don't get mixed up there (read carefully)he.ehe... And that made me smile. Would we accept it if we were to know someone or even someone we love have the dirtiest little secret that they carry all the time in their life till death do them part?

Probably to know someone dirtiest little secret would be scary. Perhaps to those who's in love. Would the issues kill the love? Or would the love be stronger? Or what? From morning, the topic just bang in my head and its stuck there until now.... Oh please..

Hey, I actually witnessed someone dirtiest little secret of some people i know, yes, i did. Ha.ha..a some are cute and some are unimaginably ugly. And that only i know. But don't know what would be the worst. I am still thinking of what kind of examples i should give. I still wonder, whether its the same or not? After all we all are human. We are the people. I saw couple of movies. You know like that guy supposed to be a good heavenly guy, or the woman is an angel of some sort, but when you got half way, it turned to be something else. So, you know, i start thinking, if that was from a real story and become a movie. Well... it have to be..

You see, get me what i mean. OK like em.. one time, well, i can share you some examples i know about dirtiest little secret of someone i used to know. we were in restaurant in one of the country i used to study. I would call this "someone i know" as "Snake". So we were having fun that snake got to visit me and it was snake's birthday. Oh yeah i was driving snake here and there, showing off places that i know, bought a car there and have an apartment. It was snake's birthday, so we went to this Restaurant with a soothing sexy, flirty music. The music where you would by hypnotised and dance along while seated.. just ...Wow.. fantastic.. with the music, yeah so young at that time, like the world is yours. But not exactly lah.. ah..... (must think think think again if you plan to do something in your life or otherwise it will be your dirtiest little secret.)

Anyway, snake flirt with the waiter and little did i know snake and the waiter was in the toilet and i let you guess the rest of the stories. I thought snake was not feeling well, but i was wrong. I was looking for snake and didn't know where snake go. So OK.... that would be snake's dirtiest little secret and i doubt snake is telling anyone out there or someone snake love. Just an EXAMPLE ONLY.

Oh well, every people i met, people i don't know or i know, i just wonder what would their dirtiest little secret....There's just so many yet its still a secret.... I don't know all, but what i know and saw have thought me another episodes of life... Amazing how we carry it everywhere, whether its a good dirtiest little secret or a bad one..... it still sure makes us smile...

Separation and Divorce - "How to be A Great Mum - by Tracey Godridge"

Look, I've been there, and i know how you feel. Read this :-)

Today, around one in four children experiences the break-up of their family. When this happens, children's lives are , inevitably, turned upside down. And while very young children may often readily accept new domestic arrangements, as they grow and develop there will continually be issues that need to be handled carefully and sensitively in order to minimise the harm and suffering.

Children can experience a whole range of emotions when their parents break-up, from guilt and anger, to rejections and loss of self-esteem. Initially their behaviour may deteriorate, they may be less cooperative and find it hard to concentrate at school. Some children, particularly boys, may find it hard to express their feelings.

Children who experience conflict between their parents may fell their loyalties are being pulled in two directions. Seeing a parent distressed is tremendously upsetting and unsettling. And teenagers can take separations especially hard. At a time when they are struggling to find their own identity, losing the stability of family life may only add to their sense of confusion.

Once separations is inevitable, it's more often than not the father who leaves the family home. It's vital, however, for the sake of your child's happiness that she/he continues her/his relationship with him. Research highlights the huge impact a father's involvement in his child's life can have both on the child's emotional well-being and progress at school. If you find it hard to discuss these kinds of issues with your partner, outside mediation may help to avoid legal action, which is expensive, can drag on, and ultimately may not even sort matters out.

No one would wish for their child to have to experience the pain and disruption caused by separation and divorce, but by handling the situation carefully and sensitively it is possible to minimise the damage.

