Today i decide to write again.. and i do miss blogging. I tahan and i try to tahan, but i cannot tahan. Now it seems like .... well i want to have a fun blog. Not stressful one.. haha.. but of course ada lah yang terselit toh.. the stress bit atu. haha...
I am sleepless tonite.. biasa lah. Bila badan tired catu lah. But i have fun for the past few months.. wah macam lama lak i didnt write. True lah what my fren say, inda me tahan not blogging. Apa nya kalau orang bercinta.. like nadi nya... So that's how i felt. I start today ya...
As i go along in life ani, i met a lot of people. All different variety kali ah.. And you know what? I tanya myself, does these people have another option in their life if anything happen to them? Not that i want anything to happen to them, but this is life. You want a lot to choose when you go shopping.. when you go see movie... when you want to marry someone kan... What about us? In this world we lived in, its like a game.. if you can see it good, but if not.. then not sure good or not.. but sooner or later you got to see it jua... (eh... eeee.... nda me pandai explain eh.. )
So, this world, us... and the game.. Gambling jua toh.. if you dont have option then mana you going to go? You get it or not? Imagine, after all those time you spend your time and life on your work, and now sudah 40 or 50 years over you worked, pencen.. and then what? To start a new bisnes? Are you experience? Well, not really... again the question "DO YOU HAVE THE OPTION? AFTER? DO YOU HAVE OPTION?"... Pssst... cuma put your ego in your pocket dulu for few years .. atu saja..
If your lifestyle like this, do you want to live less? If you lifestyle less, do you want to live more less like worst? .. Ask yourself.. me takut eh. Takut to see to live less than what i have now... Not a good night sleep every single minute... saat even. Of course got to live and live fun.. So not to stress yourself work and be with frens and family who really care for you... Naaaah... alum lagi habis nie.. a lot more sebenarnya...
I always think of the good life.. the great life ahead of me. Of course ani masa hidup saja.. but still we have to live the best from this great life.. The after life, different story. That each of us need to prepare it ourself. Nada orang kan prepare it for us. That we have to remember jua. Stay humble whoever you become... We are only human and at the end we die and we will still going there jua..... young and old.. grow old gracefully and then gone...
Anyway.. sambong lagi esok. I am SLEEPLESS...