• Make a plan with your partner. Decide how you can continue to parent your children together, taking into account the need for flexibility. Discuss too keeping up contact with wider family as children shouldn't have to lose contact with grandparents, aunts, uncles and cousins.
• Talk to your children through the process. Explain whats happening. Why its not their fault. Separation can affect children's confidence, so continual reassurance is important.
• Encourage your children to discuss their feelings too - but don't force them - and accept their feelings.
• Reassure your children that you can cope. Children only feel safe and secure when they sense that their parents are in control, and they don't need to worry.
• Don't poison your children against your ex. They need to be free to love him/her, without feeling that they'll be letting you down.
• If you start a new relationship, you may well face hostility from your children. This is normal. They need time to adjust so take it gradually. Once they can see that you are happy and that their relationship with you isn't being affected, they will come to accept the idea.

Story at the Universal Studio

Took this picture at the Universal Studio. The Backstage of where the movie was made. Very interesting. Even during the tour, there were actually people tengah shooting the new movie.. and we have to stop a while to keep the noise down. Because kan, if movie or drama tengah shoot, the mic is very sensitive and can hear almost everything. So Silent please..(Take 10)... I should say everywhere in the world if you have a chance to visit to these kind of place. Yeah.. like in Singapore during the MOU Drama TV Brunei and Singapore, that was quite a long time ago that i got a chance to visit this kind of place. Amazing. You get to appreciate it more you know when you know and have an idea how they did it. Again "Amazing"...

My visit there was such an experience for me and i am glad i got to see it. Didn't actually plan you know, its kind of the go-on-the-dot thing....ha.a... i like to say that. Sorry ah if my English or my grammar not to your standard, but at least it got spice ah in the story I've been writing and sharing here in my blog. So, about the clothing, please lah don't read me by my baju.. he.ee.. Look at yourself jua ah when you read this blog... No hard feeling... just being me..

So anyway, this picture below taken where the "Shark" thing movie lah... When you get to sit on the bus atu, well, its fun tapi you do not know what to expect unless you go there every summer or every season. So, like me, its my first time. So i wasn't sure which side would be the best to sit coz' i love to take picture inda beranti. So you know what, my side where i sat atu, inda puas ku meliat.... i must say... i was on the right side and well, i guess some places that we visit was also on the left...FRUST KU EH... but its ok.. Again, Universal Studio very big ani bah, and i think a day not enuf. You pay once and you can use anything in there. Except for the games saja you have to pay. Like when i play the water shooter, one game cost US$5.00. So i got my Baby Shrek.. not bad. But i have to pay twice and twice i won and i change the mini Baby Shrek to that medium size Baby Shrek. Ha..ah... My son Luqman play the basketball game, but so hard kali ah. Some game that i haven't been in yet, i plan to go and visit again.

Now that I'm back, uh.. jet legged... Be back with more from Universal Studio with - House of Horror ... (yes i took some hantu pictures)..

Koboy parking Lot?

Ok lah. I pun baru balik ke Brunei. Rindu nak jalan-jalan ke Bandar Brunei. So bila i jalan-jalan, i pun rasa nak jalan kaki so i cari parking. So, ini lah cerita nya. I pun tak tahu sapa yang makes the rules. You tell me ya.

I drive ke bandar tadi afternoon petang, like that lah. So i pun try nak park di kawasan Post Office kita kan. And bila i sampai ke situ, tutup. Ok tak pa, thinking that i can park my car at the next parking lot dekat Jabatan Perkhidmatan Elektrik. So bila i sampai there, i found this red cone in the way before masok dekat gate tu. So i pun get out of the car and i saw this guy came out from the booth and i asked him lah. I said, are you closed? Then dia jawab 'ya'.

Tapi i nampak the signboard - operation hours 7am to 6pm, i asked him again, why? Mind you there were a lot of space there too for cars to park. I wouldnt ask if i didnt see the sign there. And the time i was there was at 3.26pm. And you know what he said to me? First he opened the door of that booth (ada orang dalam lah which i didnt see , irresponsible of course not to tell me because that person was actually on duty, that is rude) then, he ask the person inside the booth, then with his face.. i mean yes with his upset face, he told me that that person inside the booth is about to leave. So garang. Like punya power boleh buat apa... Go where?

He then pointed to the other parking space on the other side of the road. So now i ask, Metro Parking Management, macamana ni? You operate sampai 3.26pm ke atau 6pm? Kalau u operate sampai 6pm, apasal koboi sana tu boleh suka-suka cakap 3.26pm sudah tutup? who is actually making the rules there? I, like some others, wouldnt mind to pay for parking, but what kind of service do you have, if you said on the signbord says operational hours at 7am to 6pm and inbetween those hours you are closed? So who makes the rules? Very inconvenient for kita kita.

In my humble opinion, it is very inconvenient. Some people actually tak mau bayar for parking sekejap saja, but some dont mind and that be like me. Please lah..

So, i went jalan-jalan after i parked my car the otherside of the road. Hey you what? I saw this big Post Office (i am talking about the main one... thank you chachak for chut..chutt...) where i parked my car kan, and i said to myself, i must check this place out. Yeah... I bought a 99sen stamp and its a Royal Wedding stamps. BEAUTIFUL...

The main post office selling it in a set of three for B$1.98. I love it. Its good for stamp's collector. I used to collect stamps from all over. But not anymore. Move about so much, until i dont have my collections anymore. I dont know where it is now. I wish i have it. But anyway, you must go to the main office and get one for yourself to keep. Very-very nice you know. Must have in you collection punya.

Oh well, that's the story for today. I yet to post some pictures i took at the Universal Studio...he.e.e.. Have a Great Day Y'all.

HOME SWEET HOME

Just got home and well, barat rasa the body ani. (27.8.07) Sixteen hours direct flight from LAX TO SIN then arrived in Singapore at 4.45am and took another flight to BWN at 9.15am yesterday 29.8.07. It was a good flight.

@Universal Studio City - Shrek's Castle

@Universal Studio City

@Universal Studio City

Pelangi FM

Now probably 10.52 pm there in Brunei and i just woke up and tuning to Pelangi Fm. I tell you we should be proud of our Artists Brunei with their achievement all from the beginning to the present. When i sit here in my room , i just realized that we Bruneian have own style and i tell you i am smiling now i am so proud of the Brunei Artists. They are no different with the international artists. Amazing......Sounds and everything are as professional. Looking forward for the Anugerah Pelangi.

Dj Iiril and Mdm.Fifi on-air hah.. Well guys selamat malam and see you soon. The song Umbrella atu pun ada new artist singing it, and so many comment about it. A slower version too. To Mdm.Fifi how's things in the village? Bah.. i am going to post some pictures from the Universal Studio. Take care you two. Drive safe. its 11.14am here.

@UNIVERSAL STUDIO CITY

Awesome day - yesterday at Universal Studio

What a day, at the Universal Studio. I love it and they love it too. Spend my whole day, well almost lah. Took lots of pictures. I just woke up and figuring out and setting my time to edit and post it here. I can't wait. Amazing place to go if you plan to visit LOS ANGELES sometime during the summer next year or whenever. Must plan first, jangan go without plan. So you have enuf $$ to spend here, and to visit all the interesting places they have here in the USA.

If you are interested, you can log in to http://www.universalstudioshollywood.com/ or you can call 1-800-UNIVERSAL . You will get all the information you need. And if you want to go for sight-seeing, then log on to http://www.lasightseeing.net/ and it gives you all the rates include round trip and admission to attractions. And also you must get the Hollywood Visitors Guide and Map. It is good to know and to plan early where you want to go or log on to http://www.hollywoodbid.org/ .

Anyway, need to shower now. I have salad, carrot for breakfast and a glass of water. Yea.. bunny rabbit. I will get back with some good pictures that, of course i took yesterday to share with you... cheerio... awesome

Photos at the Pool - Monday

Jinny and Family(Jinny,John,Ryan & Steven) from San Francisco and Us

Zura & Jinny 'CUTE' Pose...

PS. This family i met at the pool was on holiday from San Francisco. A seven hours drive back today. Jinny was very nice. A real woman. Not fake. And a really simple family, i must see. Simple and happy. Its a family. I like them. We talked a lot, a very interesting information they share with me and how to go about. Which at this moment i am thinking of what to do for the rest of my last few days here. So i got something plan for Luqman and myself and of course my mom. Well, so far I've learned a lot and that i must say - everything happens for a reason - and that make me SMILE..